I'll bump your thread because I'm experiencing the exact same problem to the letter but I have nothing to say, words cannot describe the dangerously unstable level of homicidal rage I feel for these animals, often I fantasize about storming up there with a knife and taking the whole family hostage, tying them up then severing the father's penis and cauterizing the wound so he can watch me knife-rape his wife and kids in humiliated impotent agony, these beautiful pictures bring a broad beaming smile to my face and the bloodlust is sated for another day