Thread for discussions about selfharm and mutual supporthellllo guys>How are you doing today?>Any plans for today?>When was the last time you hurt yourself?>Why did you hurt yourself?>Is there anything bothering you right now?
cool helpful links>a long list of self harm alternatives (thank you muddy):https://imgur.io/a/7Q2zgw7>a first aid post cuting:https://www.lifesigns.org.uk/first-aid-for-self-injury-and-self-harm/>a wound care guide:https://docs.google.com/document/d/1CsvJs8qNCVkHWHKekMSmCn6qn0GBEcgnq9fIqlA6Uv0/mobilebasic>a bpd workbook:https://d-pdf.com/book/1781/read>a bdbt (dialectical behavioral therapy)workbook is intended for BPD but can work for anyone:https://cursosdepsicologia.com.ar/wp-content/uploads/2021/05/THEDIA1.pdfPlease don't post any drastic images and if you have to, spoiler them
>>85322318>How are you doing today?Kinda okay.>Any plans for today?Plans are already done. I wrote some things for my masters thesis. It feels good because it makes me reflect on the things I worked on and got some good results from. It also makes me feel hollow because the professor seems like he knew all this already and was just waiting for me to figure it out out too.>When was the last time you hurt yourself?About three weeks ago. It felt good. Like I still got it, I didnt lost this hate towards myself.>Why did you hurt yourself?I just gave in, I dont really know.>Is there anything bothering you right now?How fucking pathetic I am. I have a loving and supporting family, Im so privileged, yet I take the liberty to indulge in this self destructive behaviour because I just cant fucking deal with this life.I just dont wake up tomorrow.
>>85322318>>How are you doing today?really tired. Been getting up early and trying to schedule job interviews.>>Any plans for today?Job interviews.>>Is there anything bothering you right now?Yeah, Idk if I should even accept this job if it pays lower but is in my actual feild. It also isn't that low.
>>85322698Fuck, please can someone just talk to me? I want to hurt myself, I want someone to save me. PLEASE, SOMEONE KILL ME ALREADAY
>>85322779sorry for being a nuisance
>>85322698hello>Kinda okay.that's good :>>masters thesiaaa thats scary best of luck >didnt lost this hate towards myselfdoesn't sound too great >destructive behaviour because I just cant fucking deal with this life.idk if it's pathetic life's hard >>85322762hello>really tired.can you just relax today?>Job interviewsDx>but is in my actual feild. It also isn't that lowlower compared to what? better lower that you can get then higher you can't >>85322779chill anonit's a slow thread
>>85322823>best of luckThanks! Despite of everything, Im still kinda proud of what I've achieved>idk if it's patheticYeah, Life is hard. But it was way harder for my parents. So I should just get my shit together and not hurt my parents anymore. >chill anon>it's a slow threadsry I just feel like shit rn. Wont happen again.
>>85322698I know that feel. Still, i'm proud of you for working on your thesis, take as many little victories as you can yknow?>>85322762Good luck on all your interviews though i'm sure you'll do great!>>85322797You aren't a nuisance at all, nobody in these threads are. Just keep in mind the posters here are often doing something else while in this thread, so it might take them a while to reply (me included).>>85322823Hey cat bro, how's it going?
Hello everyone.Last week I took a very long flight to visit home, and developed quite a nasty cold soon after I arrived but I seem to be 90% okay now. Nothing too bad, just constant nose blowing for the last few days. Hope you're all doing well.>>85322698Good job with working on your thesis. I really need to get back to mine at some point...Everyone has different circumstances but I think the human brain can find a way to make you suffer in all of them. What's got you down, specifically?>>85322762Hello cynic. I hope you can get some sleep in/Personally I'd take a pay cut if it was for a job I'd enjoy more, but it depends on your circumstances. Money certainly helps but ideally you want a job you can enjoy or at the very least tolerate.
>>85322912>You aren't a nuisance at all, nobody in these threads are. Just keep in mind the posters here are often doing something else while in this thread, so it might take them a while to reply (me included).Thank you. Really. People are strange.
>>85322797it's okay dw>>85322905>Despite of everything, Im still kinda proud of what I've achievedas you should be!what sort of stuff is it btw?>should just get my shit together and not hurt my parents anymore.how do you plan to do that?>Wont happen againit's okay, you don't have to feel bad >>85322912helloo>how's it going?pretty alright, went to a store, chilled though I've been feeling sleepy today for some reason wbu??>>85322931heya>but I seem to be 90% okay now. hopefully :< >Hope you're all doing well.thank you!I been doing fine ^^ hope your trip went well despite the cold
>>85322931>Good job with working on your thesis. I really need to get back to mine at some point...Well... what are you working on? Im not going to judge you, just tell me whats it about.
>>85322974That they are. Me especially lol.>>85322975Has the heat got you feeling tired? It's like 28 degrees here and I keep yawning. I feel like a giant pussy bitch desu. I cancelled my driving lesson because I felt really low mood. Had to go see the doctor and when I told him that everything feels too curated and out of perspective, like it feels like i'm still dreaming and can't really believe what i'm seeing is real he flagged me as at risk of killing myself or someone else. Didn't help I kept expecting people to be on the roofs of buildings I passed for some reason
>>85322912Hello Mr Meow, hope you're doing okay in this heat.>>85322975Hello /cat/>I been doing fine ^^Good to hear!>hope your trip went well despite the coldIt's still going and I've got a couple more weeks of it, which should be fun.>>85323016>Well... what are you working on?Right now I need to make a really big spreadsheet covering aspects of certain laws across the world.
>>85322318hey fren! did you work on your map?>>85322698hi anon!>the professor seems like he knew all this already and was just waiting for me to figure it out out too.guess that's why he's the prof. just shows that he trusted you to get to that point on your own, doesn't it?>Im so privileged, yet I take the liberty to indulge in this self destructive behaviournot like you chose to be this way, so no need to feel guilty for the good things in your life.>>85322762hey cynic!>really tiredtime for a nap?>Job interviewshow many did you have at this point?>Idk if I should even accept this job if it pays lower but is in my actual feild. It also isn't that low.hm. i'd argue you should take a job that pays well enough, but also speaks to you the most. would it be the one you'd enjoy the most from the options you have?>>85322912hey, dude! how's it going?>>85322931hi dinon!>I took a very long flight to visit home, and developed quite a nasty cold soon after I arrivedhappned to my boss as well. these things are just incubation tubes.>I seem to be 90% okay now.get 100% well soon.>Hope you're all doing wellthanks. worked with a new coworker today. it was a bit stressful, but nothing too bad. how was your day?
>>85323060>Has the heat got you feeling tirednope it's not how actually anymore :Drn it's actually pretty chilly >cancelled my driving lessonow dw ^^next time's the charm :3>me as at risk of killing myselfohany annoying consequences of that?>expecting people to be on the roofs ofstrange what do ya think is causing this?>>85323323>Good to hear!ty>going and I've got a couple more weeks of it, which should be fun.woow that's so much time :0>>85323343hellohow r u?I didn't map much today, I felt too sleepy
lot of stuff going on probally wont have time to reply or anything cause i have this stupid thing im forced to do. im back to school but it just sucks now, all my old friends from last year just act like i dont exist. i also need a job cause there's so much just stuff i need to do sooner rather then later>>85315706>what tired you out?school like always> way more fun in fall and winteyea more fun in like everyway>anything you wanted to do but didn't?just do things with friends more, do some fun stuff, get a job. not be super deppresed >>85315958>didn't sleep well?nop>character development for multiple summers ]eh the whole july i spent isolating myself and super deppresed and didnt play anything with the freinds the whole time which was like the only thing i wanted too>What would you have to do to call it not wasted?just do stuff with friends, go outside sometime. be happy
>>85323343Hi yu> was a bit stressful, but nothing too badGreen can be annoying but good. Sometimes new people have insight you wouldn't have.> how many did you have at this point?I started keeping a log book a while ago. Out of 119 positions applied for, I had 10 interviews. > would it be the one you'd enjoy the most from the options you have?After talking about the project, yeah. There are other interviews yet to come.>>85322823Hi cat> didn't map much today, I felt too sleepyWe should both take a nap> lower compared to what? My current job.> can you just relax today?Yeah, I'm just gonna lie in bed now.>>85322931Hi dis> Personally I'd take a pay cut if it was for a job I'd enjoy more, but it depends on your circumstancesYeah, maybe I should. I did want to get out of town and this has beach front property. > Nothing too bad, just constant nose blowing for the last few daysLet's hope it doesn't get worse!
>>85323449hey friendsounds like a lot of hassle:<sending hugs>also need a job causeD:>old friends from last year just act like i dontstrange>didnt play anything with the freindsowwhen did school start for you?>>85323603>should both take a napyepI'm already in bed >current job.I see so why change? >bed now.goodnight!
>>85323411>how r u?bit tired, but other than that i'm good. had to work with a new coworker today, so basically had to pay attention for 2 people, but he's learning quickly.>I didn't map much today, I felt too sleepyfair. it's a kinda sleepy day. did you watch anything interesting?and in regards to the threads on /a/ you mentioned last thread: i get it. had a great time reading the threads when on /co/ when gravity falls and korra where airing. it's fun to see people engage with good shows or trash a bad one.>>85323449hey gator!>lot of stuff going on probally wont have time to replyi'll go to sleep shortly after this post, i think. having a hard keeping my eyes open. (~.~)>im back to school but it just sucks nowsorry to hear that. that sounds more like i remember school. :[ what about the archery stuff, though?>i also need a job cause there's so much just stuff i need to do sooner rather then laterbest of luck with everything. do you have a job in mind?>school like alwaysmakes sense.>just do things with friends more, do some fun stuff, get a job. not be super deppresedfair. i guess those things not working out are mostly connected to the latter. maybe getting a job would be for the best. gives you some agency and maybe you can connect with people there in a different way than you can in school.>>85323603>Sometimes new people have insight you wouldn't have.i think he's to stressed to have much of an idea on anything atm. ^^ a month isn't enough to fully internalize all the stupid things the postal service demands on top of regular store business. fun thing is that next year a lot of products and processes will change, so a lot of the things he's learning now will probably be pointless then. all hail our corporate overlords. :p.>Out of 119 positions applied for, I had 10 interviews.in the end it's just a numbers game. if you try often enough, some opportunity will arise, but man... you really need a thick skin to go through that.
>>85323603>After talking about the project, yeah. There are other interviews yet to come.no harm in seeing how those go before you decide, is there?going to bed now. good night.
