It only makes sense that i'm so self centered. I'm surrounded by retards. Why would i stop talking and listen to them instead? Why would i care about their lives instead of mine? I have nothing to learn from them. You can't blame me. You only have yourself to blame for being so boring and useless.
It's literally more entertaining talking to myself than most other people. My subconscious holds more for me to discover than other people do.
you can learn from people just by being surrounded by people, you don't have to actively interact if that's not your thing