Making it like I promised editionPreviously on: >>85311698
I'm 37 and only want a twink to frot with. It's over.
Give me shelter from the painAs the hate drives me insaneSeeking refuge from the rain
>>85357780just imagine this is a 18yo twink
We actually didnt die finally.
what happened to all the old gaybots? this place used to be so active ;-; i hope the personalityfags return
>>85358469I cast a forbidden magick to banish them to the gay realm
>3 dollars in my bank account I need a boyfriend who controls my spending at this point.
>>85358469well im back after a ten year hiatus. hopefully more gaybots will become very lonely and hopeless soon.
>>85358530twenty years in r9g. I compromised. I wanted a husband, but I compromised.
>TFW no bf but in an original way
>>85358498nooo take the spell back we need them>>85358530i want them to make it anon :c>>85358543what was the compromise you had to make? a wife? :o
>>85358469I'm simply so depressed I don't feel like posting.>I don't wanna bother anyone>why bother posting? my life is boring>why bother replying? anon won't care about my reply, whatever I have to say won't be interesting enoughI just stay in silence so the world doesn't have to deal with me, I feel like shit.
>>85358518Can you wire me all 3 of those pounds please so you can declare bankruptcy.
I tried reading the new "nakamara verse" manga chapter but it genuinely made me upset. Day ruined>>85358748>poundsI've got you in my eyes you lil british twink fag
I already came 3 times but I'm still horny, I still want to jerk off again, I hate this shit, I need some sleep but I'm too horny, head flooded with lust
>>85358776stop smoking meth and go for a walk or something
>>85358785I don't do "drugs", I don't even drink alcohol, the most I do is drinking sugared coffee, coffee makes me incredibly horny but I drank it 6 hours ago.>go for a walkIt's too cold outside to go for a walk, my immune system is awful and I would certainly get sick, it's also Monday morning and the junkies driving out there could run over me, Monday mornings are as dangerous as weekends, too many dangerous junkies and drunk people around, I could get mugged or staved, it's the second most violent day of the week right after Sunday.
>>85358769Whats the nakamara verse? I thought whoever made nakamura stopped or something.
>>85358835if you're not on meth you're exaggerating your symptoms and need to get your head out of your ass
>>85358469i haven't kissed a guy in too long so i feel like a fraud for posting
>>85358469no one here ever had personality
>>85358745i get that :( it can really sneak up on you, it does for me sometimes too. but don't let yourself get into that loop of ''they won't find me interesting so i won't bother replying'', thats just a negativity spiral. im not sure who you are or how long you've been here but im glad im glad to have you around :)>>85358949well i have good news, this is r9gay not gaygen so this is the home of khvgays. i wish i had a guy to kiss ngl :c
>>85359097noo they were definitely there, from their interests to the way they typed and stuff, it used to be pretty vibrant
>>85359119if 4chan is your entire personality is it even valid?
>>85359124okay smartass filosophyanon :p i mean that your personality carries over into 4chan posts
How are you meant to respond to a compliment or flirting? I feel extremely embarrassed whenever someone compliments me even here and i dont know how to respond and i dont want to look like an arsehole by not doing anything.
>>85358469I avoid posting on 4chan as much as possible nowadays because no matter what the board or what the thread some random schizo will latch onto me and start screaming the worst shouting match shit at me.
>>85359138post a playful "aegyo" selfie in response back to them to get even more compliments so they become even more enamored by you
>>85359138I wouldn't know how to respond to this either since I'm a top who's under 6 feet tall I've never been complimented or flirted with before
>>85358469Do you think it might have had something to do with meow simp making up and posting BLACKED fantasies about other posters anytime a recognizable poster made a post? The guy would even bring up old posters who haven't posted here for 3 years just so he could talk about them getting BLACKEDRAW
>>85359233>>85359233just blush and act flustered
I am a fat fucking chuuuddddd yay
>>85359279I think that being a non white slave for BBC is the opposite of a chud actually
>>85359247This only works for bottoms as a top doing this would just get me emasculated by bottoms and then they'd tell me that I should be a bottom and get fucked by BLACK men it's happened before. When you're a top you're not allowed to show any non masculine or submissive or shy behavior or else the bottom will immediately start fantasizing about you taking cock from BLACK men and it's really disgusting but this has happened at least 6 times from 6 different bottoms so it seems to be quite a common thought amongst gay bottoms towards tops
>>85359432I know you are, what does that make me
>>85359480Erm please don't try to bring me in and include me in your BLACKED fantasies against my will you're already disgusting enough as is posting your diseased gaped anus here
>>85359465I think its even cuter when tops and older guys act cutesy when complimented or responding to flirtacious behavior, it's more genuine?
>TFW no bf but in an unoriginal way
>>85359524Okay cool you should get bottoms to stop telling submissive and cutesy tops to bottom and get fucked by BLACK men then stupid whore
Loving this new beat. Seriously bopping my head.https://youtu.be/RRGx0RKKVjE?si=gmIxsUzB-ME7CDdU
>>85359599Why are you listening to trooncore music? I didn't know this was /r9trans/ I thought this was /r9gay/
This time it's gonna be different
>>85359612It's just a funky little beat. Why are you bullying me?
>>85359649Because you're a disgusting whore that nobody likes and you should be ashamed of yourself? have you tried taking an objective look at yourself and maybe thinking why it is that everyone hates you and no one wants to be with you? The problem is you and it always will be.
>>85359616I remember when I was inexperienced and used to think like this I was so sure of myself and confident until I got hit with a fat serving of reality it wasn't until around my 16th rejection that I started to realize the reality of the dating scene and that no matter what I did would ever be enough just because I wasn't born with the genetics people want
>>85359669Okay, whatever. I have no idea who you are.
>>85359599What on earth is verity?
>>85359693I have no idea, I found the song through an edit of that new backroom movie (haven't seen) where the tall pirate chases the lady. I just couldn't help but groove to it.
>>85359690And yet you hate me for being a top who isn't chad curious why all bottom whores seem to have this same personality trait
>>85359718Maybe I just dislike you because you called me a transgender when I'm cis. I didn't even know you are a top. Maybe take a chill pill?
>>85359718you sound really bottom-like right now
>>85359734>Cis>Uses tranny lingo>Listens to tranny music>Not a trannyNot adding up bud plus bottoms can telepathically instinctively tell when they are talking to tops who aren't chad they telepathically sense when a top is under 6 feet in height which how they know when to ghost
>>85359787And right on queue here comes another bottom to tell the top why he's actually a bottom and needs to have sex with BLACK men. Can you disgusting mind rotten whores go 1 second without wishing death on non chad tops or trying to psyop them into becoming bottom cock sucking slaves for BLACK men?
I CAN FINALLY POST!>>85359788What is tranny music? How is the song I posted tranny music? Also, you do sound like a beta.
This is an omega male general.
>>85359869Because the music is trooncore and sounds like tranny music. Also, you do sound like a tranny since you use tranny words like cis
>>85359915you're lucky I'm slightly masochistic or I would be getting angrier right now. I probably have a bigger dick than you. It's not tranny music, you are just being a dickhead.
>>85359928ohh it's you, isn't it?
>>85359936ughh, you're so lame. Are you flirting with me or not?
>>85359943you do have your other general, don't you?
>>85359947I have multiple generals I visit on this board...
Hate sex when please please.
aww why don't you blokes join gaygen instead of being all gloomy and grumpy here? You could learn something from them, don't worry, no one cares you did have sex or not
>>85360004I care if I have had sex
>>85360004>trying to poach faggots from other generals because yours is slow and shittoo bad nigger because THIS GENERAL IS SLOW AND SHIT TOO
>>85360004I just went and looked and its pretty much just as slow and miserable its just full of tripfags rather than personalityfags.
>>85360040gaygen is really fast. It's fun, welcoming, and people talk about all sort of stuff like here, they're channers just like you
>>85360052not true, they have multiple threads daily ot every two days at worst. People give relationships advices too sometimes. Dividing gays seems like a bad strategy
>took a sleeping pillTime to doze off, alone. Again. My fault for being repulsive.
>>85359928My cock is pretty small it's only 6.5 inches in length and 6 inches in girth but that doesn't change the fact that it's tranny music with some weird tranny chicken scratch art in the thumbnail plus you're still a dumb bottom regardless lol
>>85360004I can't use /lgbt/ because I'm not gay and I hate trannies and that entire board is filled with trannies and tranny moderators so any anti tranny rhetoric is instantly banned
>>85360200Thats not small mate. Its closer to 1 sd above mean than below i am pretty definite.
I want to be a housebottom
>>85360209gaygen is pretty free of all that rethoric, a straight hot guy will be welcome there
>>85360228Okay but I'm straight and ugly and under 6 feet tall so I won't be welcome there or anywhere where there are gay bottoms because I'm not tall and good looking enough for them
>>85360200Can you tell me more about your cock please? I want to go to sleep with happy thoughts of anon's penis.
>>85360215I already did the dick measurement thing on that one site and it said there are literally hundreds of millions of guys with dicks bigger then mine so unless mine is 8 inches long it's never going to be big and it's never going to be enough to get me sex
>>85360272Bottoms have called it ugly and repulsive and told me that it has too many veins and that it looks small so that's all I know about how it looks
>>85360277It is big though, bigger than mine and probably lots of peoples its really good id go as far to say.
>>85360303I need to see it for myself to be sure.
>>85360303The other anon is right get a catbox open.
>>85360277would you like a small 4 inches pp bf?
>>85360363I don't really care about the size of a bottom's cock I mostly care about them being twinky and what their ass is like>>85360347>>85360333>>85360315This feels like a trap you're feigning interest in it to make it look like people are interested in me when they aren't and thus making me look like a fakecel if I deny them
>>85360401You are very much overthinking this. I just want to see cock i am not trying to upset you or anything.
>>85360401what if they're not a bottom and not a twink? Aren't those the same kind of guys who tell you to kill themselves, cuckbot?
>>85360411yourself* silly me
>>85360411I don't understand anything you're saying here can you say this again but reword it so you don't sound like a complete obsessed retard? thanks
trying really hard to not feel like being gay is a curse. i could never be straight but their lives are so much easier and they have more people on their side... i dont wish i was straight but i wish i had someone to love and that it wasnt SO difficult.
>>85360499yeah i cant believe how many straight people complain about having a hard time dating. they dont know how easy it is for them.
gaygen is too normy, i like this general because everyone here is a miserable incel. normy gays are annoying and mean.
Trying really hard to not feel like being a top is a curse. I could never be a bottom but their lives are so much easier and they have more people on their side... I don't wish I was a bottom but I wish I had someone to love and that it wasn't SO difficult.I can't believe how many bottoms complain about having a hard time dating. They don't know how easy it is for them.
>>85360573>their lives are so much easierok virgin
>>85360573you are your own worst enemy. i dont think youre going to have any success with gay dating if all you do is go on repetitive homophobic rants.
Trying really hard to not feel like being an AIDS ridden whore is a curse. I could never be normal but their lives are so much easier and they have more people on their side... I don't wish I was normal but I wish I had someone take my AIDS ridden hole and that it wasn't SO difficult.I can't believe how many normals complain about having a hard time dating. They don't know how easy it is for them
>>85360604I already know I won't have any success because over 20 different bottoms have told me that I'm not good enough because I'm not tall and good looking also a lot of bottoms actually seem to be fine with the homophobia>>85360599Yes I am a pure and unsullied virgin top thanks for acknowledging it
my unfulfilling weekend is soon to end
>>85361046mine already ended yesterday
>>85361430that just means you're one day closer to the weekend :)
>>85361046>tfw no eldritch horror twink bf
He he, drunk and warm feeling.
Just drunk and now I wish I had bf.
I'm so lonely, I have noboddyyyyy for my owwwwwwn
Imgonna have such a bad hangover
>>85362479ur gutrot looks kinda overpriced innit, unless you got massive hands
>>85362506I don't even know wtf that means wtf are you talking about?
Big guy >4u
this was a mistake too much alcohol, im dizzy.
>>85362528Hi dizzy maybe it's time to put the stuff down then dummy
i just threw up in the toilet, i feel better. so drunk
>>85362511cheap liquor is $13/750ml here
>>853625446.29 GBP for dis bottle of vodka. Do i regret it? not yet.
im going back outside to sitr in thge rain. u guys suck
genius idea you can catch a fever from being sick and hungover at the same time. and to think gays have a stereotype of being dumb
Its not even rainign anymore. I'm just sitting on my proch with bottle of water thinking love andbsex is all a lie
Yummy food coming up!
Yummy!!! Pasta and cheesy thing
>>85362657? dubious slop
>>85362479u becamefirst place???????
>>85362724First place for biggest loser? Yup that's me
Okay I need to sleep no more being an idiot staying up playing games I don't want to play right now
>>85358469dont have much to contributealso thought i would stick to the latest deadline i made and wanted to be mostly 4chan-free if i was successfulnow that i let said deadline pass, im too fucking bored and lurking again
>>85358469I'm still here, and will be here until the end.
I'm a very angry and mentally ill young man who has never had sex or close human relationships.
I actually don't have a hangover...
>join comment section about gay dating>say it's hard to date because people don't take care of their looks too>get massively attacked>trannies join as wellkek why are chopped gays so sensitive to the truth? Not my fault you're ugly inside and out hun. Handsome gays are the nicest but soooo hard to find
I am probably very ugly inside, like if i ripped myself in half you would probably need a guro fetish to like it.
>>85364007well as long as you're pretty outside you can work things out
>>85364010Probably am not, but you got to keep trying either way and all. In for a penny out for a pound and all that.
when someone tells you who they are, believe them
>>85364066I'm literally batman
>>85364066Its me joe biden.
Guys, I might be losing my virginity at 28
Just a had a dream with a guy so angelically beautiful it made me feel like my heart and brain are going to explode just experiencing his presence when he put his face close to mine and spoke softly to me.
>>85364270I had a dream about a matcha custard pastry
I dont dream anymore. I got disconnected from the lines a while back.
I had like 3 back to back dreams in the span of a night, my life is shit so I thought that was lit
>>85364996that's too bad, you can have some of mine if you want, I got lots of "teeth are loose" help yourself
>>85365011Thank you mister, your too kind.
>>85357899I look like this but hairier and less chubby
bottom-heavy bottoms
Meow posting from Central Finland ama
>>85365755Do you know any fins who is your favorite fin
>>85365755Why are you in central finland? wouldn't the most BIG BLACK COCK in finland be found in the larger cities or near the coastal towns?
>>85365755do it clap
>>85365826No only finns sowy>>85365919Nope my butt is small sob
>>85365755Is it pretty up there? Just massive pine and spruce forests I assume? (from playing unreal world) Are you up there for school?
>>85366019I'm in the biggest city of central Finland, vacationing. It's fairly pretty and kinda nostalgic since I used to live here for half a year 5 years ago
>>85366139Is it the one on the Baltic coast? Anyway enjoy your vaycay meow.
>>85366155No, it's inland. Thank you, I've liked it so far, I'm taking the train back home tomorrow.
>>85366184Tampere then? I thought that would be more southern Finland. Oh well.
>Meow walking down the old streets and neighbourhoods reminiscing of all the foreign BLACK cock he used to suck there years ago and then a single tear begins to run down his face as he gets hit with the reality that he will never get to experience another interracial gangbang like he used to
>>85366201Jyvaskyla, Tampere is in Pirkanmaa, not Central Finland. I dod go through tampere omw here though.
>>85366315I didn't know that 'central Finland' was an actual administrative region and not just a rough geographical location. Nice to know. Anyway, have you enjoyed your time up there? You vacationing with anyone or just by yourself?
>>85366338It's been pretty nice, at least when it comes to the weather. It's nostalgic to see places I remember but there's also a slight undercurrent of anxiety since my schizophrenia started here. I'm by myself, it's probably actually the first time ever I'm traveling alone anywhere where I'm staying overnight.
I'm le gay where benis to suck
>taking a day where I can't stop sneezing even though I'm not sick.hate this, so annoying.
i really need to get back into reading. idle hands truly are the devil's plaything (i just constantly jerk off if i'm not doing anything)
I am somewhere on the bisexual spectrum.Bottom text
when tf are we going to engineer the perfect femboyim already 30 and i need my cute boy fleshlight NOW
I am on the em spectrum. Currently being polarised sadly :(
I scheduled a haircut appointment at a salon school but apparently because I'm a guy they decided to book me for a taper/fade appointment. Yeah I think I'll just cancel instead
>>85368141Disturbing. Are you white?I was gonna get a haircut but I'm scared to pick a place that won't rape my hair. Maybe I should go to the liberal area of the city.
i cut my own hair and it looks pretty good
Whenever I cut my own hair I just shave it down and then I always end up with the roman caesar-esque haircut and it looks even more roman like cause my hair is dark brown and wavy
I would not even know what kind of haircut to even ask for really. My hair is an untamed mess and mass of split ends and would probably need to be cut quite short. The last time it was even touched was when mom did it a couple months before she died. My last professional cut was like 13 years ago now.
we're not dying again my watch. I need to have a place to fish for attention.
i didn't skeet yesterday
do you have any idea how bad this place is for you?
>>85369730of course, why else would I hang around?
the first guy i really feel like i have a chance with lives in a different country. im going to meet him eventually but im already sad that it will only be for a few days to maybe a week if im lucky.
>>85367169it dont exist mate
i feel so fucking lonely
Lonely is the norm for me, I've been alone for so long I can't even imagine not being alone.
I spoke to my dad for the first time in the last decade and a half and he cried the whole fucking time. At least he tried to hide it a bit but it was a very traumatic and strange conversation.
>>85370071well yeah a conversation like that is never going to be easy
>>85370071at least he showed some emotion, several men simply would just grunt and act like nothing was wrong with the fact that haven't talked with their son in 15 years.
>>85370146I mean. Yea. I don't wanna be an asshole and go hard on him that much since I can tell he's probably extremely depressed and going through a mid life crisis.
>>85370225dare I ask why you haven't spoke to him in such a long time? Did he run off and leave you as a kid or did you cut contact as an adult.
>>85370253He left me when I was 6
>>85370309That would explain it. So are you going to remain in contact with him and try to build a relationship? Any reason why he chose now to get in touch?
>>85370320I guess, I have nothing to lose by forgiving him (to some degree). It's very strange and my small brain isn't equipped to handle such intense trauma resulting in severe developmental issues and mental damage. I wish I could go back in time and have a father and boyfriend growing up but I'll make do with what I have.
>>85370337At least you can build something with him, my father died when I was around the same age as you were.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=noyZUnVv_rs
I'm a top so I have no daddy issues
>>85369730irl is worse
>>85370990how so? Yay way
I used to post here every day. Now it's been like six months since Ive posted here. I'm still an autistic gaycel hikkiNEET, but Ive moved to Xitter, because it's a lot less dead than this board. I dont think anyone remembers me though since I was never a very distinct personalityfag. What's up? Has anything changed? How are you guys doing?
>>85371311xitter is unusable with the new ui and all the fags there are annoying
>>85371311A lot of the personality and avatarfags either dissappeared or became extremely unregular. I guess their just arent enough people to keep feeding them attention probably.
>>85371429I stopped personalityfagging due to trademark reasons. But I still post here everyday.
>>85371401twitter's infrastructure is falling apart at the seams but the community isnt that bad. It's kind of like r9k, except alive and everyone is a personalityfag. >>85371429aw, that's unfortunate. I noticed brad and meow while skimming the thread so at least not all of them are gone. Have anonymous posters replaced them or has the board just been dying in general? seems like the latter
>>85371446Whole site is dying really. A lot younger edgelords just prefer xitter.
do you guys actually like brad or just tolerate him
>>85371446Pretty much the whole site is dying, but this board is doing especially bad i mean we have posts lasting almost 6 hours with no bump thats insane really.
>>85371311twitter has always been gay but x is mega fag>>85371473I just ignore him
Feel like puking again yay
I'm not even gay, I just get off to the idea of men desiring my body and using me as their source of sexual pleasure, feeding men's lust and pleasuring men's sexual desire is my fetish, I want to make men feel good, I want men to use me as their sex toy, so technically I'm not gay, just porn brained.
>>85371311show us your x account
>>85371429>>85371446I've been using r9g on and off for years now.I got bored and decided to pop in today because something on a different board vaguely reminded me of this placd.I stopped coming here because there aren't any more cute personalities to flirt with or retired twink microcelebs that hate me for me to annoy until they call me a weirdo and tell me to leave them alonei do still have two friends from here, tenuously
is it possible for me to adopt a son as a mentally ill gay man
>>85371542>I'm not even gaythen leave, no one is holding you hostage here, we already have way too many trannies (even a pooner) and biggers to sustain a healthy thread. just stop complaining about anything you fucking retard
What games are gaynons playing?
>>85371642I don't play any games.>>85371429I don't need to be a personalityfag anymore. I learned how to cope with my neuroses and don't wanna wake it up again. Either way you all hate me and I hate you all too. But that's a tertiary reason, my main ones are that I don't come around often and I'm exclusively read-only now.
>>85371680why do they hate u?
>>85371438image has a pee-anon vibe
>>85371613>shotafag>who wants a sonOnly for altruistic reasons im sure
>>85371691Why do you need to know weatherboy?
>>85371716The first pee anon, me, or bunnyfag!
>>85357766Im 40 and not attracted to men my age, at all. but i wish i were because i want to pool my resources with someone RELIABLE to buy a house and live the american dream.
>>85371613judging from the tabloids its fairly normal, they will let you adopt even if statistically speaking you plan to sodomize that boy.
>>85371757I didn't know there were two pee-anons, and who the hell is bunnyfag?how much did i miss while i was out?probably the first one cause that's who I thought pee anon is, but maybe it was youi just remember roleplaying trying to make him pee in the toilet and instead he would pee on me and himself
>>85370032most depressing and honest post of the year.
>>85371724I don't have sex with children! >>85371783The first one was a britbong if I recall correctly. He used to hide in the bathroom and play his GBA while other kids pissed and based their cock sizes off how long they peed for. He later became a nurse. I haven't seen him here in years. I used to almost pee myself on accident a few times. Bunnyfag being into pee was a running gag for a while.
>>85371796can i get a qrd on bunnyfag?also "on accident", huh?i dont believe you
>>85371807He was like a weird guy into bunnies and transsexual porn. He's gone I think. I uhhh. Drank 10 water bottles a day last year.
>>85371796>I don't have sex with children yetindeed
better to be alone rather than with people that make you feel alone
>>85370032Same. I don't think I really want a bf. Even if I wake up a perfect man one day I'm still not used to attention and relationship because I haven't gotten much during my almost 30 years. Seems like a lot of stress and work and I'm not even mentally okay to even try around comprehending the subject.
>>85371816These statements about me are totally false.
>>85371815im vaguely worried the bunny guy is me but i dont pee myself and feel like i would remembermaybe you shouldnt drink so much water, what are you trying to kill myself
>>85371836its understandable, boys are yummy. im not judging you.
>>85371815bunnyfag was (fingers crossed he WAS) a gross bishit? i honest thought he was a normal man with a fetish for watersports. either way now that i know that i hope he's not okay and him stopping posting is directly tied to his death fingers crossed.
>>85371840do you have green eyes?
>>85371836I seriously hate this stupid art trend of putting random lines on everything
>>85371642Under night in birth II sys celes yay
Nakamurafag was the pedo anon who wanted to be a dad?
>>85371856I'm not a pedo or anything >>85371851Agreed it do be pretty retarded
>>85371849oh thank God hes not mei never posted any image of myself herei also hate pee fetishes but interacted with people who have them enough that i think some may perceive me as egging them on but not the bunnyfag then
>>85371861They could at least do it without the line brush so it looks less artificial, or actually just learn how to put detail properly
Came to the conclusion recently that I wish I was groomed and had a pedo bf but I was an ugly kid and now I'm an ugly ad-old. The only attention I've gotten was humorous and was at my expense.
>>85371870I'm lucky enough to kind of have gotten this experience. 16 and 22
I was very pretty as a kid looking back at my pictures. I uglified during middle school. I wish I could be a kid again but with all the knowledge I have now
I'm a mentally ill gay autistic man who wants to be a father. What's so wrong with that?
Bunnymutt is not quite dead, he got a bf btw
>>85371882I hate you. Stop braggin in my face. Fuck you.
>>85371888I'm older than you perv, but what if I turned into a shota for you? Not a shota lookalike, a real shota, shorter and smaller than you if that's even possibleAny magician here?
>>85371893>Bunnymutt is not deadthat's sad but i wont lose hope>he got a bfa real one or one of those mentally ill retarded women that think and call themselves boys in a completely feminie womanly manner that this chaser and legitimate tard chases? just like the kiwinigernon that said he was "gay" and yet... oh...
>>85371899fuck me yourself tard>>85371902I still look like one according to popular opinion
>>85371888>Hitler's digits
>>85371902I'd probably feed you and watch kids movies with you.
>>85371908>tfw no angry schizo r9gay bfmarry me
>>85371908>a real one or one of those mentally ill retarded women that think and call themselves boys in a completely feminie womanly mannerthat's 3/4 of this thread, only that they have an actual penis
>>85371909>fuck me yourself tardI don't want to. Not only because I'm not attracted to kids but because I'm not used to fucking. You were a whore even before it was legal for you to sell your body, go find someone more knowledgeable on the subject. Dipshit. Basking in attention and beauty, touched by grace and God and good will but wasting time here for whatever reason. Why are you here when you can have any guy you want?
>>85371909>>85371912>Twink dadthat would be very weird to experience. How are you going to protect your son?
>>85371933you're just increasing his ego like that
>>85371888I'd love to have kids as well, its a shame i likely never will id love to teach them and play with them and clean up the inevitable mess.
do you know what they say about gay single men wanting to have kids?
>>85371933>Why are you here when you can have any guy you wantI'm a prude and terrified of sex. I don't actually ever want something like that for myself. Not bpd but too mentally ill to consider an actual partner, i have little patience for people and I doubt they would want to deal with my lows either. Theres always a catch
>>85371934>How are you going to protect your son?gun
>>85371918are you a gay man or one of the kiwianons?>>85371928idgi
>>85371951why don't you grow some guns yourself?
>>85371954Homosexual virgin man
>living under the same roof as your mentally ill twinky frail dad as a shotawhat happens in that house? Can the twinky dad beat up his son? Or is he more like a crazy mother telling his son he wish he was never born?
>>85371969>what happens in that house?gaysex presumably
>>85371969I'd just wanna play mario kart and cook food when I'm free with him
>>85371973you mean rape? Children can't consent
>>85371975I'm good at smash and splatoon i guess
>>85371975ok but what happens when you're having an episode and your son wants attention?
We are reinventing the nuclear household just with men only.
>>85371975>cook foodwhat kind of food? Some bland salad or do you have your way in kitchen?
>>85371980>an episode I take medication bud...>>85371977I'm whooping your ass in mario kart buddy
We are reinventing the nuclear household just with twinks only.
>>85371991I like the ladybug car please don't actually beat me
>>85371939I know that you all, y'all even, hate one another and I have all the reason to do it too but I want at least some people to feel better about themselves and a kind word costs nuffing. I like the way your hair looks today a lot btw>>85371949Yeah... Same. I know it. We're kinda same. But you're still not as ugly and puke-inducing so I can't understand why and how you're here. Even if you are just as bleak as me you still has a face to be glad about and content with. Probably body too. And everything else more intimate that comes with it but I won't say because that's parasocial and weird. Floozy.
>>85371991>I take medicationssometimes those aren't enough either. They make you too tired and sedated to enjoy time to your kid or maybe it happens that you take them after your kids came at you, and that's where bad stuff happens. It's rare for mentally ill parents to not cause problems to their kids from times to time, the loving wholesome picture in your mind is a fairy tale. There are cons
let me fantasize about being a father IN PEACE
>>85372002What characters do you main...
>>85372005>I like the way your hair looks today a lot btwa compliment like that without actually seeing my hair just sounds fake and it's mostly look related, like every gay discourse. I could be bald for all you know, and at that point you'd call me a ugly norwood
I just jerked it to a 6 foot big man in a tank top and i only lasted like 30 seconds how the fuck am i going to manage if i actually have sex one day?
>>85372005>I can't understand why and how you're hereI just cannot imagine ever being with someone, realistically it seems like such an unappealing burden. I'm content with how I look and that's all I could ask for. I just wanna run around at night and catch bugs by myself or something>>85372023Game and watch, cloud, sephiroth, are the ones I have in elite. I am trying to get Corrin in elite. I hate online it makes me so mad
>>85372027don't worry, nobody here is getting sex with a 6 feet big guy. Also post him
>>85371957i think you have the requisites for me to fall in love with you and be happy
>>85372027"do it right, or do it twice"so just do it twice
>>85372035i'm frail, tall, autistic, and wear glasses also
>>85372027I agree with another anon, I'm almost 6'5 but I'm not getting sex with any man, let alone one of normal height. Maybe only if I pay for an escort one day.
>>85372033>I just cannot imagine ever being with someone, realistically it seems like such an unappealing burdendoubt that's true considering your history, it's just a lie you're telling yourself to cope. Nothing wrong with it, we all have to cope with something someway
>>85371614First of all: you can't tell me what to do.Second of all: I'm here to help men, my mission is to make men feel better, I will be here as long as I want to and I will be helping my gay bots feeling better until I'm gone.Third of all:>just stop complaining about anything you fucking retardYou can't even recognize my posts, I never complain about anything ITT because my complains wouldn't help anons to feel better, you think you are so smart but you are nothing, you don't know what you are talking about but you build a silly little world in your head where you are as smart as a detective, you are nothing but a cheap useless online bully, unfortunately you are too stubborn to admit your own mistakes so this post won't get in your head, noting can get in your head, go ahead and keep living your NPC life where "you are never wrong", useless bot, I just wanted to let you know I will be here forever.
>>85372044I meant that no man of 6 feet and beyond would be interested in us. You'd definitely get sex from me or the other guy you just would not want it
>>85372033>game and watch & cloudhomosexual
Yume ni mita saisei no hi e, saikai no hi e
>>85372044is there really a stigma about big tall guys among fags?
>>85372044>almost 6'5I would pay money to get in a room and be able to worship a man like you, you were gifted with the body of a god, stop saying stupid nonsense.>>85372068Anon is just bating I guess, tall men are the most desired and anyone saying otherwise is just lying.
>>85372068among bishits and prison gays? 100%
>>85372045Oh, 22 guy, hes pretty much the only one close enough for a relationship like that. I wouldn't call it an actual romantic relationship though. Its not that deep. Cherish your friends.>>85372060I guessmy first game was brawl, and pikachu
>>85372083>Oh, 22 guy, hes pretty much the only one close enough for a relationship like thatI wasn't referring to that
>>85372088What history do you mean then, because this is the first night I've come into this thread.
Gays poisoned their own well. It was much better when you didn't know and just jerked off with your school buddy in a dark room
>>85372044This fuckers over a foot taller than me. SEX now
>>85371888>>85371912>>85372014I'd indulge in your fantasy if we lived close, I think it's cute, but I'm not a kid of course. Would you be into role-playing? Do you just want to take care of a kid?
>>85372025Maybe it's because you're a bitch that can't take a compliment. Maybe you don't think you look okay bald, but I still find your nor-absense of any wood hairline still beautiful. But you still won't feel better, because one thing is being insecure and unhappy and other is refusing MY compliment that matter most.>>85372033Okay. You're one of the low self-esteem boys, but you look attractive which I can't relate to but just stomached, understood. But I find it funny that many of you are like this because my own lack appeal is probably somewhere on top of the list nd that's why we're having this boring conversation that should have been done with two posts ago yet I still drag it on because I can't imagine what it's like for a guy to look good and still think "Yeah I'm not made for relationship"
>>85372159I don't take compliments that don't come from the heart, doesn't matter who made them. You just said that to show you're a person doing compliments, not to make me feel good. If you wanna make someone feel good, compliment something real about them, about their personality and so on. Complimenting something you can't see is goofy
>>85372172I think you have a hard personality that is not easy to please and that it's engagine in way interacting with you. I find you genuinely interesting. Saying that, now I want you to guess whether it was a compliment coming from my heart or me bamboozling you or coming from the place of my loneliness is killing me.
>>85372159>it's like for a guy to look good and still think "Yeah I'm not made for relationship"I can. The definition is "attention whoring" most of the times. They say they can't have a bf and you reply "no way gurl!! You slay!!!" and everyone got their ego fed. It's a performance, most of the times. Not denying mentally ill good looking people exist, but usually severe mental illness spoils your look
>>85372186definitely coming from your loneliness and bamboolozing me because I didn't take your compliment and you cannot stand me for that and you're restraining yourself from spewing hate to me, which is understandable in a situation like this one>I think you have a hard personality that is not easy to pleasesometimes yes, but not quite, I'm not going to stroke my ego right now tho. I just can't stand fakery and nonsense just for the sake of it, not yours specifically. If you wanna feels less lonely, go for genuine connections, I understand it's rare and hard to do here
my personality isn't hard but my penis is rn
>>85372159>I can't imagine what it's like for a guy to look good and still think "Yeah I'm not made for relationship"no it is more that I find a relationship would be a burden to me, I do not want to put up with one. It would be a pain in the ass.
>threads get active when there's conflict such is life
>>85372219you have to prove it
>>85372241it's a pencil penis, you can't notice the difference
>>85372188Well... Okay. I consider that an argument I guess.>>85372207No I don't hate you, in indifferent to the fact that you think that I think that I don't like you. And it's not my job to tell you how much I like you if you can't hear it. But no I like guys who don't take compliments easy because I am one of those people, in fact I actively refuse any compliment and downplay, just like you're doing rn, so there is familiarity and narcissism even that I find adorable.
i have paranoia problems
>>85372253I do take compliments easily, but only when they're sincere!>narcissism that I find adorable now that's a backhanded compliment lol getting the claws out I see. It's ok, but I don't think you can assert I'm a narcissist from this kind of interaction. You did get a thing right tho
>>85372058>>85372078>>85372133The first anon is right, I do not want any sex. I don't find any of you repulsive by saying stupid stupid stuff like "ahhh tall daddy come fuck me fuck me you're so big!!!!!" and I think you may be very good looking and charming in your own ways, but I'm genuinely too mentally ill to get into any relationship and I'm ugly asf and also old. YOU WON'T LIKE ME, I know better than you and I DECIDED THAT FOR YOU ALREADY. I may be tall but THAT DOESN'T MEAN I'M ATTRACTIVE or SEXUALLY APPEALING you retards. There is a reason why I haven't had a boyfriend or "boyfriend" in 6 years and before that in 28 years of my life. I was not made to be in a relationship with. You know, in fact, fuck all of you. This is the moment where I put my name in. Yes, that's exactly me, the one that you all hated over a year ago. The only reason I'm back is because your threads are dying and I don't have ciggys or other stimulants to bottle my depression with and that's why I'm going through it for the past 4 days. Now you might as well scatter like roaches on the floor when a big tall man comes in and turns the light on. You can find better taller boyfriends.>>85372068Not that I've noticed and I've never had a problem, why tf would I be against a tall man? I like getting compliments on that too but my life is still shite. I hate seeing even taller people two, especially if they are either younger than me and/or professional athletes and are huge as fuck, and yet I get mogged daily every time I leave the house.
>>85372266personally I never hated on you, I don't think we ever interacted either, I do remember your usernsme tho. A 6 feet big bottom with issues? You'd definitely be my type. You're 34? Not old. What did bolkes say to you on here?
>>85371311can i follow you on xitter anony?
>>85372264Dude I literally said I like you, not that I'm falling in love but that I find the way you refuse to take a compliment adorable. What claws? You really need someone to tell you good things regularly>>85372229Ah, so you've had relationships? What was so bad about it?
i've been cleaning all day but there is no husband to do it for ;-; im so done with being alone i'll go buy alcohol for tonight i think
>>85372266>I hate seeing even taller people two, especially if they are either younger than me and/or professional athletes and are huge as fuck, and yet I get mogged daily every time I leave the housethey get to see people who are better and bigger than they are too, the main difference is that some learn to be happy with themselves or not be too hard on themselves. There's always someone better than us, you're overlooking all the guys complimenting you too
>>85372312>You really need someone to tell you good things regularlyyou're good at this, I have to admit it. I guess it's more fun doing it this way rather than calling me names>I find the way you refuse to take a compliment adorablepretending this is well meaning, just because you see yourself in me?
>>85372266>checked the archiveoh you only want bigger man. I get it: you wanna be the small one
>>85372266You can say you are too mentally ill to get in a relationship, that's something you can be aware of, however you can't say you are ugly or not sexually appealing, do you think Henry Cavill being mentally would make him less physically attractive?>the one that you all hated over a year ago.The thread is not a hivemind, I never hated you, I just said you should stop doing stop making so many stupid assumptions all the time, I would fuck you, I find you hot so do many other gay guys, you are attractive, your only problem is your mental health, not your body.
>>85372362>you are attractive did he post pictures?
>>85372312>Ah, so you've had relationships? What was so bad about it?No I haven't really ever had an actual one. I'm just not interested.
I kissed a gurl and I li-ked it*guitar sounds*
Meow I love penis yay
meow kissed another another tranny's poon in a st4t relatiosnhip and she liked iti liked i-it
>>85372266by any chance, do you look like this?
>>85371642starwardmy fucked internet makes me wanna kill myself>>85371852still playing enkidu anon?
>>85372293I think you're mistaken me for somebody else and you were talking to some tall mature hot daddy bottom and not me. I'm sorry for confusion, just to clarify the last time I was "dating" was 6 years ago when I was 22 or maybe 21. I'm not the daddy taker you're looking for.>>85372316Don't see that many.>>85372357Didn't say that, don't agree but subscribe under that idea.>>85372362I can say that, I have a mirror, I live in a society, I see other men even irl that are more fortunate looking>do you think Henry Cavill being mentally would make him less physically attractive?No but he's Henry Cavill and you're trying to compare liquid and warm which is a fallacy. I'm not a Henry Cavill. I know of Henry Cavill. I know I was very attracted to him in that garbage film Immortals that I take particular umbrage at throught the years and it was 15 years film it's release, the fact of which upsets me. You're trying to tell a dusty cumsock that he is as valid as a big tall broad good quality Burberry jack-it. That is a fallacy. I don't mean to turn your words down, but I find the comparison very annoying and not very well put together. I know what you're trying to convey.>>85372451No I'm sorry to dissappoint but I'm no kin to him. My name is noth Ethan or Torola. I don't think we come from the same lineage, and our family trees probably differentiated at least 4000 years ago. His legs look very good.
>>85372637agree his legs are very fuckable. He is tall and slender and nerdy looking, you said you were like that. Are you more on the femme side?
>>85372667>Are you more on the femme side?Eksdedededeeeee XDDDDD lmaoooooo I literally forgot when I wanted to shave off my shitty neckbeard, probably last week or so. I USED to be more fem when I was younger, had to always have a haircut, to shave my arms and legs and knuckles and ankles and be like mwah :* bisous but I either got over it or got bad and stopped doing that.
>>85372769so is that a no? good :)
>>85372042i find it very sexyfrail tall hopefully serious stern guysglasses
>stern and serious there's your dad already for that. Wholesome guys are the best, either extroverted or introverted
>>85372637>literally nobody will find me attractive despite having the #1 attractiveness trail both women and gay men look for, being tallYou are so stubborn and stupid you end up sounding like a really annoying brat, I like them that way, I like them dumb and bratty with a mix of Dunning Kruger effect, I think you are hot, too bad you won't believe it because you insist on being stupid.
>>85370071>>85370337I'm sure this doesn't help, but my father is a deeply evil person and I wish that I had never met him. My deepest regret is not killing him when I was underage and I still could have gotten away with it. I pray every day for god to have mercy on our family and bring the cancer back so we can finally be rid of him. It's like a cruel joke that my health is so bad now from a lifetime of abuse that I'll probably still die before he does and literally never be allowed to experience things like freedom or safety in my entire life.
>>85372839Guys, would you eat my lunch consisting of grilled chicken breasts, potato puree, onion sauce and tomato salad?
>/r9gay/ finally becomes active again>It's now just 90% posts of people talking about piss and barafagsThis place will always be a shithole and it's entirely the bottoms fault
>tfw no pissy bara bf
>>85372981relatable, or like they say on social media, silent repost. Fathers ruin families
>>85372983too fat for my tastes. A salad would do, most of my friends are fed with it
>>85373010What is wrong with bara? I wish i could be buff and big like that.
>>85373059what are you like rn?
>>85373059It's disgusting? If I wanted to be tall and buff I'd like to be a tall lean chad with abs not some giant fat hairy guy with a bear gut but large muscles that's just gross
>>85373062162cm and 48kg.
>>85373055How do you even survive on just salad?
>>85373077Twink diet. I eat fruit and some vegetables too sometimes, and meat for protein 2 days a week. Gotta stay smooth and lean for my bf
>>85373074do you practice any sport?
>>85373114Thank you unironically for making the world a better place with your twink presence
>>85373134No. I am fully aware that my indolence is causing my to miss my dreams, its just quite hard to start anything.
>>85373153it's not for you to enjoy tho, weirdo
>giant fat hairy guy with a bear gut but large musclesi look like this but hotter
>>85373158No I can understand, liking sports and longing for a specific body type aren't always related, I just find it amusing that a small gay guy wants to be big, usually it's the opposite. Do you want to be big and buff to feel stronger against the world or something?
>>85373176Thank you unironically for making the world a better place with your hunk presence too
>>85373176what you mean by hotter? You aren't fat?
>>85373114I hate you whore fuck you
>>85373059nothing, half the thread are retarded lost trolling misrepresenting illegal alien niggers that want their "bfs" to look like women with dicks and pillowy tits and i'm not talking about the half that is fem4fem or twink4twink gays btw
>>85373189Yeah i suppose so. I guess i have always felt like a bit of a runt in life, i mean i suppose i technically am i am medically considered as physically developmentally stunted, but i just like to imagine being a big buff guy and being seen as great you know?
>>85373207you hate me because you ain't me *finger snaps*
>>85373220No I don't want to be a twink and that's not why I hate you whore
>>85373215oh do you have some kind of psychical problem nonny? Like anorexia? That would be a bit sad>but i just like to imagine being a big buff guy and being seen as great you know?you always wanted this since you were a kid? Just to feel less helpless? What would be the first thing you'd do if you magically got bigger?
I wish I was lean or at least skinny and i'm fat and have unhealthy relatioship with food and eat a lot when feeling low. and there's no one in my life to be pretty and cute for many reason including those two and even if I fall in love which is not happening the other person won't reciprocate. In fact i don't put myself for many reasons, physical included. So I won't get a bf that will control me and turn me into a human. It's a closed loop and I need a heart attack to happen to me
>>85373264find other ways to reward yourself besides food.or develop expensive hobbies spend money irresponsibly so you cant eat
>>85373237>No I don't want to be a twinknonsense, everyone wants to be a twink, unless they're twunks
>>85373264chubby boys like you deserve love, story (or not story?). You just gotta be more hygienic. It's ok to enjoy eating, but don't you ever feel full?
>>85373281No I want to be tall I want to be buff I want to be chad if I could look like anyone I'd look like mads mikkelsen
>>85371957https://youtu.be/7OvW8Z7kiws?t=62
>>85373296>mikkelsenhot daddy but I won't call him buff
>>85373242No i am not anorexic. To be honest i cant actually recall what is considered wrong with me in name id have to call my parents. I just know they were worried i would end up as a literal skin and bone dwarf because my bone density and growth levels where extremely below average due to a deficiency of some kind, but thankfully i did get a bit better eventually so i can still live relatively normally though the damage has been done now and i still am going to always be extremely weak in terms of bones and muscle.>you always wanted this since you were a kid?Yes. I used to watch he man and similair shows and i always wanted to be like them, i always would dream of getting the power of greyskull and becoming a massive hunk like him always heh. It really would be great.>What would be the first thing you'd do if you magically got bigger?Id love to go to a gym and lift as heavy as i can and make some gymbro friends. I imagine a lot of the stuff i see is exxagerated of course, but like say bodbuilder guys from that one malcom in the middle scene with hal. Just being with a horde of them lifting together would be a dream come true honestly.
>>85373281I wish I was a big strong confident man who could carry other guys to make them feel safe an protected, instead I'm 5'2, I don't hate being short because guys call me cute but I would prefer being tall enough to give guys uppies.
>>85373313boy do I have a comic for you....don't think it would be appreciated here
>>85373295That wasn't me but it is good to see other bigger guys here, lets me know I'm not the only one in a sea of twinks. As for me I don't eat all that much really, its my complete sedentary lifestyle that does me more harm. Also what I eat plays a role as well.
>>85373318What is it and why would it not be appreciated?
>>85373313does it creep you out if I say that I find your fantasies extremely hot given your current body type? Sans the illness part of course, I wouldn't wish that on anybody but unfortunately I guess that ultimately made you what you are because when feeling so helpless you want to feel the strongest to compensate all that pain. Still I thought that the little guy that wanted to become massive was just a fantasy
>>85373317you can be short AND strong. Gays don't mind height as much as women do, I certainly do not, expecially if you get big. I think it would be easier to put on muscle mass too
>>85373302Not anymore but when he was younger in his prime he was pretty lean and close to having abs
>>85373364still I do not associate lean with buff, buff is rougher and raw, lean feels more elegant and athletic
>>85373264were you rewarded with food when you were a kid? Do you smoke or drink?
>>85373343No it doesnt creep me out. I dont see the appeal at all mind, especially considering i unfortunately will likely never reach even 1% of my dream physique, but if it floats your boat thats good for you i guess.
can i get a bf if i'm a tranny or should i just kms?
>>85373389Depends on how ugly you are cause there are usually always retards out there that worship trannies so long as you're not a giant hulking brute in a dress
>>85373361I am strong, people compare me to wolverine, it doesn't stop me from wishing to be a tall chad who would be giving uppies to guys at cons, as I said I don't hate who I am but I wish I was something else, I can only dream.
>>85373385>I dont see the appeal at all mind, especially considering i unfortunately will likely never reach even 1% of my dream physiquepersonally the fact alone that you want to get big is a huge turn on for me. Even just having you yapping about it feels hot, of course if it feels good and hot for you too, it shows that you want to have an active role. You're like one of those boys who wants to be a superhero, it's hot but also very cute, you have the soul of a giant in a little body, and sooner or later it could start to come out, because you already healed a bit. But even if it doesn't, it's ok, it's just good to have a guy with fantasies
>>85373401>small strong guyplease give me a uppie
>>85373400i'm chopped and uglyhttps://litter.catbox.moe/m4v92ni44drvd89h.jpg
>>853734208/10Better than 90% of trannies out there, easiest life out there
>>85373420why is a stacy in the gay thread?
>>85373313are you eating cheese and milk and dairy products by the way? Those help strengthen bones a little. Same for meat with muscles
I unironically love manlets. Not twinks: manlets.
>>85373420nice pecs brah
>>85373437i don't feel that way, i'll never really look like a woman, even if i can somehow afford surgery, i look undeniably male >>85373444i am male and i like other males >>85373469thanks, i'm natty
>>85373453I eat meat often mainly chicken, though i dont have much dairy as its kind of expensive. It doesnt have that much effect sadly though.
>>85373420Do you have breast implants? how come you don't have the deformed torpedo breasts that all other trannies seem to have? also your biggest problem seems to be you have the chud face phenotype and a very obvious haircut that screams tranny
>>85373477you should eat red meat too, it's better for muscle and strenght. As for dairy, how is it expensive? Do you live in a country where it is? People eat cheese all the time around here. If dairy costs too much, try milk or yogurts
>>85373493>Do you have breast implants?no, 4 years hrt + prog>the chud face phenotype and a very obvious haircut that screams trannyi am aware, hopefully i can afford ffs in a few years
>>85373389you should kill yourself based on the sole fact of being a retarded looking attention whore in a thread you don't belong tonice chubby boy body btw, haven't seen anything grosser even on normal peoplesame with face
>>85373498Its mainly cheese. It keeps going up at the moment and i dont know why. I should probably try just chugging milk soon that would be smart.
>>85373502If you're 4 years hrt and been a tranny that long why are you complaining about finding a bf? surely in all those years you've had relationships and sex considering how good looking you are as far as trannies go?
https://litter.catbox.moe/lb29tm.jpgAhem
>>85373277I don't eat to reward myself anymore really, it's just a daily thing for me to do because i feel bad if i don't, sometimes I get hangry and eat more than should, it's that easy>>85373295I feel full easily. I am hygienic. i'd have been even more hygienic if i have to look after myself for others but no one is watching me or my face. I've never seen a couple where a fat is liked by a normal man. I won't be one either. Not story>>85373382I don't remember. I think i've started doing that by myself at 4th grade. No/no
>>85373524Nice cock. Its very veiny.
>>85373524moar. why is it so big?
>>85373513>chugging milkdon't do that. If your body is frail I don't think your stomach will handle that well
body 1 year on hrt https://litter.catbox.moe/rzaoz2tv1ykd5ein.pngwhat i look like nowhttps://litter.catbox.moe/7q3tingtridxu952.jpgkms myself>>85373510i identify as a gay man on hrt >>85373515only relationships i've been in since starting hrt was with a guy who raped me, and longterm bf of 3 years who recently said he stopped being attracted to me bcus i got fat and don't look like a boy anymore >>85373524epic
>>85373542your parents and social service will identify your gravestone with your birth sertificate name, big sofanow die, gross fat honhonk indeed
>>85373525is it a trauma response manifesting in a routine? Boredom? You eat out of boredom? Or is it a cycle where you think that nobody will love you so you eat out of spite? Think about the value of food and the value of a meal, and the money too. Food is sacred but it can turn into an addiction just like drugs or alcohol
>>85373542>and longterm bf of 3 yearsSo you're perfectly capable of finding and being in relationships then but yeah you've definitely gained a lot of weight and lost the skinny twinky look but there's still dudes out there that will definitely fuck and be interested in chubby or fat trannies>longterm bf of 3 years who recently said he stopped being attracted to me bcus i got fat and don't look like a boy anymoreLMAO HAHAHA
>>85373524Every or at least most men walk around with dicks like that or bigger and them anons itt have the nerve and naivety to ask me why I still don't have a bf and judge me and call me a quiter when I just can't compare
>>85373534>>85373582The cock in the picture is tiny though? it's literally below average
>>85373590shut up ill willed nigger, you're is definitely tiny and not as important
>>85373567You're asking way too many questions. i don't know if it's a trauma because i don't know if traumatized people do that even if i was told there was some trauma i haven't gotten through althought it's not a hard trauma but rather a traumatic experience if i can even call it that about how i was treated. I don't eat of out boredom usually. No one loves me already and there's little chance somebody will so i don't count calories but i also don't eat out of spite or even that much calorie dense items. I couldn't answer any of your questions
>tall chad posts>suddenly the thread is active and bottoms are gushingAll it takes
>>85373634i wanna suck off a tall chad so badd....
>>85373542>https://litter.catbox.moe/rzaoz2tv1ykd5ein.pnguh do guys like boys who look like the first pic?asking for no reason
>>85373634Where was the tall chad post I missed it?>>85373643Erm why would a boy have breasts like that though?
>>85373634I am willing to worship men of all heights as long as they are not too whiny, unfortunately most posters keep saying "I'm too ugly to get a bf" when in reality they are 7/10s and the only thing holding them back is depression and other mental illness.
>>85373665It is here >>85372044
>>85373335do you still want it? I got to find it
>>85373701Oh yeah I see all bottoms are whores for chad and only want to fuck chad I've been vindicated once again>>85373599And how do you know how tiny my cock is and why is that other cock so "important"?
>tfw no short wholesome top bfNot that I would deserve such an angel by my side...
>>85373201that depends on your perspective
>>85373799I like a bit of chub personally
>>85373794>shortcheck, but not as short as some anons >wholesome can be, expecially if you feel down>topcheck!But I'm not a twink, I assume you want that
>>85373643If I could find a bottom that looked like that I'd definitely try and be in a longterm relationship with him but I'm not tall enough and my dick isn't big enough for bottoms that look like that
Big boys big boys waccha gunna do
>>85373844>anon asks for top>"But I'm not a twink, I assume you want that"Jesus fucking Christ the average IQ in this thread is reaching temperature levels, but in Celsius.>>85373880You are as lame as a chatbot bro, repeating the same thing over and over again, sometimes I almost feel bad for you knowing this is your only form of entertainment but then I remember you are so retarded I struggle to see you as a human, you are just a spambot.
>>85374048Alright we get it you hate me for not being a chad top it's getting old all bottoms just keep repeating the same thing you sound like a chatbot bro.
the suicidal fantasies are getting worse every day
>tfw second code violation notice of the year just hot the storymanoroh fuck these boomers. It isn't even that bad this time. At least it isn't a heatwave and they actually got the notice to me in proper time so I have the full week.
>>85374067>hur dur guys my 8 inch micro penis beep boop i'm only 6'2 feet tall is over boop beep beep (you) [original comment not found; error code: #411 -- buffering to send again]Fucking stupid clanker, I wish I could disconnect you.
>>85374106I never said I was 6 feet tall or had a 8 inch micro penis my cock is only 6.5 inches and I'm only 5'6" in height so I'm really not good enough when are you going to accept this? people do not like the way I look and they don't like me because of it
im always going to be trapped in a life that i have no control over. i just want it to end.
>>85374125You are a waste of electricity, useless AI, gives us back low ram prices you shitty clanker
>>85374071>>85374143You can get control over it, you can get out of this bad moment and point your life in a better direction, keep it up, keep fighting, you will get there and it will be so much better, I believe in you, I want to see you doing better, you will do better, keep fighting.
If only I could get to hug anons who are struggling, I would hug them as tight as I can and tell them things can do better.
>>85374178i'm too obese to be hugged
>>85374178I'm too skeletal to be hugged. You would get injured by my pointy bones.
>>85374178can you mow the grass and do some yard work for me? Please? Its all so tiresome and never ends.
>>85374079i think i remember you talking about a dipshit boomer neighbor who kept bothering you about the grass last year. making really rude passive aggressive comments about when are you gonna cut that and maybe you want him to come over and help or whatever. guarantee he's retired and just sitting by the window counting the days since you last mowed so he can call the police again. 100% there is some total loser on your street who thinks your house looks like shit and they're taking it personally. the sad thing is that you're too soft to fight back by at least poisoning their dog or something.
smear some human shit on a razor blade and superglue it to the inside of their car door handle. cmon story, do something at least
>>85374178things never get better, you just get stronger and meaner. if you're lucky enough to survive
Don't do it story, don't get yourself in troubles you can't handle. Just mow the grass and make that prick mad he can't call the cops on you
>>85374246He's actually down the street a little bit but he hasn't really talked to me, just shakes his head when he sees me out. Oh and the house+yard do look like shit, easily the worst on the street but well I kinda don't give a shit about how it looks.
>>85374292would you not like to have a pretty garden? Genuinely asking
>>85374292you could still downsize to something easier to maintain you know
>>85374379This house is actually pretty small already. I'm not sure how much more I could actually downsize, it wouldn't save much money. >>85374358I'm on my computer most of the time anyway, no way I'm putting in the effort.
>>85374167i just dont know how to make it stop. its involuntary. i keep getting images of holding a shotgun at my face and my brain doesnt stop showing it to me.
nobody seems to have an answer
>>85374555rumination is reinforcement. obsessively trying to forget something counter-intuitively makes you remember. easier said than done, but try to think about something else. do some self care: eat, bathe, rest. go for a walk if you can find the energy. don't just sit in the dark drinking and listening to sad music and watching suicide videos, as cathartic as that might feel sometimes emotionally.
>>85374627This isnt the sort of problem other people can help you with really if it is contained to your thoughts and the internet. To some extent you have to save yourself and reach out.
>>85374183I would extend my arms as much as I can and hope it is enough, it's about the intention, not the volume and reach of my embrace.>>85374188I don't care, I would still do it.>>85374241I would do it just to make you feel better, knowing it would make you feel better would be enough motivation for me.>>85374268I mean you can stabilize many of the problems in your life and that limited amount of control would make you feel way better about your life.
>>85374679where do i reach out?
How are things going today for you allhttps://voca.ro/1bCzPo712DVR
>>85374555>>85374627Unfortunately it's a long process, you can only go bit by bit, remember the things you like to do, the things you would want to do, the things that tie you to this world, use these things as anchors against strong negative thoughts, meditation can help, some self reflection and building self esteem will help you to get there, you deserve so much better and only time will make the bad thoughts slowly go away.A therapist (male, old) could help you to develop tools against your depression, unfortunately it's hard to get one in most countries.
>>85374762ive never really had anything to live for. ive had suicidal thoughts for as long as i can remember. i dont know how to build a meaningful life out of nothing.
>>85374726Family is the obvious choice. I am assuming no friends if you are like a lot of us so thats not an option. Their are lines and stuff you can talk to though their inhumanity makes them suck kind of. I guess trying to make friends could help but where bugger knows.
>>85373213i want a side-hoe-bro with pillowy titslike a chcrumbles jockbut ill settle for a twink
>>85374824Sounds like chronic depression since early life, anything you would like to do before dying? there could be something, even if it's small or "meaningless" for most people, I have never seen the sea irl, I never been in a beach, just a goal of mine, everyone say "it's noting special, it's just water" but it is a goal of mine, not even that hard to achieve but I wanna do it, I want to be there, I know I will get there and that moment will be really special for me, I just have too keep going and at some point I will achieve it, that and many other things, it's something incredibly small but I may cry the moment it happens, tears of happiness.Life is about leaning to know yourself, meditation would help you with it too, getting to know who you are and what would you like to do with your time in this world.We can talk more about this if you want to, I could be there to listen if you want me to be there, let me know if you want me to post my discord tag or something.
>>85374709>I would extend my arms as much as I can and hope it is enoughthat's the sweetest thing I read on here...t-thank you ;_; there's so few kindness in this world
>>85375159>there could be something, even if it's small or "meaningless" for most people, I have never seen the sea irl, I never been in a beach, just a goal of mine, everyone say "it's noting special, it's just water" but it is a goal of mine, not even that hard to achieve but I wanna do it, I want to be there, I know I will get there and that moment will be really special for me, I just have too keep going and at some point I will achieve it, that and many other things, it's something incredibly small but I may cry the moment it happens, tears of happiness.this is very good advice. Living for the small, simple things in life is the best way to keep going because they're that special. Going to the beach is very beautiful, I live near the sea and I never stop being amazed by it. It's not just water, that's something someone with no depth would say
>>85375159yeah id like to have sex with a guy im attracted to at some point in my life, probably will never happen though.
>>85374183>>85374188i'd love to see you two hug, especially if the obese one bottoms and has a pink hole and the skelly twink tops
>>85375376>touching a fatsoewww no thank you
>>85375283You have to believe, it might sound rich to hear i know but if you give up you lose. Its rough and i wont act like i dont doom regularly still myself, but if you keep believing your life will still feel better even if you dont get your goal, just from the general positivity increasing. Plus i bet you can one day its not that insane a goal.
>>85375514ive had so many opportunities in my life but i always flub them because im autistic and i say something weird that makes them go away.
>>85375531>because im autistic and i say something weird that makes them go awaynta but weird as in weird, or weird as in hurtful?
>>85375514i think i also have avoidant personality disorder which adds another layer of difficulty
>>85375283how does that work??? do you put a bag on their head? Close your eyes? Get paid??? WHAT?
>>85375493What a fag, unoriginally
>>85375538ive never been told that i say hurtful things. people tell me im polite and considerate, but i just have a really weird way of thinking and it makes me say weird things and it isnt sexy.
>>85375559>weird thingsdo you feel like sharing? I don't judge, unless you're an ass. Most of us here are weird
>>85375531>>85375540Illl be blunt i dont what avoidant is exactly. But assuming from this thatyou have commitment issues and end up make excuses when you do have someone causing you to throw away the one thing you desire. You need to overcome that i imagine somehow.
>>85375283There are many people in this world, the chances of finding someone to be close with are pretty high, also you didn't answer what I asked about taking more closely.
Gay people are not supposed to be sad. Gay literally means happy. FUCKING IDIOTS
I am not gay. I just like guys and men
>>85375571i honestly cant think of any examples because i dont know. i have a really literal and direct communication style so when someone is flirting with me and trying to be sexy im at a loss for how to reciprocate it. the end result is i dont get laid.>>85375577i just found out about it today so idk if its accurate, but its related to narcissistic personality disorder except instead of wanting to be praised by everyone its more like you want to get away from everyone and be alone because it feels safer. for some reason i always assume people hate me and whatever i say is going to sound weird and im better off not talking to people.>>85375585what didnt i answer?
>>85375641>i have a really literal and direct communication styleme too, even if I always try to be polite because I don't wanna hurt someone innocent's feelings, I know it can be hard to put yourself out there. I just say stuff directly, but I don't plan to change that because I think it's better to just outright state whatever is helpful to keep the relationship or conversation going or to improve it. Hiding things under layers and layers is a recipe for misunderstandings
>>85375160You deserve kindness anon, just because there are bad people out there doesn't mean you don't deserve to be spoiled a bit
>>85375664its just that "i think youre cute and i might like to kiss you if we meet in person and it feels right" isnt very exciting and guys dont want to hear that when theyre trying to flirt with someone.
>>85375724that's the weird stuff you say? I see nothing wrong with it, I don't get why normies would find that problematic. What are you supposed to say?
>>85375664last guy i talked to on tinder was getting really horny with me and i asked if we could slow down and just go on a date first, he said yes, then i asked about meeting at a coffee place or some other public setting and he ghosted me. obviously, because thats a weird thing to suggest, i wish i asked to meet somewhere more intimate because thats clearly what we both actually wanted. i just didnt think before i said it. i still havent forgiven myself because that guy was beautiful and exactly my type. i just dont know why i keep messing up.
>>85375751i dont know, im too neurodivergent to understand how youre supposed to meet other gays. its like i missed the class on it that everyone else took.
>>85375768if someone gets so uppity about something so trivial, he's not worth it, it's so essy to say "No, I wanna meet in another place", he just wanted you for sex. Find someone less beautiful but more understanding and maybe neurodivergent like you are
I never even got anyone to message me once on tinder because I'm too short and ugly bottoms won't even message or swipe right unless you're a 6ft tall giga chad and it's a grim black pill if you ever go on a dating site as a below average top
>>85375795yeah but i just wanted him for sex, i was just too dumb to go for it because im anxious.
>>85375776again, I think you should date someone more compatible with you. Being neurodivergent is not something that can be changed, and it's not necessarily a bad thing either. The main gay apps are dehumanizing af, so you can only imagine how they'd treat a neurodivergent guy, even if a lot of gays are neurodivergent
>>85375810I think meeting in a safer place first is a good thing actually. You sound small, anxious (as you said) and young, another guy could overpower you and it would not be fun
>>85375813yeah i already know because i was big on grindr when i was a teenager. i got a lot of messages from married men and other types of older creeps. the problem is the gay dating pool is so small i feel like i cant limit myself to other neurodivergent people because that just makes it even more impossible.>>85375824i am not small and i am not young, im just very introverted and have had mostly negative experiences with people in general.
>>85375824Bottoms love getting raped by chad what are you talking about?
>older creepscreeps can be young too, definitely not rare
>>85375859yeah but the creeps in my area were all old men. i grew up in a rural republican town.
I'm neurodivergent too and honestly I don't think I could ever date someone "normal". Sure, I'm attracted to a lot of normal guys, but I think I'd be truly happy only with someone who's at least a little weird as me, someone I can share the world with, even with sex probably. Yeah that means limiting the dating pool, but honestly it's a good choice in the long term because I know that a relationship with a "normal" judgy guy would eventually fall apart
>neurodivergentJust say retarded
I'm retarded too and honestly I don't think I could ever date someone normal. Sure, I'm attracted to a lot of normal guys, but I think I'd be truly happy only with someone who's at least a little retarded as me, someone I can share the asylum with, even with sex probably. Yeah that means limiting the dating pool, but honestly it's a good choice in the long term because I know that a relationship with a normal guy would eventually fall
>>85375869i just want more experiences, they dont have to be fairy tale romances. im not looking for a life partner. i feel like i have to figure out what normies want if im going to live a full life.>>85375876i approve of this
I'm a bottom too and honestly I don't think I could ever date some "non chad top". Sure, I'm attracted to a lot of non chad tope, but I think I'd be truly happy only with someone who's at least a little chad top unlike me, someone I can share the world with, expeccially with sex probably. Yeah that means limiting the dating pool, but honestly it's a good choice in the long term because I know that a relationship with a "non chad top" judgy guy would eventually fall apart
whores, yay original
>>85375859young creeps grow up into old creeps but young and cute creeps get a pass, it isn't until you get old and ugly that creepiness gets called out.
aging is so disgusting. Can't you just, stop it?
>>85375948the good part about creepiness is the piness
I like creeps, the inoffensive ones ofc, not the ones stalking or killing you. The ones with really crazy sexual shit in mind but who mean no harm, just pleasure for both
>>85375981pic related is what i mean when i say creeps
Miau back home coming alive stop sign by my side
>>85376003>i want to see youawwww>barnyardlike he's near the guy already?
Neuro(tic)-die-virgin
Ass-hole(Yours)
>>85375641>what didnt i answer?If you want to talk to somebody in a messaging app, nothing romantic, just someone to check on you and listen if you want to vent.
>>85376003when the no pfp person sends you their album 50/50 that this is what happens.
>>85376101sure, if you drop a discord i would probably do that
>>85376117idk where you live but whenever i go on grindr nobody shows their face in public. its either no pics or a greasy torso in yellow light.
>>85376153Give me 40 minutes when I have access to my phone.
>>85376165do you live in a homophobic country or loads of gossip happens?
>>85375913At least you're honest about being a chad only whore most bottoms are in denial and refuse to admit they'd only fuck chad then they go and reject 20 different guys back to back for being under 6ft tall
>>85376179why dont you have access to your phone but you do have access to 4chan? are you grounded or something?>>85376212idk, i live in a semi major northeast us city. i thought grindr is just like that.
>>85376033What dat mouf do bby
>>85357766Guys... I think I'm not gay I'm actually trans. I guess I have to leave the thread forever
>>85376364off to >>>/lgbt/ with you
sweet infp guys to cuddle
>>85376364What makes you think that anonny
back to frozen pizza but at least it isn't fast food. tomorrow I start the lawn work once again it rained today so I just didn't bother.
All my problems would be fixed if I had a loving boyfriend
>>85376632I'd like to think that but my problems run deep. My fbf would have to be a saint to put up with me.
cold glass >>85377074
>>85376240>>85376153Here it is https://pastebin.com/2b7d8Qg0Sorry it took so long, I couldn't find my phone>>85376240it's just I never charge my phone because I never use it and I didn't had discord installed in my pc
