>>85328659
Luckily, the drug only had a short effect on me, but clearly it was effective as I was naked like the girls.

I pretended to still be in this drugged up stupor like some hippie high on drugs at a nudist beach.

I saw they made Raphaela-san bent over a wooden table, and two of the shitbags were enjoying the view.

I even kept poking and reaching Raphaela-san pussy with my right toe to fake my stupor as if I'm still high like the girls prancing around.

And then they untied me and led me and the girl at a corner. The shitbags started to undress and I know what's going to happen next; they were going to force themselves onto the girls who are still high on some weird drug and me as well as one of them might be homosexual.

The next scenes were a blur, like I was thinking of a plan ahead like in the movie Sherlock Holmes, I was like charging in the office of the CEO but found the room empty, another scenario was me slamming the table and shouting at them what they are doing.

But the final scene that happened was that I was pretending to be some sort of joker like in the movie The Joker, and went to the kitchen area in the basement.

I knew they would just overpower me and probably do something terrible with me if I made them aware I'm out of their drug induced control, and so I came back with a hidden very sharp kitchen knife and hid it amongst the items on the photographer's table.

And then I joyfully invited the naked men to stand side by side as if taking a group photograph with the girls kneeling before them, still I'm acting like a joker, and then when they've finally stood side by side, I took the knife and kneeled down quickly, and in one fell swoop, in one engineered slice using the momentum of my arm and body swinging instead using my hand to force the knife, I sliced the achilles tendons of the shitbags.

>>85328664
And then the dream fast forwarded, before I woke up, I felt that in the dream I beat up and smashed the heads of the shitbags one by one. I woke up with my heart pumping and I was shivering from the cold air since there's a typhoon and the sun hasn't shone too much here in SEAland.

pic related, immediately after I got up from bed I made a work of art depiction of the scene in the dream where I was about to poke Raphaela-san pussy and ass with my toe to fake my stupor. buduhonest I was enjoying it in the dream, but had to relent.

>>85328659
Please explain this image I'm confused.

Not reading that but every dream is either castration anxiety or stress at work

>>85328753
I could be super duper wrong here but isn't castration anxiety mainly the ego fearing the reality of castration, in your dreams the ego temporarily cedes control to the Id and you enter a sorta psychotic state

>>85328691
In the dream, I was tied down on top of a table, but why feet were free. In order to fool the captors, I pretended to still be drunk or high on whatever they gave us, and I started poking my toe on pussy of Raphaela-san, ie. the national treasure face idol bent over on the table in the image.

>>85328753
Maybe a sign of an event where you might lose control of your life?

>>85328659
Something about their uniformity is arousing. They're all big boobed wide hiped traditional (asian) beauties
and they all style their pubes the same way

Do you feel like you are "addicted" to porn? I'm not trying to be a dick. This might be a dream of attempting to escape that and realizing that it has a drug-like effect and that your subconscious is aware of sexworker's often tragic lives.
I don't know, though.

>>85328691
It's AI slop of asian women with nice bodies, OP is just a gigacoomer

I don't have the analytical skills to read your dream but if I was then I'd ask about the day before (to eliminate details that aren't relevant to your Id) and your associations of some of the components of your dream (without that the interpreter is just projecting their own psyche onto yours)

how does pornography affect your life? you are in PH, and presumably in danger of pornography pussy

The fact that you keep referring to the women in your dreams with respectful suffixes may indicate that you feel desire for them (as any normal man would) but emotional attachment too (I don't know if they are normal idols, or JAV idols, or whatever, but the point is there is some sort of reverence/emotional attachment).
The whole scene is set up to be pornographic exploitation scene in which the girls lose their freewill. Others have fantasies like this, but it played out like a nightmare to you because you were also affected by the drug they were given: you're a victim of the same "evil" force that is making the girls do what they do, and this evil force makes you partake against your will.
Organized-crime coded men being the people responsible for it is also a powerful symbol. You may consciously or unconsciously know about the ties of Japanese organized crime with the entertainment industry, or maybe they represent what in fairy tales would be the dragon: an evil, threatening, cruel, violent group making the objects of your desire/devotion dance around like puppets. The thing is they take control of you too, and they alternate between threating you like a plaything (and a rape victim) and one of them.
You killing them reads half like moral outrage, half life defeating the one obstacle that kept you away from your reward. The fact that you don't merely kill them, but you fucking destroy their skulls, you don't "rescue" the girls, and you don't claim them either means they became the center of the dream at the end: killing them became more important and cathartic than sex with the dream women you just liberated.

Basically, what I think the dream is "saying" is that you feel desire and emotional attachment towards women who are products of an industry you regard as evil and/or controlled by brutal gatekeepers.
And you feel like a victim of this same industry/gatekeepers.

The men in your dream are shadow figures.
You seem to think very highly of these women, you may even worship them, and then you see these ugly, evil men threating them like meat after taking them away from your care.
You know that the industry is dominated by men. You consume their product, but it feels wrong.
You obviously consume a lot of porn, so you might be having some cognitive dissonance going on. It's not just that a bigger, meaner guy took away your girls, is that you witness your girls surrendering entirely to their handlers.
On the one hand there's this whole language of respect and devotion (the national treasure face idol), and on the other there's the sexual desire that can't be fulfilled, that others control, that takes away from the whole devotional image these girls have.

>>85329866
>>85329991
Now come the fuck on OP reply, I'm reading your tarot cards here, how does this sound?

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>>85329866
>>85329991
Thanks for the read. Yeah, I was enraged at the shitbags in the dream. And yeah, I was kinda disturbed that I could have stopped after I had disabled them and could have just called the police. Maybe pent up rage? Also, YES, I'm worried that the girls IRL might get taken advantage of, stories of CEOs and TV and movie producers taking advantage of girls in the entertainment industry are true. There was an incident where a young up and coming TV announcer quit her job and people put two and two together that she was assaulted by a comedian when he promised her a TV exec will be invited in the party, it would be a big boost to her career, but it was actually a trap. Considering the culture in Japan, most likely a woman with dreams of becoming famous one day might hide the incident instead of reporting this to the police. Many, many thanks for the read. Also thanks for the tarot reading invite, but I must decline. To be honest, I'm kinda scared of it, such that just by absorbing it would bury it in my psyche that it eventually becomes true, I'd rather tell my own fortune so to speak haha. This is why in the past, I trolled livestreamers on Twitch, such that people suggesting things might become true when people start believing it's true, and I try to immunize the livestreamer and chat as well by trolling.

https://www.bbc.com/news/articles/cd0nzmmzvyno
https://www.instagram.com/p/C_wT1Ytzfz0/
https://www.asahi.com/ajw/articles/15129619

I had been having nightmares for like 2 weeks straight then last night dreamed I was watching my local basketball team play in the NBA finals. I had courtside seats and was with a beautiful woman. I'm not even a basketball fan but I was so happy. Time to start watching basketball I guess.

>>85328888
It's just my personal preferrence LOL. If I were the CIA/mossad cloning researcher (you bet your ass they do cloning test, you think the wuhan virus is the most they do), I'd try to slip one with genes of big tits, wide hips and East Asian decent. And that "designer babies" that Epstein said, that's cloning most likely, ie. cloning celebrities.

>>85328928
Yeah, I kinda do LOL. I'm a bit tired of ordinary porn, I try to do edits instead, maybe one day, AI would be cheaper and people could generate their own porn movies. Or maybe I'm just not researching hard enough for a way to generate a well animated one lol. BRB

>>85328970
The day before? I'm not sure what you meant, a dream before this? The girls are members of the Japanese idol group AKB48, and yeah I'm very fond of them, to a point I'm emotionally triggered by a threat to them.

>>85329720
There's no danger of porn here in PH, though the government tried to ban it, but it's not effective. Porn just became a hobby, maybe I develop a game, or write more erotic stories, or maybe make AI porn videos too? Though I intend it to be free.

I had a dream I was playing gamecube