what does it mean that when my sister goes on vacation I actually don't miss her at all, and over-time even grow more resentful of her as I recall past memories and her behavior, but when she's around we get along just fine?she used to be a huge cunt but mellowed out not that she's had kids but I guess deep down I still resent her for the way she was to me, I think deep down I really dislike her I'm a guy btw
If she is mellow now she probably realizes she used to be a cunt. Not everything has to be said.Your brain was more neuroplastic back then so events became core memories, but you were just a kid, your life was in the hands of others essentially, so usually those core memories are dumb and useless baggage.
>>85278115she called the cops on me twice, both maliciouslyshe probably does realize she was being a cunt before, but I don't really careI dislike the concept of forgiveness in general and like holding onto grudges, it gives me vrill and vitalism hate is so powerful and fueling when love is just a figment of the imagination anyway
