my bf broke up with me a few days ago on my birthday bc i'm autistic af and don't know how to express my feelings. now he ignores me whenever he walks past me at uni. how am i supposed to not kill myself?
>>85417965>Because I'm autisticObvious dishonesty, what was his actual reasoning?
I don't know. What the fuck do you expect me to tell you? I'm a truecel khhv who has never touched or fucked or cummed into a woman. Find a new boyfriend.
>>85417980NTOPbut did you stop reading there?>don't know how to express my feelingsThis comes with the territory of autism.
>>85417986I read the whole thing. Care to explain his actual reasoning?
>>85417965be my gf insteadI'm autistic and my family abused me so I'm extremely lonely and loving also I have a huge cock and will fuck you way betterI am a master of cuddling
>>85417965Maybe your bd wasn't worth it and he did you a favor but fuck me what do I know
>>85417997>I'm autistic She's already been pre-used by Normie cock
>>85418006i don't careI'm hypersexual and have no refractory periodnot only am i extremely loving and will bebe loyal for life but i fuck like a horse or a werewolf and will pump her full of so much cum she will carry my children for the rest of her lifeI've already had a girl begging for my babies but because I'm autistic she just ghosted me since she couldn't stop comparing me to her abusive ex since she's evil and judges people by things they never did
>>85418021keep delusionposting this is entertaining
Your two options are to get up on some new dick so that he wants to kill himself more than you want to kill yourself, thus cancelling out your suicidal desires; OR figure out why you can't express your feelings and find ways to express them that aren't overly laborious for a partner.
>>85417980on my bday i was in a really bad mood. he tried to talk to me but i was really upset abt some things that happened that night and i threw a little bit of beer at him (on his shirt) bc he wouldn't stop yelling at me and i didn't know how to handle the situation. i know what i did wasn't okay and i was being a bitch, but i don't think it's reasonable to end a 4-year relationship over this :(
>>85418062He's not ending a 4-year relationship over beer. The beer was simply the final straw. It means that he had been putting up with some negative aspect of you for so long and had finally had enough.
kill yourself faggott original
>>85418062its good you two broke, yall suckgo find new dick, get friends, and therapy idk
>>85417965dont you have any mean spirited revenge plots that you fantasize about? literally get a new bf quickly , just some handsome trophy bf that is taller and better looking than him, and put on a super happy fake smile, and hold his hand and walk around campus, and make sure you have that "glow" about you in your face, so you like you just had the best sex of your life. i promise your bf will be secretly malding in his room after seeing that
>>85418062Whatever happens, it's for the best nona.I also just recently got broken up with after 4yrs. It'll take 6 months to a year to fully get over it. Just don't stop trying, keep moving forward, and you'll be just fine :)
>>85418066yeah :( i tried to be a good gf even though we have our differences. i've lived alone since i was 19, while he still lives with his parents (and that's okay) but i feel like i've matured and grown so much more as a person because of everything i've had to deal with on my own. it pisses me off that he can just throw everything away because of one thing i did once. he doesn't seem to understand that no relationship is perfect, people make mistakes, and people deserve to be forgiven.
>>85418092nah my heart is pure :'(
>>85418096ty :') everything heals, even if it takes time
You probably weren't giving up enough pussy. I'd need my gf to fuck me at least 2 times a day or else she'd get dumped.
>>85418186Correct :) my advice is to develop your individuality again. Find some things you enjoy, topics, hobbies, aesthetics, etc. That's been my focus at least
>>85418062you sound exactly like my ex and she was a major cancer in the bumglad i am rid of herdont pursue him, you will get hurtmy ex kept trying to contact me and i had to shut her down in an increasingly confrontational way each time
>>85418021Proof that autism doesn't mean shit all for being an incel.
>>85417965Keep posting here I'm sure it will work outbut really, closure - which you got, and time.and trying CD.
>>85417991She has probably mistaken her mental illness for autism
>>85417965do you shave? do you do anal? do you swallow cum and piss? whats it like fucking an autistic girl? do you cum quick? do you deepthroat? do you moan? how often would you fuck?
>>85418062It's reasonable to end a relationship when women throw shit at you. If it was reversed people would be howling for his execution.
Maybe find an autist bf who understands the struggle. Killing yourself over another person is incredibly stupid even if you cant see that right now
>>85418068I am in your situation, sort of but its been months. I don't want to attack you anon, since I have been here myself but I think that it helps to see things in third perspective rather than self victimizing first. I am also an autistic person, I don't know how to handle emotions, and sometimes I can throw tantrums and other stuff, because I have no logical way to react to things, specially when my brain handles information so badly. What's more helpful is to think: What did he do and why? Why I did I felt x way because of it? And how these two things combined together ended up the relationship, so you can avoid relying on resentment, and feel more ease, don't be hard on him or yourself, and if lucky, maybe talking things out and solving it..but of course I understand if you're hurt, and it shows that despite him being tired of you well you have been hurted too. I wish I had a better reaction to things, I lost the love of my life and I am grieving, so you're not alone :") also missed very important dates such a my graduation ceremony, bday etc..it sucked but it's been alright
>>85420165The person who sent the long essay) Wrong comment to reply I can't do anything right holy shit xD. Meant to reply to the original post
>>85420139Autism is a mental illness kek
>>85418158>it pisses me off that he can just throw everything away because of one thing i did once.You didn't seem to take in the post you replied to. It clearly wasn't "because of one thing you did once". He probably just reflected back on his relationship up to that point, asked himself "can I see this ever improving or is this gonna be the kind of thing I'll have to put up with forever", and decided that it's not worth for him to keep doing it.>he doesn't seem to understand that no relationship is perfect, people make mistakes, and people deserve to be forgiven.You also need to understand that being in a relationship with an autist is a major challenge in itself, one that a lot of people simply don't have the resilience and/or willingness to deal with.
>>85417965>bc i'm autisticyou're not
>female ""autist"" yet again has a partnerautistic people are disgusting and do not deserve love or companionship. You are NOT autistic.
>>85418158>but i feel like i've matured and grown so much more as a person because of everything i've had to deal with on my ownI wish women like this actually existed.
>>85420165hoyl didnt read
