Why aren't you depravemaxxing?>I got no joy in my life. Decided to eat meth again. Just basically been up gooning for 30 hours now. I feel so desperate to suck and get fucked by men, to get used as a cumtoy, but I feel ill and tired, I've hardly eaten and I've just laid in bed with my legs spread stroking my semi flaccid cock. I can barely get hard and if I do I lose it. But I'm so horny. I have some viagra but I'm afraid of heart issues. God this meth spins me the fuck out. It's so sexual. I'm absolutely craving cock, loads shot in my ass, all over me, I want to suck and stroke anyone who wants it. I want to just lay back on a mattress, spread my legs and get fucked over and over. All raw, every load shot deep inside me. Hardcore sloppy seconds for the next pervert who wants a fucktoy to use.>God I'm going insane I need to sleep. This drug just spins me the fuck out. I took clonazepam and pregabalin but the meth outweighs it. What am I doing with myself? I need to focus on important things like making money, finding valuable relationships, finding meaning in my life. It's not found in some chemical that turns me depraved.
what is your sexuality r u bi or just gay
