Today, another night where "oh surprise one thing led to another and I started masturbating when I said I should stop", now I came across videos of girls being literally raped and I felt satisfaction and excitement, to the point that I masturbated, I also closed my eyes and only concentrated on her screams (it made me more excited) after finishing, I got the typical shock of conscience that sometimes happens and this was stronger than the others, when I went to the bathroom to clean myself I looked in the mirror and I felt disgusted (more than normal), I really want to stop masturbating, what should I do? What do you recommend? I guess I should also leave /r9k/, here there will never be a lack of a thread that starts with the most explicit photo that you are going to see in a day, from there it makes me want to know the name of the girl and then when I get so excited that I decide to masturbate, I fall into /gif/.
>>85419202I did this exact same thing last year anon, though I did not post about it online, instead I wrote a note that I have crinkled up in a drawer. I can type it out and share it with you if you believe it will bring you any solace.
>>85419202>OH NOT LE HECKIN RAPE A-AM I UNWHOLESOME NOW? OH MY HECK NOOOYou're such a fucking baby barely tipping your toe in the water. Kill yourself you faggot.
>>85419424Tell us what you coom to anon. This better be some crazy shit.
>>85419202I knew someone whod masturbate to isis beheadings but yeah cut that out
>>85419202If you don't mind reading a lot of people recommend this book.https://archive.org/download/easypeasy/easypeasy.pdfIt's free, the version I posted is a bit dated you might find a newer one online if you search.
>What do you recommend?Stop giving a shit. You aren't hurting anybody by masturbating.
>>85419202Where did you find the video?
>>85419202You need to face your fears anon, start jerking off to even more extreme stuff until the fears disappear. Find that rape video and jerk off to it again for 3 sets until failure twice a week minimum. Focus on whatever part of it is making you uncomfortable and put that shit in fullscreen HD and blast it on maximum volume to really scare your inner pussy into submission.
>>85419526Would you say this about other forms of depraved /fetishistic pornography? Is there anywhere where you draw the line?
oh no what's next, you watched some of those Stickam streams back in the day?
