anyone feel like they are at the verge edge of sereverly fucking up their life constantly? I mean not being able to pay bills, get money, adhere to commitments?I procrastinate everything until the last second, almost everything is unenjoyable and it's just endless slews of beaurucratic shit and papers I need to fill out and hand in if i need money, I cant focus on anything, feels like time is always running out and when im done with one thing the next thing is due just now, I cant get ahead of anything, when I'm exhausted from doing my commitments and can relax for a second the next thing is just entering the new deadlineI might have severe untreated adhd and everything in life seems overwhelming and I can almost not deal with shitsimple shit like applying for wellfare Is exhaustingI feel like I constantly have to be on edge and do stuff non stopit's tiring living like this
>>85427083>I feel like I constantly have to be on edge and do stuff non stop>it's tiring living like this
>>85427083Literally me. Don't know how to fix it but I know that feel bro. Exercise and meditation are temporary relief at least.
>>85427083>simple shit like applying for wellfare Is exhaustingI have cute Latinas at the autism support center to help me with this
>>85427083you are. you could walk out on the street, hell even the sidewalk or crosswalk, and get hit by a car. you could have a stroke or heart attack at any moment. its there for everyone, rich or poor.
>>85427088this is not even about being successful just not feeling stress and anxiety non stop, this is not even being a legitimate failure or normal, aka have a dead end job, it's way worse than thatI have considered just getting rid of even more of my belongings and just being ready to be homeless because that would be less anxiety driven than dealing with all my shit that I have to do>>85427094having consistent money I can count coming in and not doing a bunch of useless shit that causes anxiety every month solves itmoney completely solves itthe stress of having to deal with all this shit and life is what's causing itthat or behavioral theraphy and dealing with the prolbmes on times and maybes stimsprocrastination and anxiety is the root causesso many things that causes stress>>85427101I might be midly tismic but not that level, you have no people help you with anything if you are deemed normally functioning, which I am absolutely not in all actuality>>85427123you missed the point
>>85427147>you missed the pointya probably, i was just trying to make you feel more free with that perspective. hope you find peace anon.
>>85427083this is my loop, I let problems fester until I have to fix it all at once
>>85427214I already accept the futility of life but that does not absolve me of the daily life anxieties of society>>85427217a problem with that is though some problems fuck you over for multiple years and cannot be resolved no matter if you wanna fix them or not, it's impossible
>>85427147>you have no people help you with anything if you are deemed normally functioning, which I am absolutely not in all actualityThat's part of the reason they have these disability services. Literally their job is to help people apply for/continue receiving every benefit under the sun, which includes repeated appeals when they deny claims because they think you're too functional to meet their category of disabled
>>85427083I just self demoted back to part time from a fulltime position that would have given me over 6k a month in pension money on retirement, but the job itself had me considering suicide so I think doing or not doing the job at this point could both be considered "fucking my life up" for different reasons. Probably best to pretend I didn't see the position open before.
>>85427418even if a work a median paying job now until the end my pension will be complete ass due to not working for 20 years straight during my adult lifeand i havent even started yet, and not a median paying job eitherso idkhave to invest everythingidk manim tired >>85427276idk man
