I wish I had one of the cool, based, interesting mental illnesses like schizophrenia or cotard's syndrome or something but instead I just get boring ass basic ass lame ass clinical depression
Just one of the ways to be retarded.
>>85418484 I just want to feel the same love I give others for once
>>85418484try to source some dmt and fry your brain on it, maybe with some luck you'll hallucinate an interesting personality
>>85418484schizophrenia sucks, you're constantly in a bad mood because you think people are messing with you. its impossible to enjoy things
>>85418731I'm always in a bad mood too, it's just more boring. I'll take imaginary scary clowns and paranoia over secret messages hidden in top 40 radio songs over constant vague sorrow any day