>Be autistic mentally ill 18f in college>Barely any friends. Prefer to be alone most of the time>Friend of friend moid comes out of nowhere and starts hanging out>Kinda obvious he's into me and we have common interests but I find him annoying at the time so I cut him off and ghost him>Summer>Eventually start chatting with moid again because I have no one else>We eventually go on like 2 dates but idk what to call it yet>ACTUALLY ENJOY THE MOID'S COMPANY>Few days after hang out with him and another (F) friend>They end up talking to each other most of the conversation, have a lot in common, and laughed at each other's jokes a lot>I barely said anything and just sit there awkwardly>He doesn't text me anything that evening.>He only sent one dry text the day after and didn't even bother to see me in personI think I fucked it up he definitely doesn't want anything to do with me anymoreAfter talking for only an hour he probably realized that I'm an ugly loser who can't hold a conversation and he'd be better off without me, and realized my friend was way hotter and funnier and he probably likes her now.It was going so good before this FUCK bros I wish this never happened.
>>85433436>>Be autistic mentally ill 18f in collegestopped reading here. Just drop the 'cord already and "ascend" or whatever, but you won't because you already ascended long ago.
>>85433436Slit your fucking wrists roastie
>>85433446E-dating feels soulless doebeitAnd the moids I have e-dated have either ghosted me or had several other e-girls
>>85433436Do you live near me? Is there a chance we can ascend together? No? Then why do I care?Like you said e-dating is soulless so unless there is a chance we can interact in person, not interested in hearing a mild version of what happens to us moids on a daily basis
>>85433436>18f in college>only chanceGotta be bait, right?
>>85433436>>85433464Where do you live I'll help you ascend then no edating
>>85433464>E-dating feels soulless doebeitSmart nona
>>85433459Oohhh who's an edge boy? Ohhhh, (You)! Yes, (You)! Awwww goodness.
Oh shut the fuck up you dumb cunt