Thread for discussions about selfharm and mutual supportanother day another thread :>helllo all>How are you doing today?>Any plans for today?>When was the last time you hurt yourself?>Why did you hurt yourself?>Is there anything bothering you right now?
cool helpful links>a long list of self harm alternatives (thank you muddy):https://imgur.io/a/7Q2zgw7>a first aid post cuting:https://www.lifesigns.org.uk/first-aid-for-self-injury-and-self-harm/>a wound care guide:https://docs.google.com/document/d/1CsvJs8qNCVkHWHKekMSmCn6qn0GBEcgnq9fIqlA6Uv0/mobilebasic> bpd workbook:https://d-pdf.com/book/1781/read> bdbt (dialectical behavioral therapy)workbook is intended for BPD but can work for anyone:https://cursosdepsicologia.com.ar/wp-content/uploads/2021/05/THEDIA1.pdfPlease don't post any drastic images and if you have to, spoiler them
>>85415256Hallu /cat/, whats up?>>How are you doing today?Well enough. I'm spending the next 7 hours studying for some certifications.>>Any plans for today?Studying.>>When was the last time you hurt yourself?Many months ago.>>Why did you hurt yourself?Frustration with something?>>Is there anything bothering you right now?That the threads kinda slow....
>How are you doing today?Today I feel sad. I want someone to obbey, take care and use me, so I don't be a waste >Any plans for today?I have no plans. Nothing is useful anymore. My friends don't like me .>When was the last time you hurt yourself?The last time I hurted myself was when I offered the controls of the electricity that hurts me to some girls, so they could electrocutate me every time I was not good and teach me.Is there anything bothering you right now?Life is so sad, I feel like I'm in a gray sand desert.
>>85416227hello o/>whats up?chill day >next 7 hours studying for some certifications.D:best of luck!sounds difficult and tiring, man I hate studying when, I think back to having to studying for finals I'm so glad I don't have to do that anymore >months ago.good work! :D >threads kinda slow....it's normal, it every so often switched between being slow and fast>>85416253hey :>>don't be a wasteyou're not!>My friends don't like me .sad, are you sure about it?>controls of the electricity that hurts me to some girlsand they went with it?
>>85416307sad, are you sure about it?Yes, I'm sure, my friends just left me on read and I feel sad.and they went with it?No they weren't (^-^)Your links seem kinda useful. Do you like science on youtube ?
>>85416307Thank you for existing once moreDo you have any plans for tomorrow ? :)
>>85416359>left me on read and I feel sad.maybe they just can't respond now?or maybe it is time to get some new friends do you know them irl?>they weren't (^-^)that's good (if I'm understanding correctly)>Do you like science on youtube ?eeh sometimes but I'm not a huge sciencehead, are you?
>>85416405>Thank you for existingoh no problem ^^and thank you for being nice >plans for tomorrow ? :)I wanted to go on a bikeride but it's supposed to rain so I'll just stay inside
>>85416425No, I don't know them in real lifeI love seeing science cutly animated and things like that :)
Thank you. You seem so nice, I love your images
>>85416448>don't know them in real lifehow long have you known them for?ig if they don't like you at least maybe they'll be easier to replace>science cutly animatedgot any channels you reccomened?Not science but I like little animations a lothttps://youtu.be/hdxp8Ny2V3Ethis one is very cute also there's a channel called fileto that I like>>85416467you are welcome :>your images are cute too!
>>85416521I've met them for 7 years.Haha Funny video. Sometimes when you loose you coin happends. Bit embarrased xd.I like these channels too:https://youtube.com/shorts/MgIEC5x87dI?si=2hb20edoZz2K1Y4Ghttps://youtube.com/shorts/sMXTNTvcSV4?si=v_c5AroCZ77c4NpdThanks for posting. Good night !!
>>85416622>met them for 7 years.woa that's a while...>Bit embarrased xd.yep^^>like these channels too:thanks!>Good night !!you're going to sleep?goodnight sleep tight ^^
>>85416640Thank you for making me so happy and not lonely <3. We can still talk a bit. Do you have any worries lately ?
>>85416746>making me so happy and not lonely <3.glad I could help a little c:>Do you have any worries lately ?not really, well I have some but I'd rather pretend they don't exist, and if I don't talk about them I don't have to think about them Btw I'm in bed rn and I'll be sleepin soon tooI barely slept last night
>>85416911Good night ! Sleep peacefully and deeply ^^
>>85416911>>85416965Sleep well my cat and bird frens
>>85416965thank uu>>85417034helo meowhow's it?I'll read your rply tomorrow
>>85417065It's ok I guess cat bro. I have to meet with a doctor next month because they think I'm crazy. Hopefully I don't get sent to a ward
>>85417080Why you think you are crazy ?
does anyone go outside with short sleeves? some of my scars are hypertrophic and i feel embarrassed and retarded in any situation where anyone could see them. but some of my favorite clothes reveal my arms and thighs. should i just not care
>>85417104I sometimes have dissociative episodes where nothing feels real. I guess they're worried I might do something dangerous during one of these episodes
>>85417109If you think of them as battle scars, sigms of the things you've survived maybe that will help. When I see someone with self harm scars I typically think they've got a stronger character than others
>>85417119Don't do anything that could harm you :(. You have a ton to live to demostrate your strenght and persistance. Did you ask what you illusions mean .
>>85417196I don't have a lot to live for, in fact a lot of people actively want me dead. I don't really hallucinate desu. It's like viewing reality behind a thick pane of glass, where I can see and hear what's around me, but it all feels numb and muted, like my body isn't really mine, just that i'm pulling its strings like a puppet. Or sometimes it still feels like I'm dreaming and if I can't physically feel something then it's just a mirage
>>85416227Certifications are awesome. I did aws certification that allowed me to do cool websites. You could put that in a job interview :)
>>85406826>just don't let it slide for too long.Yeah definitely, I'm pretty sure I secured work 2 weeks from now so I'll be doing that at least. I'll get back to the gym around the same time.>Agni and Sun a lotPutting their names side by side, I only now notice the similarities, wonder what it means...>similar storyWhat's the short of it?>which makes me laugh in moments i'm probably not meant to.Can't say I've had that? Maybe reading chainsawman but not fire punch.>>85406921>back and forth in the fanbase about if yoshiki/hikaru is a thing or notHow wouldn't it be? I get that he's a spirit/demon thing, but they probably have similar capacities for love like the animals they haunt. They've already made sacrifices for each later, gotta count for something.>tropy bl stuff has it's place, but that's more of a guilty pleasure most of the timeWell said, they work fine as guidelines but having the character fit squarely into the trope is where it gets lame.>i'll see if i can remember the name.Did you?>horror/mystery showsI meant the romance genre actually, I've never seen a horror or mystery show before.>only vania you need to play is symphony of he nightIt's actually overrated imo after playing. It nails literally everything else (enviroments, soundtrack, sound design, scale, gamefeel etc etc) but falls completely flat in terms of difficulty. Past the first doppelganger fight the game basically plays itself, without scaling enemies alucard is free to walk around 90% of the castle with no real combat challenge.>>85416307>it's normal, it every so often switched between being slow and fastMakes sense makes sense>glad I don't have to do that anymoreAt least this is all straightforward multiple choice, still it's a lot of work...>>85417293I'm not really into web design or programming, was getting a CPR/FirstAid certification.
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>>85415257bpd workbook link doesnt even work thanks a lot now im splitting you fucking piece of shit fuc kou seriosuly why did you even think that was useful in the first place are you forreal and genuinely if you even thought it in the first place why even bother thinking about anyone else? you're pathetic and will never help anyone. stop tricking people into your false sense of self help and realize th meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow
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>>85420102Hello! How was your day ?I also like this shorts xd.https://youtube.com/shorts/vclcYMPyAOg?si=VmfXa87LCJCVY_Si
>>85420707hey ^^ >How was your day ?I'm thinking what to do today it's raining but I might go on a short walk to the storealso idk if I should play something ot make something How r you?>also like this shorts xd.haha that's how I eat sometimes, tho not only when I'm alone :>
>>85417080hii>because they think I'm crazy.uh ohbest of luck with that, maybe if you don't do anything concerning until then you could convince them you're okay?do you feel okay btw?>>85417109helloI feel it's all very subjective, how do you feel about it? I personally think as long as the scars are well healed it's no one's business that they're visible >favorite clothes revealI think if you like those clothes you should wear them and not care about anyone's opinion ^^ >>85417449>sense makes senseyep something there's a period when they thread stays up for days sometimes it was just me and yuanon in the thteadsit comes and goes >all straightforward multiple choicyou have to today?beesst oof luuckk
>>85418547>link doesnt even workwhoops didn't notice, sorry >and realize th meow meowme when I drink the cat potion
>>85420869I really don't know how to feel
>>85421025why? did something bad happened? or r u just feels strange for no reason?
>>85421058I failed in driving test practice exams so I can't go volunteering or close events like video game events. I don't have a job until I get government job exam. And my friends are sad they think government workers are useless that I should research quantum computing or make a business. Morover I feel a bit sleepy because I sleep all nights with law's audio for the exam.
>>85421104noo he's drinking juice of sadness >failed in driving test practiceDxcan you try again? I failed me driving test too at first >volunteering or close eventsis this a job you'd like to do?>research quantum computing or make a businesslol whatthey don't seem like good friends, also they're wrong>sleep all nights with law's audio for the exam.so you didn't sleep well?when is the exam?
>>85421104btw sending hugs to u!yeah like I said don't listen to your friends
>>85421164Thank you ^^. I will try again in the future. My first attemp on the exam will be in 25 days so maybe I should improve my audios by making them my own voice, don't know.
>>85421321ur welcome >exam will be in 25 dayswoa that's a lot of time at least >should improve my audioshm idk if that's a good idea of listening to those I'm worried it might make you not sleep well
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>>85420891>beesst oof luuckkThanks, I'm in the process of completing it right now. Had some jerk chicken and rice on my break, was pretty good. The training is easy, should be out soon.>sometimes it was just me and yuanon in the thteads it comes and goesMakes sense makes, gotta go now actually cya
>>85422497>I'm in the process of completing it right nowwell them tell me how it went? if ur done >chicken and rice onniceI'm making some tomato sandwich rn :3>gotta go now actually cyaokay see ya !!
>>85423279>well them tell me how it went? if ur donePassed :D I was the first to finish too, super easy.>I'm making some tomato sandwich rn :3Looking it up it's looks good, never heard of it before.>>85421104>should research quantum computing or make a businesslolwut these seem like pretty demanding work prospects to pick on a whim>>85417109I just cut outta sight so I can wear short sleeves and shorts freely.
>>85423939Yeah, I'm at home all day chatting to remote people that don't answer me so, but I can dream infinitely, that doesn't mean I will ever have the time to do that, because I'm so distracted with already infinity video-games
>>85423939I also don't have a job yet haha and failing 1 subject in third collegue degree forces me to do another 1 more that was at the same time and the end of degree project this year
>>85423939I feel a bit weird being so remote, but also my school friend is going to Barcelona which is very far away from where I live
>>85423939>Passed :D:DDgood work !>looks goodoh it's just bread, butter, tomatoe slices, salt, boom tomato sandwich >>85424055>end of degree project this yearI dropped out of uni
>>85424128Really ? Why did you dropped out ? Do you have a plan ?
>>85424199>Why did you droppedcouldn't pass crap>Do you have a plan ?nope
>>85424219That sounds sad, you would need a job. My friend also fled out of collegue but then got hired after hacking in hackthebox.com. But I dont know what could you do in your situation
>>85424219He said, you need to be humble, do a presentation that sounds you sent to all companies, but then modify a bit so it adjust a bit more to that company, values, etc
>>85424219I talked to the hiring proffesional of abanca. He said I should not use linkedin. I should use hiring apps for people without experience
>>85424246>sounds sadit's okay dw >hired after hackingcool, ye I'm too dumb to do something like that loll>dont know what could you do inme to but whatcannyadoI'll just let life roll>>85424267>should not use linkedinyep, it's a miserable place>should use hiring appswell good luck with those :>I think you mentioned this, but what sort of job would you like to have?
>>85424219Did you try to get a job ??
>>85424293I'm studying for the exam because that exam could give me a permanent government job. It's an exam for a permanent safe government job
>>85417449>I'm pretty sure I secured work 2 weeks from now so I'll be doing that at least. I'll get back to the gym around the same time.sounds like a plan. what kind of job is it?>wonder what it means...i'm not sure that there's much meaning beyond the fact that they're both related to fire and fujimoto thought it was kinda neat.>What's the short of it?hm. been some time that i thought about it at all. it was a fantasy story about people gaining strange powers granted by a cosmic entitiy. ending was supposed to be similar to the fire punch one, but instead of it being the end, it would have been the beginning of something new. sorry for being cryptic, but at this point it's just some images i can pull from memory.>Can't say I've had that?i think that some of the characters are a bit too blunt when it comes to exposition, but that's pretty much it.>How wouldn't it be?because some people really can't handle the fact they liked a story with gay characters. same happened with yuri on ice, though the self-censorship in that series didn't help.>I get that he's a spirit/demon thingthat was just the author trying to not have to state the obvious. it's what soures me on the story a bit.>having the character fit squarely into the trope is where it gets lame.i get where you're coming from, but a good storyteller will be able to create a compelling story out of the most basic and formulaic elements you can think off. it's not about what you use, but how you use it. that said, i agree that exposure to overused tropes can get exhausting.>Did you?took me a bit. it's called heartless by masumi nishin. it's explicit, though.>I meant the romance genre actually, I've never seen a horror or mystery show beforeyeah. took me a while until i realized what kind of romance stories i enjoy. after that i read a lot of it and now that has slowed down again. interest always comes and goes in waves.
>>85417449>falls completely flat in terms of difficulty.at this point i prefer that to enemies that bend over backwards to hit you at the time you least expect it, flail at you for minutes while you get a single hit max and when you go for a second one you were "greedy" or levels that are build not to challenge, but to frustrate you. like i'm playing mortal shell 2 right now and there's beartraps all over some areas, but when you step in one, your character opens ans resets them, so you can step in them again. only way do disable them is to use ranged combat, but you maybe get 6 shots and then there's 20 of those traps hidden in the area. it's just an annoying waste of time and health. i also want a certain amount of challenge, but just don't waste my time.
>>85424296nopeemaybe soon tho>>85424309>exam could give me a permanent governmentsounds sweet hopefully the job doesn't suck>>85424464yellohow r u?
>>85424503hey catbro! (^-^)>how r u?i'm fine. just feeling a bit strange. like i'm tired but don't feel like sleeping for some reason. today just felt off in general.also skipped through the gamescom onl stream and only saw a single game i found somewhat interesting. it's an mass effect clone called exodus and it has octopodes piloting mechs, so that was kinda nice. what about you?
>>85424503If I give money I could talk to people. I could even talk to ElRichmc. I'm his fan. That's what I want. Would you take it ?
gettin a bit eepy>>85424557>just feeling a bit strangedang itig it happens I feel you've been like that last year too and it got worse in the winter>skipped through the gamescomye no point in watching it all >that was kinda nice. gonna buy it?>what about you?today was rainy and cold, I mainly mapped but also I went on a little walk to the store>>85424604I'm sorry I'm not sure I completely understand uDo you mean would I take the government job?ye I probably would just to see what sort of stuff goes on there
>>85424557>skipped through the gamescomYeah. I also skipped the gamescom and saw the single game I saw interesting and I knew what it was because it was filtred. Afterworld, from paradox Interactive
hey peeps o/had a really fun day today even tho i stayed at home. finally got to work on my lil project again! hope everyone is doing alr!!
>>85424747I mean Do you have or see yourself with a job in the future ?
>>85424604hi birdy! o/>>85424747>I feel you've been like that last year too and it got worse in the winteryou're right. i guess i don't know what to do with myself. let's hope it won't get worse.>no point in watching it alli can deal with the bad trailers, but the cringe in between is hard to suffer. also: unreal engine is a blight. everything looks the same.>gonna buy it?i need to see more before i make that decision. also depends on the price.>today was rainy and cold, I mainly mapped but also I went on a little walk to the storebest way to spend a day like that. it's getting colder here, too. need to get used to that again. what did you get at the store?>>85424813>Afterworld, from paradox Interactiveah, yes. i didn't pay much attention to it, because it was just a cinematic trailer. no gameplay as far as i can tell. do you know what kind of game it is?>>85424847hi yvki! >had a really fun day today even tho i stayed at homethat's usually the fun days for me as well. ^^ what did you do?>my lil project again!how's that coming along?>hope everyone is doing alr!!i'm ok. just getting very tired and will probably fall asleep soon.
>>85424889Hii Yuanon!! ^^. What is Exodus' genre and what do you expect from the game ? Does it have cooperative mode ? Afterworld will be an strategy game were you could choose an story to start with and should be kind of sandbox, kind of explore story driven scenarios and make decisions with that, and with a bit of economic management.
>>85424847What project are you working on ?
