I feel so incredibly old and worn-down, I can't even imagine living another 7 years to hit 30. Access to unlimited information ages you rapidly. The knowledge accrued over a lifetime pre-Internet can now be picked up in a few short but focused years. Also with things changing so fast over the 21st century I feel like I've lived many many lifetimes. I graduated college three months ago and been unemployed in spite of ~500 job applications. I'm awake from the late afternoon through dawn, and sleep sporadically throughout the morning hours. Around a month ago I met up with an overweight 19 year old goonette neet who made out with me on a cocktail of THC vapor, hormonal birth control, and psychiatric drugs (not SSRI). Aside from that I've gotten no attention from women. I haven't had a social outing since March of 2020. I see no way out of this prison, the end is near.
Go to the gym and take care of your body.
>I feel like I've lived many many lifetimesthis nigga
>>85278055Nah man. You're not as aged as you think you are. Nor have you learned as much as you think you have. You're only 23. Don't think you know so much. You'll learn and get better if you just keep trying. Don't give up.
>>85278055>The knowledge accrued over a lifetime pre-Internet can now be picked up in a few short but focused years.Educated people 100 years ago mog the fuck out of us dude
>>85278055Melodramatic much? I used to feel old at 23. I feel younger now at 31. Funny how these things are literally just in our head. Git gud at something, son. The rest will follow.
