>>85421615
Even on /r9k/? I'm shunned on most other boards, but this one is full of fellow retards and no strict board culture.

>>85421637
im not shunned anywhere, i just lose my capacity to socialize slowly after starting to post somewhere until im back to being a husk who can only talk about failing to do things and having nothing to talk about
if i try to break out of that it never works and no one ever replies since the magic i had has already faded

>>85421615
This shithole is the only place I can have meaningful conversations. I tried Discord, but I just feel out of place, not even in porn ones where everything is just talking like a horny retard. I cant even talk with AI, it feels weird and cringy, despite knowing is more like talking with a mirrot. Honestly I dont know when everything went do wrong

>>85421759
at least you can have meaningful conversations somewhere anon, thats not so bad

>>85421917
Just because this place is completely anonymous I feel free to say whatever I am thinking. Otherwise my mind just shut down I dont know what to say.
Irl I can make small talk, but it just feel so forced and awkward all the time. Its also feels like people get bored of me so I just try to not socialize, despite people always being relative friendly towards me. I guess that is more on me being a schizo or something like that

>>85422039
i cant really relate to you anon, i can socialize just fine, its just that deep down i am a bland boring person who is not fun to interact with and overtime that begins to bleed through and it becomes impossible for me to interact with others