>randomly humiliated by best/only friend for literally no reasonguess i'm alone againi feel so full of hatred and despairi've been praying even though i'm an atheist. i don't know what to do anymore. i can't hold onto friends for more than a year or two. and i only manage one at a time, years long gaps in between them. i'm so alone. i'm going to be alone forever. it's not going to ever get any better. i just feel like i'm waiting for it to be over, ive felt this dread for the past 25 years since i was molested as a kid. ive tried turning my life around, living as who i am, living with a mask, ive tried everything. even now i got on medication for my mental issues, ive been on them for a couple months, and its only made it mildly easier to endure, but everything remains the same anyway. i feel like im insane
>>85422178Have better standards for friends and dump the ones who don't meet it.
>>85422191i can't even get enough friends to be picky about
>>85422178Greentext pls.Maybe some context helps us understand that this didn't happen out of malice.
My best friend randomly badly wanted to fight me one day. He kept making passive aggressive comments and provoking me. I ignored him because you know he was my best friend. He eventually managed to press the issue and we started fighting. As soon as it started he stopped and went back to normal. That was so fucking stupid.
