I'm cold and feel dirty and miserable.If I shower more than 10 minutes and once a day I risk getting yelled at, so I try to wash myself with dribbling cold water from the tap. I still feel dirty. Compulsions constantly triggered by anxiety here.I seriously fucking hate living here and I wish it was easier to escape an abusive parent. Its been like this since I was a kid and cps did absolutely nothing. Its not hard to run off to a homeless shelter, but considering those places are usually filled with drug addicts and is filthy, I think I'd rather just stay here and kill myself eventually.
If you're black I don't care, if not I'm here to lend an ear
>>85427075im an average upper middle class white boy but I feel like that just makes it worse. I'm privileged no? I mean I have a place to shower at all, and I haven't been kicked out of the house yet. I could just be a bad whiny kid.That is the kind of mindset I grew up with at least, I can't tell if its really true or not.
>>85427102Eh yeah it sounds like you have it pretty good if you're serious about being upper-middle class, when I lived at home my mom would give me shit for taking too long in the shower too, I think it's just one of those things you have to deal with living under your parents' roof, when you get a place of your own you can take all the showers you want
>>85427102>upper middle classThen why the fuck do they care if you shower for 15 minutes
>>85427075im black, ill remember what you said the next time i come across a white person>>85427069force them to deal with you, let them cope and seethe all they want you've got squatter's rights bro
>>85427154>>85427183>>85427224It is not just about the shower. I mentioned cps got involved at some point even though they did jack shit. It has been an abusive household all my life and has permanently put me in a state of paranoia, discomfort and fear, I dont think squatters rights is a thing here
Some people, geezMy mom won't shut the fuck up about me taking a shower even if it's only been like a week. We're not even middle class so she should appreciate the $0.1/day it saves in money. That's like a pack of cigarettes every two months which somehow she can always afford every day. But no, the good ramen is too expensive you have to eat the shitty nissin stuff. Maruchan is apparently too fancy even though they're basically the same price.
>>85427224If it makes you feel better I was friends with a black online for like three years and constantly made racist jokes not realizing until we played a game that had voice chat. He made racist jokes too so I guess it's secretly good it took so long to find out. Without jokes we probably wouldn't have been friends. If I knew I would have been polite and entered cuck mode when we first met. I just automatically assumed he was like me when he said he was from the deep south too. Apparently I am not that racist after all. Only hate most of them, not all. If you like anime and tiddies you are alright.
>>85427255id get a car, literally any job, and arrange to room with at least 2 other people at an apartment. if you cant do that, you may need to seek a shelter and then do the above.>>85427339>anime and tiddiesaight we cool, your story takes me back because people used to bond like that more often back in the day, but you can run into a lot of that banter in blue collar sorts of workplaces for better or worse. i can also admit i try to loose my accent around other people and relax around my blood, so i guess we've all got our reservations that get dispelled when we have something in common.
>>85427069i hope your situation improves<3
>>85427224I'm asian and I remember all the women and old folks your people have paralyzed or worse.
>>85427069I'm sorry to hear that OP. I have bad OCD and my dad used to get annoyed at me for taking long showers but he would eventually cave and let me. I hope things get better for you.
>>85428385i order chinese takeout and only steal from publix, you are welcome
