What's the biggest crush you've had that ended up working out for you?Have you ever been super head over heels for someone you had a crush on, and then they cane around to liking you back?
>>85278935No, I've never had a crush for anyone. It's an odd concept to me, I always thought it was more of a movie thing. How does having a crush feel like?
yes i am crushing v hard on a man that i met on this board but it w nvr actually work out due to fundamental differences but he is v hot and nice to me and at the very least i can take him on dates in my dreams
>>85278956Huh, hard to describe to someone who hasn't had it>>85278974What are those fundamental differences?
>>85279034my self image exists as a simulacrum of my eccentric views around purity and sex and i hold too much shame and feel like a whore for having any impure thoughti want a boyfriend that i can call mine and know that i will be the only girl wrapped around his armhe is poly and sexually confident and has little to no visible insecurities surrounding his self image and therefore does not need to hide in any refractionshe says rly cute things to me that make me smile too
>>85279100>Foid pines after the Chad who fucks lots of womenStop, I can only get so blackpilled
>>85279125relax relax i am a tranny
>>85279100What is your purity autism rooted in? Religious stuff or is it just some self imposed scruple?
>>85279138Well that's even more blackpilling if even trannies are also Chad only
>>85279100>he says rly cute things to me that make me smile tooNo shit, he wants to add you to his collection dumbass
>>85279100This seems really strange, almost like a RP and not real.>>85279138Oh i see
>>85278935Last crush I had turned into a 5yr waste of time so I think I'm done with crushes
>>85279148it is parasitically interwoven within my ocd gender dysphoria and anorexiamy dad also touched me which may have spawned a majority of my issues in a broader sense>>85279149i am not chad only i promise i just am obsessive and he says the right things all the time>>85279159no shit lol no but yea likely i am delusional>>85279163if u cut out the filler its just me saying he is poly and i am notwhat do u mean its rp
>>85279193I don't want to elaborate too much, because I don't want to cause you more dysphoria. Sorry nona.
>>85279211thank u i appreciate that actually
>>85278935Never happened. I don't think they even remember/know my name.
>>85279193Give us examples of the right things he says. We would like to learn the wae of teh Chadu.
>>85279100>my eccentric viewsevery nigga that calls themselves eccentric ends up being as exciting as white bread
>>85279266words in isolation and stripped from the context of the conversations they r said in and bc he is who he is and i find him hot would not rly paint any picture or provide any utility to uit is cliche but he has a beautiful soul and from that extends multiple branches all full of lovely pieces of him>>85279277i mean eccentric in an anti social way not as a synonym for being quirky or coy
>>85279290You are gatekeeping teh wae of chadu. I will destroy your dojo.
>>85279310my dojo is but a mere means to an end so feel free
>>85278935I never had crush.I was always painfully aware girls are beyond my reach so i didn't entertain ideas of liking particular girl.
>>85278935When I was in the 7th grade I had a crush on the prettiest girl in our class. I would stare at her without realizing. I don't remember what happened but I think she asked me out. We chatted and met up. I think she rode her bike to where I lived and "accidentally" ran into me. Since I pretty much never used to see her in that area. I gave her a kiss on the cheek. She seemed a bit disappointed. The next day in school everyone was saying that I kissed like a grandma and she broke up with me. Then immediately started dating a guy a grade higher than us. From then on I never wanted to make that same mistake. I nearly always try to push things further because when I haven't women get disappointed and ghost.
Crushes feel nice especially when the feeling is reciprocated but relationships can be hell if you dont know what to look out for or straight up ignore red flags because youre so caught up in emotion. Oneitis is a disease, you gotta be careful not to get superstitious about a women
i'm an adult, so no, i don't have crushes
>>85279641How have things gone for you since them anon?
>>85279801I haven't had a job in years. I never leave my room. Having fun occasionally with video games. Women don't like me and always say it's not you it's me. Or just say I'm "chopped unc."
>>85279813Ah, that's brutal. I'm sorry man. I mean if I were you I'd get my finances in a position where I could looksmax, even if I had to uss debt
>>85279290you should probably die it sounds like. hop off my dick
