Thread for discussions about selfharm and mutual supportbtw I didn't miss a count rn it's supposed to be 755 hello all>How are you doing today?>Any plans for today?>When was the last time you hurt yourself?>Why did you hurt yourself?>Is there anything bothering you right now?
cool helpful links>a long list of self harm alternatives (thank you muddy):https://imgur.io/a/7Q2zgw7>a first aid post cuting:https://www.lifesigns.org.uk/first-aid-for-self-injury-and-self-harm/>a wound care guide:https://docs.google.com/document/d/1CsvJs8qNCVkHWHKekMSmCn6qn0GBEcgnq9fIqlA6Uv0/mobilebasic>a bpd workbook:https://d-pdf.com/book/1781/read> bdbt (dialectical behavioral therapy)workbook is intended for BPD but can work for anyone:https://cursosdepsicologia.com.ar/wp-content/uploads/2021/05/THEDIA1.pdfPlease don't post any drastic images and if you have to, spoiler them
>>85429567oh yeah that workbook doesn't work gonna remove it next time
>>85429567Hii cat ! Cute boy haha. Where do you get those ?
I kind of just want to kill myself instead. I could be dead in less than a minute. That sounds nice.
>>85429954Why would you kill yourself. Isn't food available for you anymore ?
im going to slice my arm open
>>85425034>What is Exodus' genrehm. it's supposed to be similar to mass effect, so a light sci-fi rpg with shooter elements.>what do you expect from the game ?not much, honestly. i just liked mass effect and playing another game like that couls be nice. heard there was some controversy about the head of the studio, though. need to check out what that was about.>Afterworld will be an strategy gamechecked it out and it looks interesting, but i suppose it will come down to execution. paradox always has neat ideas, but have trouble putting them all in a game.>>85429565>I didn't miss a count rn it's supposed to be 755good thing you remembered that. i already forgot...>hello allhellooo catbro! how are you today?>>85429954hi anon. what's going on with you?
>>85430068I like RPGs ! Sure it would be a fun game :). Would you play with friends ?
>>85430111>Would you play with friends ?i don't think it's a multiplayer game, but i don't know. i'm trying to get everyone i know into deep rock galactic at the moment. it's a nice game to just chill and play some missions. i'm also having a good time playing baldur's gate 3 with some friends atm. game's definitely not build for multiplayer at all, but still a lot of fun.
>>85429923heyman, don't post wierd pics like that over here alright?>>85429954Hey why do you want to die anon?>>85430034HelloI don't think you should do that Did something bad happened today?>>85430068helloo yuanon >already forgot.same but then I remembered Wassup?>how are you today?went on a little bikeride, that's basically it I think I wanna spend the evening looking at cool pictures online
>>85430438>same but then I rememberedand that's why you're the boss. o7>Wassup?not much. too tired to play games, but the guys i usually watch when i'm like that seems to be away for gamescom, so i'm just a bit bored. watched the vid you posted on discors already. was interesting, but i didn't get it all. ^^'>went on a little bikeride, that's basically ityou need get as much those in as you can. how long is biking season anyway?>I wanna spend the evening looking at cool pictures onlinecool pics like what? is it to get inspiration for more maps?
>How are you doing today?I'm freaking out a little I stopped my antipsychotics and now I am having urges to cut into my arm to get to a wriggling sensation.>Any plans for today?Just work hopefully it is unadventurous and just a boring 9 hour wage slave shift then might play some hollow knight or stoop in my own misery and look at a knife until I go to bed or Ill play a game or something haha >When was the last time you hurt yourself?Yesterday I lightly cut the top of my hand nothing deep with a box cutter at work.>Why did you hurt yourself?I don't know I couldn't stop the rumination and feel like im going crazy but I just need to get through 3 more weeks until the withdrawal is gone from the antipsychotics.>Is there anything bothering you right now?Yeah the several hundred worms and spiders under my skin wriggling when I am awake and not drunk
>>85430564>that's why you're the boss. o7well ar least when I don't do something won't remember it to call it out ^^>was interesting, but i didn't get it all. ^^'heh ye it's funky >need get as much those in as you cayep gonna go on a bigger one tomorrow >is it to get inspiration for more maps?yep just looking for random crap on tumblr and pinterest and looking for old pics on google Also I can look for stuff to send you to watch if you'd like pal
>>85430589>I stopped my antipsychotics and now I am having urges to cut into my armsounds like they did the job they were supposes to. why did you stop taking them?>hopefully it is unadventurous and just a boring 9 hour wage slave shiftbest work day is when nothing happens. what's your job?>then might play some hollow knight or stoop in my own misery and look at a knifedefinitely hollow knight or another game. are you playing the original or silksong?>I just need to get through 3 more weeks until the withdrawal is gone from the antipsychotics.did they have side effects?>the several hundred worms and spiders under my skin wriggling when I am awake and not drunkyikes. must feel horrible. at least you know it's not real.>>85430602>won't remember it to call it out ^^remember what? call out who? who are you? :0>ye it's funkydid you learn something from the vid you didn't know before?>gonna go on a bigger one tomorrowany particular destination?>just looking for random crap on tumblr and pinterest and looking for old pics on googletumblr still exists? haven't thought abkut that place in a long time. pinterest i find a bit too annoying, but that's all social media sites i have to log in to just look at them. and as much as i dislike google, it's the only search engine that actually produces the pics i'm searching for.>Also I can look for stuff to send you to watch if you'd like palthat would be great. :>
>>85430438Ok. I'll try to not send anymore :(. Do you like riding in the bicicle ?? Do you feel healthier ??
>>85430716>sounds like they did the job they were supposes to. why did you stop taking them?They were prescribed wrong I lied to my psychiatrist psychologist & GP and got a bipolar with psychotic features diagnosis but I lied the whole time because im retarded so I took mind altering substances for like a year being Ambilfy so I quit cold turkey because my doctor wouldn't agree that I lied to them.>best work day is when nothing happens. what's your job?Plumbing trade counter work>definitely hollow knight or another game. are you playing the original or silksong?There is something charming about the original because I am good at it compared to silksong where I want to bash my head into a wall>yikes. must feel horrible. at least you know it's not realYeah I mean I get some visuals where I can see something coming out of my skin but grounding techniques j'feelDoesn't help that I havent slept in 52 hours
>>85430589hello anon>stopped my antipsychoticsoh man, why did you stop?sounds like they were helping >Just work hopefullyhope it goes well>more weeks until the withdrawal is gonebest of luck!do you have someone who's helping you out with getting through this>several hundred worms and spiders underthey're not there btw tho I'm sure you know this>>85430716>who are you? :0D:>did you learn something from the vidtrenchbroom has some cool functionalities >particular destination?ye but I'll tell you tomorrow but I'll take the train>tumblr still existsyep>all social media sites i have to log inme too !it makes me really angry>>85430771how was your day today?>Do you like riding in the bicicle ??yep I like it a lot :>>Do you feel healthier ??I guess I don't really do it for any health reasons, it's just fun
>>85430944Today I studied for the exam, went for a walk in my garden and scrolled on the internet and 4chan for a bit.
In most polls women rate chest better than abs, because they find chest dominant and submisive
My friends also care a lot about my chest for some reason
That's sad because I'm dancing all day in video game soundtracks moving my abs but not my chest and in some polls double the women value more the chess than the abs. I don't go out home anyways...
>>85430928>havent slept in 52 hoursman that would've made anyone see things >>85430973best luck on the exam!>went for a walk in my gardenwas the weather nice?>>85431074why? that seems strange>some polls double the womenI think you care way too much I don't think any woman would become interested in a guy because of his chest
>>85431299Yes, the weather was nice when I went out to the garden :). It often rains in Galicia but I don't care about it
>>85430928>so I quit cold turkey because my doctor wouldn't agree that I lied to themthat's the problem with bs. takes seconds to produce and takes ages and a lot of effort to get rid of. hope you'll get better after you dealt with the withdrawal. why did you feel the nees to lie, though?>Plumbing trade counter workso dealing with customers a lot? must be draining. :>>where I want to bash my head into a wallthank you. i completely agree. it's a constant fight against the weird changes to the movement they made until you find the skills to change it back to something that's closer to the original. there's so. many choices that just make the game so much more frustrating as a result. like double jump being an optional and completely missable feature. i had to stop playing at some point.>I get some visuals where I can see something coming out of my skini guess if the brain makes you see it, it doesn't really matter if it's real or not. :/ need some second opinion in that case.>Doesn't help that I havent slept in 52 hourstime to get some sleep, anon.>>85430944>trenchbroom has some cool functionalitiesi'm sure it does, but i can't comment on it. i'm too dumb to get into these things.>I'll tell you tomorrow but I'll take the trainlooking forward to your tales of bike riding adventure. must be a good one when it starts with a train ride. will your bike buddy accompany you?>yepdamn. must be only hardcore tumblerites left at this point.>it makes me really angrysame. i don't even want to engage with the site anymore after i get blocked, which is kind of the opposite of what they want to achieve with it, i feel.>>85431060>In most polls women ratejust gotta find one of the few who don't, then.>My friends also care a lot about my chest for some reasonweird, but alright.
>>85431084>That's sad because I'm dancing all day in video game soundtracks moving my abs but not my chestin the end it doesn't really matter what anyone says in a poll. if you good about yourself, that's what's important. that said, you could check out this vid. it's just 10 minutes and maybe it'll get you closer to what you want. https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=rK9NdlgY41U&pp=ygUhc3RyZW5ndGhzaWRlIDEwIG1vYmlsaXR5IHN0cmVuZ3Ro
>>85431485>just gotta find one of the few who don't, then.I have 22 years and never talked to a woman XDThanks for the video :)
>>85431485>weird, but alright.They prefer boobs but chest is a good substitute for some
