has anyone escaped hikkidom? after so many years i have stopped believing it's possible. it's true when they say you're here forever :(Thread themehttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p-ZNXwWIHI0
>>85426345How do you support yourself as a hikkineet?
>>85426345Those suicide episodes were fun.
>>85426345I was a recovered hikki for a while. It is possible.
another day wasted. another day over before it even began. the days turn into weeks and the weeks turn into years. nothing changes, I just watch myself get older. >>85426364I have a remote j*b (software) , I manage to do maybe 1 day worth of work a week. I'm surprised I haven't been fired. I get basically minimum wage but i live with a bunch of roommates and don't have a car (or even a license) so it evens out. if I lose it i hope my parents will let me live with them
>>85426397how? I feel like I have stopped caring about anything that will help me. obviously these things come in cycles but have never been able to escape them
>>85426442It was very straightforward. I got a job outside. I still could not hang and ate lunch alone thoughever no matter how nice and accommodating people were. There was still this invisible film between me and the outside world that excludes me from it even though I'm already there. But it was nice being able to get lost in the crowd during rush hour. I felt the least loneliest then.
>>85426401well you live with people. Why not try to get to know them since you see them all the time?
>>85426345Yep had 4x jobs this year alone 3 since I met and moved in with my gf who I met in some group comments
i got reslly lucky and i got a girlfriend from /soc/ who didnt care that i was a hikkineet and dated me on the condition that i try to improve myself. The promise of pussy as a reward helps a lot. And she wasnt lying i did get my pussy
>>85426345I became a long haul trucker so I would be gainfully employed and have a purpose but I effectively live in the same isolation and rot as I ever did only with more money.
>>85426583they are not really ppl I can be friends with. e.g one is a 45 year old mexican. they all have their own lives and they understand that I'm retard shut-in at this point>>85426599I dont really talk to people online either (never got into discord or whatever, just passively consoom for the most part). from what I can tell 95% of /soc/ is degenerate homo junkies. as you said you got lucky
>>85426577I used to work in-person but it didn't really help me either. I have really bad eating and drinking habits so I would tend to skip breakfast to sleep more before work and then skip lunch if I was busy at work. obviously working from home doesnt fix this directly but it's a lot easier to just get something from the fridge downstairs or take a break to eat if I need to. I think I just need a healthier relationship with work or I'm just naturally demotivated.sorry for blogposting guys <3
