Honestly I have zero reason to be confident or love myself I am probably the least likeable person I was bullied extensively in elementary school, bullied in middle school and only had a few friends growing up the bullying stopped when I basically just learned to be silent and never speak. All i did was play civ and watch anime/read manga in classI am comically short at 5ft8 and often wish I could get surgery to myself taller. I am just ugly and brown. My dad is Turkish and my mom is just your average Irish American from Boston i got the worst of both and now i wish i could surgery to be handsome or not deformed looking I am also a useless retard my dad and uncle used to tell me they would sell me into slavery but the buyer would want a refund. I have had 2 bosses tell me I was useless and my last one said I shouldn't go to college because i am a useless retardat 23 I just wanna see south new zealand and Asia one last time before I die. Fyi I am sorry I am drunk right now
5'9" is like the average height in americaI'm sure it's shorter in whatever shithole your inPeople who make you feel bad are evil anon>these people were shitty to me>instead of hating them.. I should hate myself!moronic
>>85419216They have a reason to hate me also I am in Boston but I used to be forced to spend my summers in rural turkey so I wouldn't be a pussy. My uncle bitched at me being timid and weak so he tried to get me to fight or do hard labor
