I'd like to dwell there two edition
I hope you have had a good day today. I went and watched a dino flick at the theater today. Pretty good! Wish you were here. Miss you a lot on days like today
A thousand women. It really was a thousand. Well, maybe an engagement was a couple of messages, but it still was there. Every each one was an opportunity. Presumably a large portion of them could take me given the will. I'm the dream they could have been chasing. And gotten. One probably would. Well, one did, right? And she made it count oh did she... Maybe I was really looking for something special because I found a whirlwind, a deep obsessive love, a unicorn you all keep talking about, a paradox, a dream, a one in a million girl. She broke my brain and I thought I would never trust a woman before! Soulmate? She thought I'm her soulmate? Baby, I won you in a lottery!
>>85400672So you just chose to straight up lie
>>85400940I never lied to her! Even a single time!
who r u even writing abt
>>85400672>>85400999>>85401038these r all same person i feel like ur talking to urself to bait someone u arent even putting initial for
>>85401067mike yes its larp no its not about maria u or colton HUSH
>>85400474The david mitchell dino movie? Oh yes! I like how it's clearly a satire of right wing memes that romanticize the suburban life of the past but instead of going 'ackschually chud the 50s/ 80s reagan years were awful' it instead literally demonstrates the process of deterritorialization/ reterritorialization that happens when suburb postcards are removed from their historical context for propaganda. It's got dam brilliant!
>>85401617Nerd. I liked when kenobis leg got chomped and he screamed at his stump
>>85400672It one mirrion women-tak fuji
i never got that letter you promised to me, eddy.
maria is with me now keep my egf's name outta your mouths
Whoever,It was only supposed to be for three days, but honestly I prefer it this way. I feel much more positive about the future and Grounded. If I do come back it will be out of sheer boredom and will not be the same. Allowing someone I was never in a relationship with to center themselves in my life in the most dumb and chaotic way while lying to me and breadcrumbing me is pretty silly. The murderer and money delusions/psyops were kind of fun to learn into for a while and at certain times I really started to wonder, but ultimately it's just another layer of nothing. The kind of life I want is on the other side of obedience and that is what I'm working toward (imperfectly). It's quite clear to me now that that life looks nothing like what I pictured six months ago, and that's okay. We can talk about it honestly or we can just let it be. Solving the puzzle just ain't worth it at this point in time.So goodbye probably, take care
I need to kill the demon the faggots worship. I must break them.
>>85400672>>85402925I understand you were larping from my perspective maria. >>85403466Ok maria. Theres a lot I want to say. Speaking with each other directly,honestly, understood and accepted. I love you,you know I love you with my entire soul. Im sorry for the missteps and mistakes I made. I truly am. To dream our good dreams. Fuck each others brains out , care for each other all day. Time together. This argument is temporary. You will always be my home, just as i am yours. Remember, I love you.
What deity do I pray to so you respond? I hope you are sleeping long or just don't want to talk to me. Oh how I hope for that. Does it really not matter? Not understanding, not love, not how I see you? Please I can't. I can't bandage that wound again. Believe me. Please believe me. There are a hundred reasons why I still write. Accept it. Make a small response. I only want to fix it and give you everything you really wanted. I'll talk to you how I'm supposed to now.
>>85405274Maria loves you Mike. Keep your promise she asked of you. It will work out. She will come home to you. You will give her everything she ever wanted.
What matters and what doesn't? Few months of happiness or a lifetime of suffering? A desperate desire to die or saying that it's not so miserable anymore? I can't just accept that I was only a temporary supply pack. Best that you could wish for? You don't even know how I am now. So, do your tears then and now compare even a little to your smile and laughter in those days when they were regular things to you? Being happy... That made you stay alive. How long would you survive if you didn't know how it feels?
Gracie,You are looking really good lately. Thanks for helping me cum all the time.
Maria,Does god tell you about us too? He is very vocal here with reassurance and insight.
going to grab breakfast at this new spot me and Maria havent been to before hopefully she likes it. were going to go see the new spider man movie afterwards. I wanted to pick a scary movie so that Maria would hold onto me throughout the movie but they didnt have any showings today
R/KYeah. It hurts as much as this. I've never felt so alone as during that time. Maybe it is my fault. You don't understand me. That's fine. Do you think you can hurt me more? You've exhausted that. I'll never ask for your love. I've even abandoned an idea of forgiveness. I gotta be there for you regardless. I want to break through to you. Then you surely won't regret it. All the worst things you thought are not true. I thought you would be satisfied to be proven wrong. You still don't understand what you mean to me. You still don't understand that those words are taken back. You still don't understand that I've only told the truth. You don't even understand that I've been so awful because I was trying so hard. Nothing of it is because of all the things you blame yourself for.
Alright, anons, stop the schizomaxxing for a moment and check out the demo of Jonathan Blow's new game! "Order of the Sinking Star">a sokoban clone in 2026, really?IKR? I downloaded the demo out of morbid curiosity at first but it's actually very satisfying so far and I will get a copy when it drops. I got stuck on the witness due to missing some clue but it's usually pretty clear what's the aim in these sokoban puzzles and the controls are smoooothe! Makes puzzles that require switching between characters feel nice!The visuals, level design and audio design are very lovely made and pleasing to the senses. I really enjoy the switch from being utterly puzzled by the puzzle to the aha-moment when the penny finally drops. The puzzles are so small that one can often deduce which solution can't work due to the characteristics of the items/enemies, which helps to keep solution-anxiety at bay. I think this game will be fun. Not sure about its commercial success (due to it being a game that requires some thought) but leaving an actually good game as a legacy is nothing to sneeze at.
>>85407009Stop lying. You being a twat is pathetic.
How could you leave me David. How could you leave me. I want to die. I want to die. I want to die. How could you leave me. I had no one. I thought we could support each other.
>>85407009Ill even call it. What was in the package marias bro took?
>>85407768When you do this bullshit it pisses me off. In person is a breeze. Dealing with shit over the years is why. Never mind. Im not going to start
R, It feels the reason you became so hostile and such is because ive been vocal and done what no one else ever would for maria. What youve wanted from me.
>>85407565Welp, the floor is yours my good fellow. What do I mean to you?
You have nothing else going on in your life besides posting in these threads. Yet, you posting so much and shitting up every thread is exactly what is killing all activity in them. No matter how much you try to bump or necro dead threads, you'll never be able to do it alone. If you want to enjoy the fruits of this garden, stop killing it.
>>85408042His name is Boris now bitch
>>85408344>first I have a shit ton going on. Too much in fact. I need to look at hiring employees. >second, stop assuming a post me when it isn'tCalling the narc larper out on his lies ultimately helps the garden. Ill fight to the bone. I have always given and reciprocated kindness and care to those who are real.
>>85407768He didn't make the puzzles, they're just licensed from already existing sokoban games.The demo was not terribly interesting.
Check out the posters in the dead space railway tram.
>>85408436Wait, what? So what took him 10 years then? The polish looks good but not 10 years of dev-time good.
>>85408562Because he felt the need to write his own engine in his own language.
>>85407768I hated Witness and part of that is my disdain for its creator. Plus the same fucking puzzles remixed a million times wrapped in a thin veneer of Mystlike bullshit without any of the charm. When I finished it I felt no satisfaction, just relief. I enjoyed the Looker more than Witness, unironically. Talos was the perfect balance in my opinion and every time I got stuck and found the solution, I felt that satisfying Eureka moment instead of just being annoyed. Fuck the Witness. I'm still salty like 10 years later and I never want to look at a line puzzle again in my life.
>>85408078What bullshit? Oh, you mean bullshit like paying your goons to steal my wallet? That kind of bullshit? I've missed my reservation for the Steam controller because of that - thanks a lot.
>>85408569Why does a Sokoban game need a custom programming language? It's not even a performance critical game due to it being a turn-based game so he could have used any high level language, probably.Smells like a money laundering scheme.
>>85408042I broke up with you for a reason Emily
>>85408631Autism, but also narcissism.https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jamU6SQBtxkIf you have 3 hours.>>85408571I loved Witness immensly.The Looker was good too though.
>>85408591I have no goons, those were egregores manifested with my ultra wizard powers
>>85408571I never beat talos. It didn't scratch the portal 2 itch. Croteam is amazing though. Love serious sam franchise. Ninja warrior is also pretty peak.
>>85408700Funny how I'll ruin your goon's life by posting security camera footage of them stealing my wallet to every person in their life to show them what they do for chump change. I hope you made it worth it.
>>85408591You didnt mention my heist for your socks and scissors.
>>85408700Thanks goon
What a shit day. Told the walgreens asshat to go fuck himself.
I need to get some fragile shit and shatter it with my bat in the parking lot. Brb
I'm tired and everything hurts
>>85400315zthey're showing *that* movie at the other beach on tuesdaykinda ironicmaybe i'll go and watchalonewell i wish it wasn't aloneit was one of those we needed to watch togetheri could never watch them with anyone elsefunny too that i have written this letter to you prior to seeing that because i guess it also happens in the moviethe sun is coming out againi hope we can still feelbeing numb is really patheticthat's why i try to write in each of these threads at least, faithfully waitingj
Spider man was pretty good we didnt get to see it in imax but the theater we went to was small and cozy with comfy recliners. we moved the middle arm rest up and cuddled throughout the whole movie so that was nice. Maria cried a lot especially when mj said she didnt remember peter nor does she love him. It was very cute i hugged her extra hard when shes sad.we grabbed boba at this place called hey tea afterwards it was crazy busy. Maria got a strawberry creamy milk drink and i got a coffee. we walked around the shopping center and found a secluded shaded spot to sit and chat while drinking our drinks. we opened up a lot and I learned a lot about who the real Maria really is. It felt vulnerable but im glad we did it because i feel a lot closer to Maria now. Its like i left a little piece of myself with her and she left a little piece of her soul with me. It was getting late so i drove her home afterwards. I dont kiss and tell so we will leave it at that 10/10 day would go on another date with Maria
>>85410243>the sun is coming out again>i hope we can still feel>being numb is really pathetic>that's why i try to write in each of these threads at least, faithfully waitingI do feel numb until I ruminate us and then my stomach twists. It doesnt stop hurting. Pathetic, fine. But its the truthI love you still maria>>85410365I known when writing this day dream , you imagined I was with you. Cuddling with you,hugging you means a lot to me. Being vulnerable with you would of been really special. having difficulty because I dont feel sad,upset right now
I dont know if I should tell you. Prob best to not.
>>85410453*having difficulty because I am feeling sad,upset right now
Anastasia,Please. Just please. I miss you.
Why do I love you this much? I can't stop crying over you. Nothing works, does it, and nothing will
>>85400315Might be useless posting this here because idk if he browses this site but.. I'd like to get to know you better and I hope you feel the same way. I've noticed you looking at me out of the corner of my eye and we locked eyes a couple times. :3 I get the feeling we're both pretty shy so we didn't really exchange many words with each other.. But you seem like a really nice person, and I want to get to know you better if we meet again. So if you know this is about you, just talk to me first :3
>tfw could have lived a normal life but some autistic gay furry Filipino on the internet had an issue with you and decided to ruin your life
>>85410453Sun and moon eclipse but never touchSuch is the fate of Mike Mikelton
what does that make colton in that analogy? neil armstrong since he actually gets to touch the moon?
>>85411058Colton is the Earth, closer to Maria, she cannot resist his pull
Sorry for being a man and therefore an idiot in those matters. I guess I never really felt despair. Never tried that hard. Never faced such pain and so much rejection. Maybe I went over it as a teenage depression and then my longing quieted down anyways. Did you give me your heart? Because that must have made me feel that bad. Must have finally made it hurt. Or rather allowed me to realize those feelings I brushed aside. You could call it understanding. That's why I've been listening to the songs I have been listening to recently. They must have been written by women and I imagine how you could relate. Now I imagine things that would make you happy. A lot. I never really considered those. But now I hear or see it and I think that this would be amazing to share with you. Simple things, really. What we wanted to have without ever consciously planning them out. It pains me to think that those dreams are the reason we're in this situation now. I should have let you cry to me instead of looking for a way to stop your tears. Fantasies are not enough. But maybe we'll share them with each other one day. I really want to tell you.
I saw that your discord account is deleted. Just wondering how you are.
>>85411108Is Maria in the room with you right now
>>85411095Is your discord deleted? Then of course not yours you schizo retard.
>>85411140oof that's really mean, colton, you're twisting the knife at this point
>>85411163Only Colton would try to lead Mike on like that without any real proof. He's been catfished by you so many times before, how dare you? He's been through enough you bastard.
>>85411163only colton would say such things to mock poor mikeyou won, maria is with you now, we get it, now leave mike alone, buddy
>>85411163Only literal Colton would say that, nice try
>>85410898Anon it's been over 10 years already https://youtu.be/u6hO2Nb6Kjo
>>85410971I might or might not be browsing here. Who this?
come lie your head on my chest and sit on my thick cock
Show me the music your twink ass has been making. Fuck you, sometimes I really wish you were mine.
>>85411417Calma mike. You'll make her feel truly fulfilled soon when she home with you
>>85411449Kek, noThe truth is in never liked your "music" I put up with it. You are not talented. I'm not sorry I lied to you about it. I thought nodding my head and smiling would be enough that first time, but then you kept going and going.
>>85411417c says this
sorry, I already gave my virginity to somebody else. you snooze, you lose
>>85411129She is swallowing some guys dick right now and it is not yours.
>>85411555>>85411650>>85411702C, I need you to stop. Continuing to tell lies and be manipulative only affirms for me that I made the right decision distancing from you. I should of called it after the first time i caught you and saw who you actually are. C, you are wasting your breath lying to mike, as the only thing you have accomplished affirming for me that I made the right choice, in not choosing you. I never was yours. You were never my home.
This nigger keeps stealing my ideas and posts. Creating entire fake personalities based off of my posts. I'm sick of you copying and stealing everything I do. Then your Jewish ass keeps lying about everything. You can't ever prove any of your easy to see through lies. It's so damn exhausting dealing with your stupid ass. You think you're smart or creative because you use chatgpt? Eat a dick. Oh, wait your twink ass is into that shit.
slap slap slap slap slap slap slapyup thats a dog shaking its tailim taking maria to her favorite european jumbo frankfurter place later
>>85412160Can't talk, Maria is slurping down on my sausage rn. The reason she was so bad at aiming is because she was distracted, but yes paying us to fuck for you was very weird, but $500 is $500, if you want to watch Maria have sex with me respond
You know my cashapp, I have the receipts. Maria is down for it if you send the $
it's nice waking up to a sucky
>>85412225Maria, don't listen to this loser. He can't please you the way I do. He doesn't know your body like I do, baby. I would paint you in moonlight if only what shone through wasn't so blinding.
Mike, please don't contact me further unless it's regarding watching for payment. Any form of response counts as an affirmation that you wish to go about conducting formal business. The price will not change, you tried to bargain last time.
I told noone. Noone will ever know. Unless you told your mother or sister. I'm afraid to tell anyone. They will be too sad or too angry. Maybe. Only I can understand. Do you hate me for not forgetting or hating you? You thought even that little setback was your fault. I can't imagine what was running through your mind afterwards. You can tell me it was for me or you just couldn't handle the self hatred anymore. I will not try to use it against you or to get you back.
>>85412842ERPing with another man online doesn't count
>>85412842Nobody fucking likes you Mike keep your retarded fantasies to yourself.
I want women to be in love with me but i don't want to date them
I was gonna post but this thread is full of fucking freaks that need to fuck off back to discord and have some dignity
>>85411388I doubt you're him, but what state..?
>>85400315Eddy, why don't you write her or him a letter.
god i hate this phone sometimes
Am disgusting ogre gooner monsterLove to cum hard to midget, furry, anal, character ai. Am gooner freak love egirl and shoving buttplug in asshole
u bout ugly as fuck its so fucking funny bitchno wonder u have to catfish u literally have no jaw irl LOL imagine being a man and using snow app tier filters
>>85415562>Love to cum hard to midget, furry, anal, character ai. Am gooner freak love egirl and shoving buttplug in assholedon't forget to mention your age and location and saline in your balls or whatever
Hey, ya morons! This is an IMAGE board! Attach a cute/funny/interesting pic to your post or I'll assume it's an AI-slop post to ignore.
I for one am a Mike belieber. Hopefully the second coming of Maria is soon!
why men cant be yandere
>>85416701Look at this thread if you want examples
>>85416879men are some little hypersexual whores
>>85416701Because women aren't worth that level of devotion.
>>85416701Yes going full Me-Mania is what's going to win her over me thinks. I already look equally as creepy so might as well eh?
oh these losers are eu no wonder gross
I'm so yandere. In my head. Right after I blame you for everything and block you everywhere. It's all your fault.
>>85416701The law prevents us.
>>85417162Idk it feels like you are saying mikes devotion to keep his word to her and love her, stay for her for years even when it hurts himI this his devotion to her defines mike as yandere, no? >>85416701>>85416893>men are little hypersexual whores its been a 5 year (?) Edging for him with desire for her. if this "maria" does come for him, he would lose control just hearing her voice.
And all because you couldn't love me enough, never in the way I love you. How can you ever forgive yourself?Kek. See? That's funny because no woman could ever actually give a shit.
A man like, "YOU COULD NEVER LOVE ME AS MUCH AS I LOVE YOU,"And the girl's like, "yea lol"
Bring your stupid to work day at the stupid question factory.
>>85417700>men are little hypersexual whores>its been a 5 year (?) Edging for him with desire for her. if this "maria" does come for him, he would lose control just hearing her voice>>85417700Interesting aspect to ponder, I think that because of the length of Maria's communication, emotional, physical, sexual denial that any action, even just presence like sitting next to her not even touching, seeing her remove her socks,even just her showing "too much skin" will cause mikes involuntary reaction. Even just holding her hand will be too much sensory overload for him and he would lose control.
Me, looks up off seasons for travel.Of course it lines up right when the holiday rush begins. I guess I will have to wait until winter. Be back later as I check how much personal time I can use and if fall will be ok to use.
>>85417700Ehhh Mike has posted (with his trip on no less) about going on dates with barely legal girls and is a discord menace, you can say most of that was just a larp to try to make Maria jealous and have her message him but he definitely still fits into being a "hypersexual whore" no matter what delusion juice he's chugging at the moment. He loses control just by posting here each day, I wonder if he actually did see her again it would live up to his expectations for more than a month.
>>85417797I think mike is a unique in that the perfect storm of mikes devotion and desire, yearning for her every day,all day for years (5?), that I cant see how this does not affect him psychologicaly. I think the unique circumstances have conditioned him. With his constant rumination in torment with yearning for her would create a neediness for her. So imagine he is a soda bottle and yearning for her shakes the bottle, now shake that bottle for 5 years. How do you think he feels inside? A constant desperation to relieve that pressure, I bet already he cant help suddently when an external presure make his internal pain become worse to the point he cant help collapsing and crying his heart out to get relief from his internal bottled tormented suffering.If she so much as holds his hand, or anything you desribed, that would crack him his bottle would overwhelmly errupt.
LHonestly though what was it? Was it the Hitler joke?
>>85417878>DatesI don't think that is real and he said it reactionarily me to something that made him suffer too much internal pressure to contain his response "lashing" out. >I wonder if he actually did see her again it would live up to his expectations for more than a month.Similar question that I have to what >>85417918 wrote. Would his bottle once cracked relieve pressure so after his initial outburst to her stimulus then he would lower than internal pressure, factors like yearning, neediness being met by herOr do you think because of the length of time, intensity of emotions, that his internal cognition has been completely conditioned so her actions like hearing her voice, holding hands, too much skin showing (like having on booty shorts) ,mikes extreme response will be automatic and involuntary every time to the same degree because his brain is conditioned to release a extreme amount of dopamine with trauma causing deep rooted pathways formed. His brains response, a river that in response to her releases the flood gates,a involuntary conditional respond that would need 5 years of "good" health with her fix the rivers carved in him over the 5 years crying for her.
I cant put into words how much I feel for you May we find eachother again Faster than the Speed of Love
>>85418012>is it permanent? I believe so. The neural pathways are already dug. Anything she does with him will result in a regulated defined amount of release when his brain opens the floodgates. Another thing I was thinking was with his conditioning cemented, does that affect his performance with her? What level of her would overwhelm and cause his collapse. This is kinda graphic so please be understanding, if she told him to fuck her and she was sitting on the bed. If at that time when climbs on the bed and she goes to undress and takes a single sock off would that cause his involuntary collapse and release. Could his brain even handle if she removed all her clothes and he hasn't even touched her yet. What if she is wearing 2 piece bikini and he sees her, or even just next to her, what it she accidentaly bumps into him while in line for a water slide. Could he hold long enough to even get hard enough to penetrate her? Is his involuntary response specific to her or will he respond the same when they are hanging out with her girl group and he sees legs for days, one takes her socks off, does he just involuntarily collapse on thr ground and release? In the same situation with girl frens, What would it take to cause him to involuntarily collapse and start crying?
>>85418165Oh wow, I hadn't thought of that. So he's already conditioned right? Like the damage is done from 5 years of trauma . who he is (or his situational reactiveness), this is permanent, no? What about neediness? His trained immense gnawing angst. Do you think that makes him more willing than before? Like if I'm maria and I have needs would he say no or try to negotiate? Do you think he feels pain when he says no?
>>85418230>who he is (or his situational reactiveness), this is permanent, no?Yes>Do you think that makes him more willing than before? Do you think he feels pain when he says no?I think if he says no then internally he will experience overwhelmingly powerful ruminating feelings of self blame, feelings of abandonment and loss, thoughts forming into telling him because he said no then the worst possible thing will happen with her. With this in mind, is he more willing? Yes, to the point of saying yes to her needs without any regrd to his own, what he wants and the only thing in mind even if hes hurting. "Am I makingmaria happy?"
>>85418283I'm glad he'll take the cutting his balls off thing seriously then, maybe there is hope in times of darkness.
>>85418283Honestly maybe Mike isnt all that retarded and the Maria thing is a coverup for soemthing
>>85418340What is the *cutting his balls off* thing? I don't see that mentioned anywhere here. >Mike isnt all that retarded I actually had the same thought. I think reading all this helped me understand him. He is yuno gasai from future diary. >The Maria thing is a coverup for soemthingNo, I believe she is real and have 0 amont of doubt to even consider anything else
>>85418387There was an anonymous letter before asking if a man would do anything for her including castration, Mike was not opposed if it was for her.>No, I believe she is real NTA but of course she's a real person who was in Mike's life years ago, zero doubt about that. That has nothing to do with who she currently is or what Mike believes she is. He gets catfished every few months, forgetting about proof and regressing when he gets desperate and a few schizo words he think no one else could possibly use is all it takes to add someone trying to milk the lolcow. He's not retarded just sad.
Hahaha. Women can't love. A woman that is deep down and depressed is going to use me and then leave me. She's going to go jump on another dick! Hahaha. I'm a pathetic cuck that never mattered. It's so good to think that noone could ever love me! Noone can be happy with me around. Certainly not a high value desirable woman like you. Oh I just fucking hate myself but it's okay. I'm worthless! I'm so happy to be worthless and I can do anything now. You wanted to ruin me while you go spend your fun time with girl friends and men. You have as much love and adoration as you can get! Even your mother is going to be proud. I could never be enough, so I hope she tells you that you need a REAL man. Like a hundred of them lined up to gift you flowers. Look how happy and wonderful it all turns out for you! You're just like all the other women! Oh, right... We are just two vipers spitting venom at each other. It doesn't seem like either of us can be happy or get the other out of our heads. This lively girl is more than I could ever ask for. Opening up her cold heart was the best thing I could ever do. A life that is less miserable, full of smiles and laughter. Now you are laying in bed restless, covered in cuts and scabs. You lost so much blood. Your pain doesn't stop and you're out of places to hide from it. You have no will or life in you left. Why would you do that? I can search for a hundred reasons why you would do such a cruel thing. But I find that there could be a better way for every one of those. If you wanted me to be happy, well, I'm not. If you lost all interest and desire for anything in life, I can fix it. If you wanted me to love you and miss you, here it is.
Less than a week remains before the Targeted Individual takeover at the Daisy Chain Fields Music Festival at Great Park, Irvine, CA on August 29, 2026. This will be the first step toward ending this harassment and torture program once and for all, and making sure that the criminals organizing and carrying out the slander, harassment and torture, etc. are exposed for their crimes and victims are compensated.We are stronger as a group and we have a better chance at exposing these crimes the larger the group is, but we have to be mindful of undercover gangstalkers attempting to make us look like terrorists when police and first responders are the real terrorists.
>>85418485Thats not who he is, I would know. I dont see a reason in correcting you. >Anonymous letterCan you post it please
>>85418525Colton Chat gpt trash post. I see no reason to include you in the first place. Go away. Its over.
>>85418735What's not who he is, that he'd chop his balls off for her or that he gets catfished constantly? There was just a case of the latter like a couple weeks ago not to mention this whole charade in February-March where his "Maria" even once said something like "(it's so fun to act like a girl)" and he still trusted him.>Can you post it pleaseI like psychoanalyzing the dude but even I'm not *that* autistic about it. idk maybe later if I get super bored but I hate myself for archive hunting even this pic, gross and don't need to drag out skeletons do the digging yourself.
I could have easily lived a normal life by now. Literally all just because some redhead whore told people to stalk me. Gone
Everyone just like>you know what, fuck this guyAnd its like why? What did I ever do to anyone ?
>>85418760The other stuff. Like I said, I know him more. >castrationYou still lack the proof on a letter even existing. You just have a personal grudge and slander him. Anyone who has spent more than several hours on voice knows him more than you could ever say cruel things about him. >attachedOh, fuck. Maria really does love mike...to marry him. I dont feel well....
>Mike loved Maria so much he became Maria
When everyone's Maria, no one will be. And thus Mike can never leave, unfortunately.
>>85418767Wow, either synchronocity or god is helping guide.
>>85418773Colton ur trash and everyone knows it
>>85418818Fuck off schizo this isnt about you.
>>854188135 more years of spamming that same discord chat log
>>85418813No, only maria is maria. I think that trash impersonating her is trying to harm her love for mike. >>85418806That sounds far-fetched.
>>85418829To be perfectly honest that chat of mike with maria is really fuckin dreamy....
Found it!https://desuarchive.org/r9k/thread/84963156/#84971699During the Mike is totally not ban evading period. So were the Mikes actually not Mike? Who knows, can't prove it. He used to say only posts with his trip were totally him but we all know that was a lie now. And half the time I'm Maria too, so even if he denies it like I do, who can say?
We are all Mike in the end, some just more Colton than others
Its like, the duality of man, and all that
>>85418826I have my reasons im pissed at colton. I think my comment expressing my disgust for him playing innocent is fair. Mike said something about colton larping that stuck with me. Her said "colton is a slimy turd. you cant dress up a turd. You may not seen it at first but you'll smell feces and if you make the mistake of sticking around the turd playing house you may kiss it and get shit in your mouth, throw up in disgust and feel horrible for listening to the turds lies and loss of your life you could if been happy in."
>>85418860Personally I dont care about some schizo and his imaginary boogeyman
>>85418867*sigh* Personally i dont care for slandering mike and once again I need to remind myself that you are only going to type negative about mike to harm how he is seen and you dont actually engage in conversation.
>>85418988>>85418992Ok so mike will do anything for her, including her request for him to chop. He immedietly told her yes without regard to himself and if he has needs where he will need them. He saw what she promised him, and chose her. Some other foid also wants this and is jealous of maria for getting mike to do it because its her ultimate fantasy. I think that letter and mikes response only prove that what was said about how mike feels and such. He is yuno gasaiI am proud of him for waiting until maria is there with him. That will prove she really did tell mike she needs that to be with himIt looks like maria (if its her)still desires this with mike>>85418283 #>I'm glad he'll take the cutting his balls off thing seriously then, maybe there is hope in times of darkness>>85418340
>>85400315Idk what to do with u anymoreI get it u lost ur job, ur rents due, u can't enjoy food, u hate everyone and everything, u have no friends but me at this point, ur boyfriend dumped u for someone hotterI got no advice for uIdk what to say other than maybe tomorrow may be a better day
Best Tiggy,https://youtu.be/rsEne1ZiQrk
SQYou were the best wingman (or woman) one could have , I should have put it to more use
>>85418525>Certainly not a high value desirable woman like you.lollmao
I think it would feel so good to hear your voice again. But you probably can't even say anything out loud now. Or maybe you can. I have no idea how much it takes for you to lie and say "she's gone" or to be rude and say "I hate you". Certainly it was something cute when you had trouble saying "I want you" and "I deserve to be happy". I wanted to say "I love you" myself, you know, not through text or even through a call. You hold all those things against me, then I hurt you when I say that they aren't true. But somehow I still feel guilt even though saying more and more things only makes you feel like it's you who put yourself in this situation. I am being selfish. You're somehow surviving on hatered of me, like I told you before. Well, have this. I did think about leaving and finding another so when I said that you should hate me, it was with a hidden option of this outcome.
I'll be honest, of course I never cared. And I only did want one thing from you, and you never even put out, or did anything I wanted tou to which was pretty lame. Luckily, you're as replaceable as blades of grass and since I never date anyone seriously I immediately went back to talking with my regulars.Point being, I don't fucking care about you. I definitely don't seek your ugly little ass out, unlike someone who still tries to talk to me despite being told to fuck off.
L,the sun in your eyes didn't make some of your lies worth believing.
>>85419800You're right, your story is being a permacuck virgin.
hope you enjoyed your trip and things go well for you
Hey, my long dead lover. I don't mind that you tell me to go away. You don't say a reason I would lose my love for you. Hurry up and say it, say that you are no longer my perfect fantasy. If you don't I'll listen to all the music that you like and watch all the anime you obsessed over. I'm going to steal your thoughts and gave a better you in my mind. Until you really are dead to me.
just leave me alone... ;;0;;
I'm not abandoning someone who really needs a person to be loving and kind to her and I'm not abandoning someone who has such amazing tits as well!
>>85420920ok sry
going away ain't enough. gotta kys now. sorry just the way it's gotta be.
>>85421180Please no. I can save you. I know.
>>85421203it's okay bb, save some of my sperm in a jar to be microwaved at your consumptive convenience
G,It is meant to be and I will see you soon.-B
Beryllium my beloved*Inhales u*
*inhales ON u from my butt*
*doesnt respond because i just inhaled beryllium you idiot I'm dead and it's your fault*
*but you just did respond you idiot nigger*
*dumbfuck that was clearly my residual psychopomp energy*
*nice larp retard farts on u again*
*TURN OFF THE COMPUTER AND GO TO THE BATHROOM. YOU'RE SHITTING YOURSELF.*
*WHO TURNS OFF THEIR DESKTOP TO GO TAKE A DEUCE KEEP YOUR SHIT FETISH TO YOURSELF YOU SMELLY NEGRO FARDING IS NOT SHIDDING AND I JUST DID IT ON YOUR CORPSE AGAIN NOW SHUT YOUR BITCH ASS UP YOU'RE SUPPOSED TO BE DEAD*
*GO TO THE BATHROOM AND SHIT, I CAN SMELL YOU.*https://youtu.be/GTomMm61Ixw
*THAT'S THE SMELL OF SUCCESS BITCH BREATHE IT IN*
*NUH NAH YEH... GET OUDDA MY ROOM...*
>letter thread>spams non letters and fictional drama instead
You're right. Eat shit, S.H.
>>85423108the letter thread is already 99% spam and whilst adding more isn't helping matters, it isn't exactly detracting from anything in here either
You're distracting the thread from its purpose, reuniting Mike and Maria.
mike needs to move on he'll be happier for doing so
Two more weeks until Maria realizes her mistake
that's right dig your heels in, retard. waste your life with unrequited love for someone who doesn't even acknowledge you enough to contact you except in your most fevered dreams.
Mike is a young man of 37 something years old, his heart is still pure as if he was born yesterday. He will have his Maria back and they'll goon on discord together on vc for the rest of their lives
>love and hatred are two sides of the same coin>If you hate someone you're actually obsessed and in love with themWho wrote this shit
No, no, it'sHate what is evilCling to what is goodan these bitches tryna cling but im jus2 slippy ahh
If you're sad then I want to cheer you up, you don't need to feel insecure you're fine the way you are but theres probably stuff going on I'm not aware of.
I ain't moving to Korea with you, crazy girl.Unless...
Last night I woke up and thought my reading pillow was him. The dreams persist and I think I like it.
Wow, what a lucky guy. Describe your obsession.
That is both a secret and something I can not quite remember right meow. I will let you know when more details come back to me.>>85424940Why Korea?
>>85425042Why not? It's silly anyway. She is a qt though.
>>85418848it's pretty easy actuallydoes the poster have a positive opinion of mike? then it's mikethat's it
I know one day you will be brave enough to respond. You need to reach out. You're only not desperate because you don't see anything good in life. Let me make it less miserable again. You don't have to love, just be my friend. You have surprised me at every turn. Can I surprise you too? By just caring about you despite everything and for nothing.
>You have surprised me at every turn. >Can I surprise you too? >By just caring about you >despite everything>and for nothing in return.I like it better when it rhymes like this.
>>85425541Youre salty some like mike.
>>85425695You've said this to her many times mike, its nice to see you consistently love her despite her mistake. Be honest though, you both are more than friendship. Way more.
HEY JUSTINREMEMBER WHEN YOU ABANDONED A KID ALONE WITH A DRUNK WEIRDO IN THE MIDDLE OF THE FUCKING WOODS?I DO, FUCK YOU
Can you block me, tell me you never liked me, that you hate me and never want to hear from me again. Do that to give me the strength to move on. If you won't do that then please be my friend and care for me. Don't leave things so up in the air. Empower me please. I beseech you.
you just take a turn on any guy that sticks around long enough. now im glad i never let you take one on me
>>85426406Obligatory "it's not my post" because I don't want her to stumble on it and think that I'd want her to block me
https://youtu.be/5da3D9ZfMQo
>>85426406Let's meet in vrchat when the Steam Frame comes out. I'll be using a Kermit avatar. You should be miss Piggy and make Oink noises to verify it's you. Deal?I can't wait to talk to you in person.I'll answer with: Iron and copper.
If none will love me then I'll try to love myself. Slowly building myself into someone you could love. It's so hard being alone.
>>85426833Keep a lifting routine going and things will improve over time, anon. Consistency and good form trumps weight.Get those buns burning.
>>85424946You're dreaming of reading a book while resting your head on his developed buns? Very wholesome with a pinch of danger. I like it.
>>85424743It may be true in some instances but I do know that one can hate someone without any love, for sure. It's hard to love someone you have heaps of disdain for after all.
Please treasure me.
i have got to get to the edge of sou. to carry on. what i beree in from the very sta gotta get to the edge of sou. to carry on, deep in ma haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa aaa aaa aaa aaa aaa aaa! *fiddle refrain*
You can't have my testicles, Maria
I wish you said it more. That you want to build yourself for my love. Maybe you would understand better and never forget that I already loved you and just wanted to see you happy. I can't bear that you now see this as a waste and don't even try.
>>85427701Say this to Mike directly>>85427786
spring is heeere, and the ice fuuuuucks oooooffffffffff (the endless sky and open seeeaaaa), i will saaaiilll, where the raven haaas fuucked oooofff (fly on black wings high and free)
I'm always the one left behind.
I wonder what makes me a bigger idiot. Not giving enough then or wanting to give much now?
I never cared about being left behind. I rejected more people that rejected me. I wouldn't really be devastated by someone having no feelings for me. I don't care that much about how attractive I am. I could always get someone. I guess it's good then that you were the one to leave me. I accused you of trying to get some kind of satisfaction from rejecting and breaking my heart for yourself. But if it's really something you enjoyed... You can have it.
You'll never see this but I'm going to be leaving. This is the beginning of my villain arc. When you eventually come back and tell me that you missed me. Don't want to hear it. You left when I needed you most.
let's talk about how you're such a victim of me being correct about you. lying to get people to fuck off is a talent and you're a persistent little cuss. However, I'm not lying when I say you're fucking disgusting and I really wish you'd just fuck off.
I don't miss you at all. But keep telling yourself that. You're still so fucking annoying. I can't even bring myself to like you as a person, because in my eyes you're not.You don't have feelings for anything, you're like the bitch from get out, but then again so is every single one of you skin walking whores.
Sometimes I feel like some of these are targeted towards me, but then I remember I don't have a social life. Life is good.
All you do is take prescription drugs and play addictive chinkware slop games.
NazYou wont win, I promise that. I dont care how long its been
Nazgul -original content goes here- Smart Tire
>>85428751>this is the beginning of my villain arcThis nigga cant be serious
i kno bb im so mysterious and ur name is sin ur such an edgy lil retard
Oh floribunda mirasol please post more
>>85410453hey idk why you're responding to this as it's not your initials and it doesn't have anything to do with youit's annoying and i don't do that to youugh whatever anyways the movie was a different one anyways which sucked but that's good actually cuz i don't wanna watch *that* one alone
I did what I could bro I took acid and saw myself growing up and I thought that's a good kid he tried his best now I die I hope the afterlife is real goodnight
Really? Because when I was viewing your vision, you looked like a little bitch.
Little fag man wants to view through my eyes as I goon for 3 hours. Get a hobby faggot.
>>85431611The fuck you best not know my username and password
If I offer you money you will probably just think that I'm trying to prey on a vulnerability you don't even have. Even if I do want to give you some as a reconciliation.
You know what? Being offered money makes me not very vulnerable ;)))
who coulda done this that snitch named rouge. when i catch her ima get her with these tools. there you are, come here little thief. think you can fly and get away quick? uh-uh! so give up the emerals, or die, I DON'T LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!
they really think they can play with my emerals lol
>>85431604If he was a good kid, he'd look at current you, and not be angry or upset. He'd feel bad, and want you to love yourself
totally spent and exhausted but i can't sleep
>>85432099duuuude fucking same i keep waking up
The only restitution I personally need for the shitshow that was the last year+ is an explanation of what the fuck happened here. In detail
>>85431648I think that is your hobby, watching other men jerk off.>>85431662Yeah no, let me just force this auth token error.It's hilarious, my crime was telling your retarded whore to kick rocks.
The collective "your" because, euch. Disgusting.
tfw the collective you're
Real reasons for things become conspicuous and fake reasons for things expire. Imagine that.
I'd settle for you but only you. Maybe years from now if my tragedy never ends
It is so ridiculously sweet yet cruel to tell me that I'm special and irreplaceable, that I deserve to be loved. To say all of those things but not be the person who will love me hurts too much. I know you weren't trying to hurt me but it still stings. This is very frustrating and I have no idea how you are. Would it be so wrong if I stood by your side in the dark?
>Have beef with a married guy>End up having to fight his morbidly obese wife in an arena>My weapon is a ring with tons of keys (like the ones of janitors but even heavier, about 5kg worth of metal) on it and a few cookie cutters>We toss that ball of metal at each other, both catching it to prevent a hard landing/damage>I toss it at her face and she misses it and it lands on her forehead, with the cookie cutters digging into her skull that the clump of metal sticks to her face and she's stunned for a moment from the unexpected impact>I pull her forward pulling on a chain hanging on her neck and she trips on her toes and lands face first on the compacted dirt floor>The cookie cutters dig deeper into her skull and she starts howling and spazzing out on the floor in rage before losing consciousness>I'm declared the winner, celebrated by the crowdsFreud, what does this dream want to tell me? The fuck? I woke up wondering how to apologize to her husband for fucking up her already hideous face.
>>85433371It will take me a long time to amass enough wealth to be worthy for you. Don't wait up.
My estimation of "one in a million" is surprisingly accurate. There are about one to two thousand girls like that in the world perhaps. The one that loves me and will be mine? Probably just one. It's just logic and math. Don't argue with it. Only a stupid man like me would not do everything to keep you and make you happy. I am willing to change and have you by my side. Forever.
>>85433980Very subtle attempt at neural programming there. Almost missed it.
I'm sorry you are dead because of me. I am a disgrace. I'm sorry I killed you
Just tell me you fucked another guy and found a boyfriend already. It's not that complicated. You know this will be effective at driving me away.
>>85433899It's a battler we ((could)) fight together
>>85434364>battler
No, I don't want to leave your life. Not yet at least. I can be your friend. Anything but treating you like you died already.
I know I'm wrong and I don't care. It's worth it to hurt you. Maybe you stupid assholes would get it one day, maybe for you it'd click. But I doubt it. Really doubt it.
>>85434807Shut your bitch ass up faggot. You're clearly deranged and whatever shit reasoning you came up with is probably extremely pathetic and laughable. Genuinely how much of a miserable cunt do you have to be to spend your days sending cryptic messages to people you know nothing abut.
>>85435758Stay absolutely assblastedly enraged, bitch.
>>85435783Implying you're not seething 24/7 to all the people your little ego has a problem with. If anyone deserve to get shitted on is you for being such a plague to the world :)
>>8543579424/7 is definitely an exaggeration, but that's your modus operandi. It's fine when you have had ill intent toward me from the beginning for absolutely no reason, but when I unearth that and then promptly tell you to fuck off I'm the worst person alive.Never ceases to amaze me the lengths of delusion you'll go to to damn me when whoever I'm aiming my sights at has been shitty to me behind my back from the get go.Sorry if that angers you. FUCK off.
Well, you succeeded. Although it wasn't really just you. I'd feel down on myself regardless. I feel weak pathetic, stupid, naive, awful. It's made worse by knowing that when I had something good in my life I didn't cherish it enough and failed badly. Failed you. You're probably the only person who's words matter to me. And turns out my worst thoughts are proven to me through what you said. You're so cruel you don't even go further and just pour your hatered on me. You could say how worthless I am and that I should fucking kill myself because I don't really deserve to be so optimistic and feeling even a little bit happy. I'd probably take it. It's better than not being aware. You should take your anger on me. I'm the one who deserves it.
you are not intricate or deep. you are just a dirty cocked little crybaby bitch who faps your dirty cock to midget cam porn.
How did I wrong you in our relationship? I wasn't perfect, but I also can't really think of how I "wronged you" outside of mishandling the break up. I admit there were lesser issues that I was in the wrong for, and I'm sorry for that, but last time I checked they weren't severe enough for you to want to leave the relationship over. Why do you even want me to come back now? So we can talk again for two more days then have another blowout and go back to being no contact? I'm not coming back, I have my own life now
you will NEVER be good enough for ME or ANYONE
How dare you question my intricacy.
I am just a sad weird man
Is it wrong to feel good that the pissing match is not toward me so far today? I do think that it is defined as gloating and it's better to be humble.
>>85438061I prob should have signed that to know it's me but meh, anywaysMyM,Sunlit rays of LoveIn warmth I drownI rememberMy lonely star aboveSo bloomAll of meTo youAs I hear you tell me>There's this empty part inside me Mike that needs you so fucking badly, I can't ignore it.>You're my dream come true Mike, I want you just as much as you want meAll of you made for me,YourM
Plaything is very upset she got abandoned and thought she had value. Lol
>>85438086Stop bragging about being narcissistic abuser Doom.
>>85438122Why? Did doom name drop u or smn?
>>85436680How am I supposed to get off without my gay interracial scatfur midget porn?
FAKE YANDERE
real yandere would only cum to their obsession so kys
The fuck you want me to do about it nigga
dont advertise urself as yandere if u really arent then
Put me in a fag bag with tiny Tim and we will have trouble
need insane bf that gets paranoid im looking at other men in public (when im not) and then spanks me until i bleed desu. oh and degrades me to lower my self esteem!
>>85438457>>85438468>>85438500I'm a cute yandere femboy, Marry is that you darling underaged waifu?
I know I love you. You mean the world to me. I don't know how to tell you so you'll hear and understand me. It's been years now and I've stayed for you. I pray every day for us and for you to see me for who I am just as you did when we spent time together.
Tonight is the eclipse, what loony shenanigans are about to happen?
>>85438484Prove you're a real yandere by getting issued a restraining order
>>85438762>EclipseThe loon is my state bird so I'll take that as a good sign
>>85400315>still no new contentIt's joever u.u
Raising my wife from the dead just to sperg her to suicide
I really admire your soul, and I find your conquest both sexy and terrifying. But I really do think there is something inside you that is beautiful. It is hard to say much with the conviction that I would wish for at the point of a sword, not that you have been at all vicious to me, but you are so large at your station. I hope this is not a trick because it does really does feel like you have a knife at my belly. I think you know everything about me, and everything that might hurt, and I surrender like a dog.I am sorry to use such harsh analogies but love has become so painful for me.
>>85439482What are you, fucking gay? Nice glaze 'mo
>>85438762I'm going to smoke a nice cigar and drink a big mug of Sleepytime tea under the blood moon. The way God intended
>>85439625You are not who was being written to
dont think for a sec I dont know its you calling me a tranny. Im not a tranny fuckface. also your ex is over at my place and we about to fuck
>>85440264Nice try, C. You wont get between Maria and I
August objective completed. Now to establish a regular routine and avoid going insane during the holiday build up. I still miss fren and thought I heard his voice in the cafe. Must be my imagination.
>>85440557>regular routine What's your routine look like? I need one myself. I figure if I get a good routine going I can fix my life and be worthy of my friend.
>>85439482>you are so large at your stationare you calling me fat
>>85440264Enjoying sloppy seconds *AND* thinking about the dude? They're right to call you a tranny, faggot.
>>85440643Right now working on a hiking series on one of those fancy video treadmills. It goes through the Grand Canyon and I am in the descent atm. I plan on doing a 5k for each month this fall, so I plan on 30 minutes of walking everyday. I have practice twice a week. Man I need to work on legs and core.
>>85440529stop responding to me and leave my gf Maria alone
I thought I was saving money for retirement but I guess it's "fuck you" money that will get used soonish to bridge the gap until I find a better job. Losing one of the few competent colleagues while we keep hiring incompetent nepos is the signal to jump ship I guess. I really thought I was building something here but I can't keep propping up work-shy parasites.This sucks.
>>85440529I didn't write this. Good job showing her you larp as me. Also I did not call you a tranny but makes sense you are one.
>>85440871You mean MY GIRLFRIEND. now apologize for wasting both our time.
>>85440862Do you also do resistance training? A strong posterior chain makes riding the bike fun again and I can ride on the lowest gear now on flats what felt way too hard before I started resistance training. Even everyday movements like walking up stairs feels like nothing. It's great.
>>85439482>but you are so large at your station>and I surrender like a dogt. chigurh to picrel
>>85440888this is just sad. she doesnteven think about you leave us alone
>>85440881The one thing I will show her is when I have all of the chaos emeralds, Mikelton. Then you will see
>>85441100She thinks about how she loves me still every day. I know that for a fact
YOU WERE SUPPOSED TO LOVE MEBLEED BITCH BLEED!!!!!!!!
>>85439482How nice of you to take up such words just to flatter me, little broken flower. I'm sorry, I don't know if it's a trick or not. You yourself don't even know how I am on the inside. You didn't even see my social side or heard my deeply embarrassing thoughts. I wonder if you know that I'm much worse as a person. You seem to like romanticized awfulness from your silly little songs you like. You never failed to put an option of your death on the table. I'll never take it. I decided that the only right thing would be to treat you as the most precious and treasured thing in the world.
DISLOYAL FUCKING BITCH I HATE YOUTRIES TO DOWNPLAY IT ONLY BECAUSE YOU GOT CAUGHT
>I wonder if you know that I'm much worse as a person.oh i know. i know all about your grooming of children and predatory behavior. i know about your hidden cam porn shit. it is blatantly obvious but you are not some le special monster. youre just a creepy faggot gooner bitch
>You never failed to put an option of your death on the table.you are literally a pussy thru and thru. you can fake project whatever image you would like on the internet and to an extent in person but there is only so much you can do.>romanticized awfulnessKEK! christ you are a pretentious IDIOT
>im le mastermind socio cause i love putting all these shallow level performances on teeheeno youre an bored insane narcissist kek. the real sociopaths of the world are robbing and killing people. you cowered in fear at a black homeless nigger who just wanted to beg for money. must be why you tried to prove something when you saw a sleeping defenseless the next time KEKKyou will never be a sociopath bitch stop making excuses to be a prick>but i made like 2 trannies suicide hehebitch puhlease normies do this everyday to regular people irl without blinking an eye
>you dont know how DARK and DEPRAVED muh thoughts arebitch you literally shove things up that fugly chocolate starfish i have a pretty good idea. youre a miserable angry seething little crybaby cretin
This schizo had his brain broken and I don't even know who he's talking about lmao
>>85441100You are not with herLarper. I know because you don't even know her fav snack
i just pound my fishy fleshlight while fantasizing about mind breaking you babygirl
>>85441941I take her to get some Paris Baguette pastries every week. well sometimes she doesnt want to leave our apt so I stop by and grab some on my way home from work. she likes eating the different flavor rolls they have. no seriously tho stop talking about my gf Maria. shes been feeling a lot happier ever since we met
i DO hate that fugly tranny hooker looking horse face bitch desualmost as much as i love getting under ur skin
>>85442067whomstvep
>>85442021Kek. That isn't her favorite. If you actually knew her she would tell you what it is.
To whom it may concern.My self-destruction should come as an expectation. If it seems as a surprise, then you are blind, deaf, and dumb. With all due respect.I reside in whatever lies beyond cold death.I hope I remain blind to this place. I hope that I will never see whatever depravity might continue in my absence.And, yet, paradoxically, I pray that whoever remains there can fix it.No living thing deserves to live in such abyssal chaos. There is no sin great enough to warrant such punishment.But those conditions remain. That fact, I refuse to accept it. I can recognize it as the truth, but I can never hold it to be the circumstances of mortal man. Maybe as the circumstances of demons or of monsters or of a creature beyond redemption.But not mortal man. Never as the circumstances of a creature so buffeted by the winds of chance.All that sophistry to say that the world is a remarkably un-fair place. And I will ALWAYS refuse to play un-fair games.
>>85442080https://youtu.be/TwT5nAFxAkk
>>85442080nigg wat
> i want a familylmao is that really what you THINK i want to hear ? its worse than i thought kek
>>85442089Nice song.It's a shame the people who write songs like that never suffer the things that inspire them.At least they're talented. I'm not too jaded that I can't celebrate that good fortune.>>85442105The world sucks. I don't want to be a part of it.At the same time, I wish it was better. Everyone deserves better.The world is made for monsters. But no one living in it is a monster.They deserve a better place to make their home.And that cruelty turns the whole world into a thing that is so sour that you're better off never participating.I can't make it simpler. If you can't understand, then you should do your best to better yourself.My descriptions aren't that complex, no matter how pretentious I sound.
>>85442142>It's a shame the people who write songs like that never suffer the things that inspire themDo you know anything about the singer?
you make me feel like this
Today's vibe:
>>85442149https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sixto_RodriguezApparently, he was a blue-collar guy out of Detroit. His stuff was never popular in the US, but went platinum in South Africa.The son of working-class immigrants.He ended up becoming pretty popular after American hipsters finally got ahold of his stuff. He died an old man with a somewhat celebrated career.The song in question is about wasting time and getting caught in cycles.Coming from a man who, while belatedly, ended up with some measure of fame and fortune; that message rings quite hollow and insincere.Fuck you for making me research this.
>>85442079It is now ever since I took her there for the first time. only the freshest and tastiest snacks for my lovely princess Maria.
From a thug to preaching churchI gave you love, now you eating dirtNeedin' work, and I ain't the nigga to put you on'Cause word is bondWhen I was broke, I had to hustle 'til dawnThat's when the sun came up, there's only one way upHold your head and stay upTo all my niggas, get your pay and weight up
>>85442194I don't like you at all and never will.
LJust take the L
WI collect as many of you as I can
W-I just want to hold you all night-Gamer
>>85442213Nah, not true. How about about this, what country is she from?
Girl gets horny on main and then complains her bad opsec was taken advantage of. So silly. My autistic princess.
Here the little flower bloomIn the longest midnight gloomToo scared of the morning sun.No true answers yet but one.Too scared of a little rain.Again it is naught but pain.All over the floor it is,I wonder who ever sees.Do you wonder who knows?Never would I boast.
>>85444022Sunlit rays of LoveIn warmth I drownI rememberMy lonely star aboveSo bloomAll of meTo youIf you falter, if you fallI accept all of youIts never too late for the truthI love you for it. Inherit forgivenessThe star above remembersTo dwell with youA dream of home Our first touchPromise fulfilled
>see therapist>she's going to help you cope with all the trauma is everyone is inflicting on you>this strong professional expert>recall countless events, little snapshots of reality, that prove everyone is mistreating you>the therapist records these observations in her medical science notebook>everyone just refuses to be a good person like you and that's why you're so misunderstood>you can tell by the therapist's face that she's in awe of all the challenges you've overcome>one day the therapist asks if all the help you give the world could possibly sometimes be interpreted as criticism>what a stupid question>the therapist probably isn't even a good person and she's just using some checklist she got from some weekend course and maybe if she didn't spend so much time on her makeup she would know what helping people means but she just wants people in and out of there to maximize the money she gets and really all these dumb little conditions are just made up by people who want attention anyway everyone should just grow up and stop being so negative and actually psychiatric medications are just a big trickNo seriously, how many times?
If I ever figure out which TDN person still stalks and harasses me, by the way, I am going to find them and physically assault them.This is a threat.
>>85442167It can't be true. You don't go on dates. I'm sorry, you know. I'm trying.
If you ever want a big payday in court, just let me figure out which one you are.
you are an autistic midget gooner loser cunt i will never love you no matter how much you claim you will change. pdf rapist tier gooners never change. you are dogshit at driving btw.
im just pretending to care. you dont make me feel bad about myself at all. you know that, right? i know you only want me. its really obvious how lonely you are and i kinda like it desu
>>85444912>>85444973googoo gaga pussys
>>85444999>you dont make me feel bad about myself at all. you know that, right? i know you only want mewhat sound does a cuckoo bird make? no sound at all, no sound at all
>>85444973your impotent seethe is pathetic as fuck and the fact you deign to waste your life around people you have this much antipathy for actually makes you the cunt, a huge gaping one, get some friends you fucking dimwit
>>85445108once u hit a certain age u realize everyone hates everyone
Okay it took me a minute to recover. You almost had me caring lol
>>85445362It's always some early 20s or late teens ahh head saying foolish shit like this.If you were older and more mature you'd realize most people are exactly like you, in such that they are only worrying about themselves and those closest to them. They give no thoughts to random strangers. They're all in their own little stories and you're just another background character to them. Just as they are to you.
>>85445477yeah we are all changing all the time
duuude that's so deep wow like whoa were all peopleeee dude brooo can you like... like we're all the same mannn
>>85445759we all share the same sewer systems(literally deep)these messages are being transmitted through underwater pipes(more deeper)
Yeah and you drink filtered piss. Really not deep at all faggot.
Hi you, I don't know who you are anymore but I do miss you. There's a lot of pain in my heart. I wish you cared. I'm not fitting in. I'm failing. Do you think about me? Probably not... This is hard to write. Everything seems hard these days. I wish I wasn't so lonely. I'm just plain awful. I'm struggling so much. I don't recognise anyone as a friend. I'm surrounded by strangers. Nobody misses me. Nobody calls or texts me. I must be awful. If I ever get a friend, I'll be happy. Just one friend. I was really so bad and now nobody wants to associate. I'm crying a little bit, finally. Another night alone. Always alone. From, me.
>>85445973no it was a jokesee underwater pipes are physically deep under the ocean? and sewer systems are underground
>>85445362That's wrong. I really loved your mother Jimmy-K Wheezer
>>85446058Creamy and I are concerned.
nah i dont think it was he wanted to get me high and fuck that night easy pussy style because he was in severe drought. then ghost
I want your brain and perceptions. while you are mercilessly choking me in bed, of course
>>85446058That's rough. I hope you find your way.
>>85446205Wow that's so funny ha haJust outright hilarious. Do stand up.
yeah sorry buttercup i dont think stacy wants a taste of those not very tempting dry cracked lips
Because fat haggard cunts are, "Stacy." What a joke.
so so full of hate
so so obsessed you have to hack my devices, anyway you enjoy watching me talking to all kinds of cool women?
I can't do it so I'll just suffer until the day comes.
i enjoy seeing the customer service smile and looks of annoyance they give you
>>85448034over a midget porn addiction?
>>85448054Do you love watching us cam together, too? Sometimes she watches.
"Annoyance" because I'm looking for any excuse to shuffle their ass the fuck away and they know it.>I actually really like youAnd I actually really don't care ;)>Why are you doing this...For fun :DYeah, I'm so heartbroken actually.
It would feel great to have you in my lap in my arms while we watch a movie on the projector. -m
But yeah, go out of your way to add me on fake accounts, I'll pretend like I don't recognize you if you send some ass. You can even see my six and a half inch thick dick if you play nice cunt.
>>85448071>bragging about being gooner loserkek. the absolute state of american men
nobody wants to see ur putrid fishy pen dick
>>85448257You sound intolerable and annoying.
>>85448294I love it. Especially that she's okay with it. Someone's jealous. If you're a cute girl I can pen you in next week, bbg
> watches porn for 8 hours daily on brave browsermommy will never catch me
>>85448304Are you sure? I get it sucked every night and she holds it when I send pics. ;3>>85448316Aww, I don't give a fuck sissy
>>85448331>I'm just making shit upWho are you trying to target, here, exactly? Your desperation is showing.You have a problem with my hardcore midget porn? It's 2026, it's normal watching midgets wrestle on laxatives and slipping and cursing at each other in a kiddie pool.If you're not jerking off to that you're probably a fucking normal fag, and should kill yourself.
*rubs my unwashed greasy fish dick all over your face and lips*yeah you like that femtwat? I've been taking lots of omega 3, i know you like it extra stinky. I've even been saving the cheese for you
>>85448335Look at you projecting how you are transgender.
>>85448335Making that emoji uwu face when typing is a tell tale sign you are trans. Work on your projecting your own issues on others.
>>85448452Only women and faggots respond to me, which are you?
>>85448462Uh-oh Mike is sissy triggered kek. This is the common beta faggot response. A new shade of green was just discovered plastered across this retard's ugly mug. You watching sissy hypno rn bro? Mike you're a cute girl, you're a cute girl Mike kek, keep responding to me and obviously jerking off kek, hey faggot there are women out there you could talk to, right? not other men with two body counts higher than yours?
>>85448504You know there are more people online than just him right? You are delusional and it seems you're projecting your own assumptions onto me. Everything you described originates from your own imagination
>>85448739Oh, of course. My mistake, Not Mike. Grand Canyon Hatchback, Great View. $500. Thanks.faggot
>>85448763I don't know what you are rambling about. If you could take your feminization fetish elsewhere. Thanks
SAre you happy with what you did?
>>85448795Keep crying, you pathetic ugly retard. You are a sissy. You cry online 24/7 about a 17 year old bitch that never gave a fuck about you. It's hilarious. She's probably 23 now and long forgotten the week or two you ERP'd on discord you delusional cuck.
I found where you work, bitch. I wouldn't try it. Two fah one speciaw.
>>85448834And can I get an eggroll wit it ?
>>85448858grape leaf ain't free and that shit wrap tight
>>85448909I said eggroll, not sarma
>>85448923i mean no soaked and canned they're ehhh +.5 do wo wo w
>>85448834Wtf why are you stalking her?
>>85448816You are delusional and projecting, some kind of mental disorder with how you are sick in the head assuming who I am and have an entire dialogue you threw up at me. Whatever story you want to tell yourself to make you feel better because we both know you have no worth. GL being such a immature whiny pos. I'm ending this conversation because frankly I don't see any value in conversing with you. You actually make me feel like I want to actively ghost you. So I'm doing that.
>>85448958I dunno, why do I do anything? :) Why do you breathe? Why do you eat, drink, piss and shit? Do you have an answer?Stalking *her*? It's actually quite the opposite but you probably wouldn't believe me
>>85448964shut up faggot, imagine being more unlikeable than someone like me
>>85448985She's stalking you, so you're stalking her back?
>>85449022Women are traitorous whores who will take money to be bad actors.
>>85449058You okay? Were you cucked? Are you the anon that was stalked by the red headed ginger?
>>85449087No thats me, and I just had a potential career ruined because of it.
>>85449087Nope! I'm just delusional and making things up to justify my hatred. I bet she was so hurt by me and that really satisfies me to a certain extent. It also hurts but it feels better than it hurts :)
>>85449113Why didn't you sue her.
>>85447923Is this a joke like micro-schlongs being average sized pp?
>>85449124Was she asian? Why didn't you get closure from her?
>>85449128I know my above average dick (6.5x4.8) (that has literally felt wet pussy melt and cum on it while telling me they love me and my cock) is just too small to ever satisfy a woman with a totally gaped bad dragon cavernous echoing vagina :((((
>>85449127Nobody believes or caresBut yeah I was about to get a good job but they claimed I omitted certain mental health information
>>85449130I have closure, I blocked her twice.
>>85449170Why are you still seething about her?
>>85449181Because blocking her twice wasn't enough so I went on the offensive. Problem?
>>85449198Kek you're retarded anon. I think you've become obsessed with her.
>>85449216She's added me on several different platforms and literally posted here after I told her to fuck off, I think you're fucking retarded and again if it's none of your concern why don't you take your snide pseudo lonely mop sopping dry ass living by proxy ass elsewhere? Or do you just want attention too?
Leave me alone I don't want to be your friend, you burned your bridge with me and now there's nothing left. Dude I can't keep doing this
Aw... :( tell me how it hurts
Stop adding me on cringe yandere accounts fucking retard. This all started literally over two years ago. We never even spoke and you got this insane obsession. Just kill yourself. You're fake as shit.
>>85449287Has Maria finally come?
>>85449308Duude I hit Maria so hard with the color sensitization she came instantly
All Mike nonbelievers should be excommunicated The second coming of Maria WILL happen
>>85449257>>85449287>>85449322>>85449356Unbelievably off track
>>85448504>>85448816You do have mental issues. That anon was not me. >>85449308Retard. >>85449287 is not me
>>85449356Cool. Good to know maria.
>>85449457Really, retard? I have mental issues? Holy shit, how on earth do you figure you dull non-reflective fucking terminal autist?
I had a rough day today. I'm tired. I wish you were here, I wish that I could just melt into you.
>>85449578You projecting your garbage on others, your obsession and wierd fantasies of me. Even what you just went off on me about in this post, all your own projections of your own insecurities. It's like a toddler who only screams at others that "no everyone else shit their pants, but not me, I would know because wherever I go next to others, it smells like shit"
>>85449815Shut your faggot ass up and go fashion a noose in your cuck shed.
>I'm sorry mike. I watched your side and all I can say is I'm sorry. I'm not a kind person and I ruin everything around me and my relationships. I'll send you a package soon. Do you love me?>With a letter. >I do love you. How can I love someone with my entire being when I can't love myself? -->I can't do cam, I can't do call, I can't do text. It makes me want to puke. Do you choose for me to be yours, as much as I want you to be mine>I do>You have to wait for meI love you maria with all my heart and I will wait as long as you need>I love you too, that makes me feel at ease. >Mike,my sun, my big star>I hope you see this. I got your package and it made me so happy to know I'm still your moon. -- I want to know how things have been, it's selfish of me to ask this way. I'm sorry, don't hate me. I still love you so much.>I promise it will be Mike and maria at the beach someday, if you even still want to see my face --My feelings for you never changed >I thought they didI needed your words and now I have them>I have could of done better, but I don't know whats wrong with me. I hope this puts you at ease too.
>>85449855She matters more to me than your harmful words and intent does. So I keep my promise I made her. I stay for her.
>>85448034huh how fitting
None of that love talk is from you to me. That... hurts. You don't even try to read my dms, maybe you don't even think about me. I don't know why. Maybe you can't. Somehow it turned out that you did not just forget or moved on. But why? Well, I know why. You don't have anyone else who would try. All the sweet girls say the same words and phrases as you once did. This "love" is such an obstacle. You dislike people so much you could only talk to me and only when you were in love, obsessed. Now there's noone. I can't let you die.
All I know is we were honest with each other completely. Accepted all of each other. Understood and compatible with each other is ways so much more than we ever have known elsewhere. Made for each other, complete each other, fulfilled and each others happiness. Each other's home. Chose each other over all else. Then we lost each other to something outside of what we desired with each other. I've stayed for you, I've continued to love you the same as I did the last time you looked in my eyes and told me you loved me more and were so excited to come home to me.
Keep slipping into dreams of us
It took two years but I'm over you I think. I looked up your socials, as I often do, and for the first time you felt like a complete stranger. I still regret that it ended this way, because my life would probably have been better with you in it, but at least it did end, on my side too.
I'm going to hate you for the simple fact that you walked out of my life and took my happiness with you.
>>85449198beta sissy fag
>>85450803>You complete me>I complete you>Nothing will ever change thatI'm thankfulmymoon and I will always see each other, all of each other. Ultimately choosing each other .home. >>85450935I have faith and hope in my love, my girl
>>85451157What's your @? I didn't mean to make you feel left out, bbg
>>85451238what are you talking about schizo? i'm certainly not whoever the fuck you think i am.
>>85451238>I have faith and hope in my love, my girl
>>85451238What are you planning on doing for the 5th anniversary for your loss of communication? Yes yes I know she's constantly "writing" to you throughout *all* of 4chan, every person who uses certain words or is a woman that cuts herself is her, but I mean officially?
>>85451294Why do you keep seething.
>>85451940i'm not seeing an @ bbg do u send