Thread for discussions about selfharm and mutual supportno cathursday today, there's no new yani neko episode this week hey>How are you doing today?>Any plans for today?>When was the last time you hurt yourself?>Why did you hurt yourself?>Is there anything bothering you right now?
cool helpful links>a long list of self harm alternatives (thank you muddy):https://imgur.io/a/7Q2zgw7>a first aid post cuting:https://www.lifesigns.org.uk/first-aid-for-self-injury-and-self-harm/>a wound care guide:https://docs.google.com/document/d/1CsvJs8qNCVkHWHKekMSmCn6qn0GBEcgnq9fIqlA6Uv0/mobilebasic> bpd workbook:https://d-pdf.com/book/1781/read>a bdbt (dialectical behavioral therapy)workbook is intended for BPD but can work for anyone:https://cursosdepsicologia.com.ar/wp-content/uploads/2021/05/THEDIA1.pdfPlease don't post any drastic images and if you have to, spoiler them
>>85437473Hello cat ^^. How was your day ? Are you tired and want to relax ?
>>85437473Hallu /cat/, what's up? If you're watching yani neko what do you think of it>>How are you doing today?Pretty good. Had another driving lesson today, at this rate I should be ready to get my license by this September.>>Any plans for today?Rewatching JoJos, and studying for my police exams. Might watch some Kamen Rider too.>>When was the last time you hurt yourself?Months ago.>>Why did you hurt yourself?Frustration with something probably.>>Is there anything bothering you right now?I really don't feel like I'm doing right by my brother, not that I'm doing him wrong but more that I could be doing so much more...
>>85437473>>85437531>>85438014Do femboys fart a lot?
>>85431970>I have 22 years and never talked to a woman XDif you don't change that, there's no reason to care much about what they think, is there?>Thanks for the video :)hope it helps. i've been doing that plus jumping every day for a few weeks and i have to say it's definitely helping me get where i want to be.>>85437473>there's no new yani neko episode this weeksacrilege! D:<>heyhey dude. hope you had a somewhat alright day. got any plans for the rest of the week?>>85437531hey birdy. what's up?>picever checked out /cm/?>>85438014hi togata!
>>85437531heyI'm annoyed but alright not really tiredHow are you?>>85438014hello>watching yani neko what do you think of itI like it a lot I don't really have any more observations or any interesting thoughts I just like it, maybe because it makes me feel things, I watch it and I react to the things that happen on my screen, that's enjoyable >driving lesson today,woo \o/are you less stressed about driving now?>, and studying for my police exams.best of luck manwhat are police exams?like working in the police >that I could be doing so much more...I feel that's a pretty good thing it might bother you a bit but I feel like, wouldn't it be worse if you were perfectly content with how things are now?I'm not sure how to articulate it But you're nice>>85438054>sacrilege! D:<at least there's always next week >:c >got any plans for the rest of the week?nope, just honestly feeling demotivated Like I just can't do anything right because when I start it just feels unimportant and meaningless amd everything takes so much timeI'll probably get over it, no need to try and complement me, I think it's linked to summer coming to an end and me not doing anything fun, I barely even went on any bike rides compared to last yearI think this is the end, like it'll only get worse becouse everyone around me with start having less time and getting more responsibilities with work and relationships bit of a ramble but I honestly think work is death
>>85438054btw if u wanna you can ignore my rant and talk about what you got planned At least winter is coming so comfy clothes and foggy cold evenings
>>85438054Hi Yuanon. How are you?>if you don't change that, there's no reason to care much about what they think, is there?Not really, just curious>hey birdy. what's up?Nothing interesting>ever checked out /cm/?No haha. I like this place. I like weird people like me chatting about anything :)
>>85438158>I'm annoyed but alright. Why are you annoyed ? OoO>How are you?I'm good, just a bit bored. Laws are boring
>>85438345>Why are you annoyed ?I don't really wanna get into detail but some stuff just isn't working out ans overall I'm demotivated >Laws are boringstill studying?
>>85438554I'm sorry for you :(. You seem so perseverant and hard working in making the posts. It's a shame society doesn't manage to make a good enviroment for everyone yet.I often feel demotivated too because I feel what I study isn't really useful for the world. But that's bad I guess.https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CsxCKkrWc6M
>>85438949>sorry for you :(.it's okay dwI like being sad in a way, usually I don't feel much emotions besides feeling stressed so it's a nice change>make a good enviroment for everyone yet.I don't think it ever will
sorry, got distracted playing some game.>>85438158>at least there's always next week >:cdid they give any reason why they skipped it this week?>just honestly feeling demotivatedi get that. i haven't worked on my miniatures in months now.>when I start it just feels unimportant and meaningless amd everything takes so much timei wouldn't say it's meaningless. like, i had a really good time with your map and i was happy you shared it with me. though i understand that it's frustrating that it takes so long to create something to the level of quality you expect from yourself.>I'll probably get over itmaybe just take a break from your creative endeavors and go for something more recreational? like walks or your bikerides? your brain needs time to recharge, too.>summer coming to an end and me not doing anything funi don't think it's just you. i feel like it just wasn't a summer to get out and do stuff.>it'll only get worse becouse everyone around me with start having less time and getting more responsibilities with work and relationshipssadly that's just how it goes. still worth trying to stay connected and get together once in a while to have a good time.>work is deathcan't say i disagree, but it's way less peaceful than death. ^^' jokes aside, it can have some positive effects as well, like giving your days structure, but it would be best if you have a job you actually enjoy.>>85438167>you can ignore my rantno can do>what you got plannednot much, now that i think about it. need to ask my friends about working out on saturday.>so comfy clothes and foggy cold eveningsyesss. looking forward to my sweaters. :]>>85438222>How are you?i'm alright. a bit tired maybe, but it's late, so that's too be expected. sorry for not replying sooner.>just curiousno harm in that. just don't agonize about it, ok?>Nothing interestingthat's good, i guess. i prefer boring days over interesting ones.
>>85438222>No haha. I like this place. I like weird people like me chatting about anything :)glad you do, but maybe you should check it out. you might enjoy some of the content there.
>>85424464>>85438054Halli yuanon!>sounds like a plan. what kind of job is it?Stocker at some grocery store, should be quiet work.>sorry for being cryptic, but at this point it's just some images i can pull from memory.What you have does sound interesting, the way it ends seems like the way the Ice Witch wanted fire punch to end (with the world being reborn)>that was just the author trying to not have to state the obvious.That's so lame..... I feel like more broadly in otaku spaces bl gets the short end of the stick compared to yuri too, shame>i also want a certain amount of challenge, but just don't waste my time.Pretty real, I think with difficulty is best when its (somewhat) self imposed, but hinted at being the way to play by the game. Scoring systems do this best I think, players who want that frustration can have it trying for perfect clears.>heartless by masumi nishinI'll give it a read, I really liked one room angel so your recs are good.>>85438158>I like it a lot I don't really have any more observationsFair enough>are you less stressed about driving now?Yeah definitely, I should be ready in a weeks time to practice on my own, and get my actual license afterwards.>what are police exams?It's basically a screening they do to make sure I'm an Idiot/Psychopath/Bum before starting the job. It's asseses you in obvious stuff like critical thinking problem solving, but also stuff like basic math and your personality.>wouldn't it be worse if you were perfectly content with how things are now?It would be, cuz that means I've stopped truly caring. I get what you mean, so it's more accurate to say I'm bothered by how I could do more and aren't (which is improving but still...)
>>85438028Someone should answer this anon's question
>>85440360>Stocker at some grocery store, should be quiet work.i hope so. avoid customers at all costs.>seems like the way the Ice Witch wanted fire punch to end (with the world being reborn)a little bit different. the universe would end, but two characters would make sure that aspects of the destroyed one would survive and create the foundation of a new one, using similar visual language like in fire punch, but having it be more hopeful and less entropic. i reall enjoyed what fujimoto came up with there.>That's so lameit is. i cut her some slack, though. it's her first major published work and i understand why she'd panic a bit when she has a hit at her hand out of nowhere and doesn't know how to handle it. i think she got her confidence back later, but it took a while.>bl gets the short end of the stick compared to yuri too, shameeven we censor it by abbreviation, so we don't have to say the whole term out loud. just how it is. i'm also not sure if i actually want it to become more mainstream. it has it's weird niche and that gives it it's charme. speaking of yuri (kinda), though. seems like maria holic is getting a new season after 12 years. that's some powerful necromancy at work there.https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=pOHwVZc6QYY&pp=ygUObWFyaWEgaG9saWMgb3A%3D>I think with difficulty is best when its (somewhat) self imposed, but hinted at being the way to play by the game.true, but man can it be hard to limit yourself sometimes. i'm playing mortal shell 2 atm and one of the bosses is complete bullshit (super tanky and one shots you with most of it's attacks), but i have a tarstone (basically buffs and skills for your weapon) that gives me a powerfull attack that has iframes for the complete duration of it. made the fight easier than some of the most regular enemies in the game. some flaily guys that swing four times and take a huge chunk of your hp with every swing. i have no clue what went wrong with those.
>>85440360>Scoring systems do this best I think, players who want that frustration can have it trying for perfect clears.yeah, but a game has to feel really good for me to even try at this point. if there's any friction i'm taking the easy way out.>I really liked one room angel so your recs are good.very different though and one of the weirder stories i've read, so viewer discretion is advised.>>85438028>>85440367depends on their diet.
Lul bump cuz I'm toooo drunk to reply lololol
>>85441633why did you drink so much?
another dang dayhello everyone ya got any plans? I'll just stay inside the whole day I think
>>85443354My friend will invite me to play a football match before leaving this town to work. It's sad that you feel so stressed this this summer :(. What were you working on there ??
>>85443354He will go out to do a master in Barcelona so I don't think I will ever see him again.
>>85443354I often have light filter on my mobile phone and pc to protect my vision from screen harm
bump making a little map to practice some stuff
>>85445097What are you practicing ??
>>85445097Why would someone do a MAP ?
>>85443650>invite me to playare you gonna go?>feel so stressed this this summerit's okay >don't think I will ever see him again.is it very far away from you?>>85445306mainly just playing around and blending terrain with the skybox>>85445327it's fun :D
>>85445644>are you gonna go?Of course. I love that friends invite me to football matches ^^>is it very far away from you?Yes it is. Going through bus would take me all day>playing around and blending terrainThat sounds very good :)>it's fun :DGlad to see thatWould you post yoir creations in instagram ?
>>85443354>another dang dayit do be one of those.>hello everyonehi catbro!>ya got any plans?just came home from work, ate some cake i brought and now i'm contemplating what to do tonight. probably not much.>I'll just stay inside the whole day I thinkwould have done the same if i had the chance. ^^ did you?>>85443650hey birdy! having a good day?>>85443676>don't think I will ever see him againyou'll never know. maybe he'll come and visit once in a while. will you try to stay in contact?>>85444075same. doesn't seem to help much, though.>>85445097>to practice some stufflike what?
>>85445941Hi yuanon. What's up ?>hey birdy! having a good day?Yes I am! Was Maria Holic fun ? (>.<)>will you try to stay in contact?Not that much. Don't know how to handle a conversation about football
>>85445756>>85445756>love that friends invite me to football matches ^^have fun then :D>Going through bus would take me all dayhm ye sounds like a problem though ig if you really wanted to you could like dedicate a weekend to just hang out I understand it's difficult tho>sounds very good :)it's a bit annoying but that's just how making stuff goes>post yoir creations in instagram ?nope I don't really see a reason of posting them on instagram I generally despise all modern social media I post the maps elsewhere want a link?>>85445941>ate some cakewoa what cake!!?!>did you?yupppers I did>like what?big environments and blending the terrain with the skybox so ir doesn't look wierd also
>>85445941>>85446199also thought a bit about how much fun I'm having with yani neko and chatting with anons, all the little jokes and stuff like there's a guy who makes yaku pancakes or like, I talked about something with an anon and few thread later I saw someone else mention that conversation or also I found out there's a guy from japan who translates posts from the threads and posts them on youtube and japanese people discuss and make little comments about us discussing the show like "I didn't know overseas people know so much about japan" or "of course overseas people would think sake has high alcohol percentage because it's in a small cup" I really like how little communities grow like that
>>85445941>>85446268It reminds me a lot how you'd play cs1.6 every day on a specific server and you'd gradually get to know the people there and have fun together and make memories
>>85446199>want a link?Yes, please. I would love it.>I didn't know overseas people know so much about japanMy cousin went to Japan and she liked it because it is a very clean place with good traditions like replanting the seeds from the trees they eat ^.^
>>85446376>Yes,https://gamebanana.com/members/submissions/mods/4263988>cousin went to Japancooldo you want to go someday?>replanting the seedsoh I haven't heard about that?
>>85446103>What's up ?not much. just chilling and playing more mortal shell 2. just hoping in, playing a bit, then doing something else for a bit. rinse and repeat. can't focus on open world games for a long period and need a break here and there.>Yes I am!that's nice to hear. what happened?>Was Maria Holic fun ? (>.<)hm. been a while since i've seen that show and not sure i finished it. i guess.it was fun enough, but the opening and ending songs were bangers.>Don't know how to handle a conversation about footballme neither. i just don't care enough about it.>woa what cake!!?!a bit of cinnamon cheesecake and a bit of plum cake. cut the slices in half so i don't eat too much.>I didnice. what did you do? mapping and anime?>big environments and blending the terrain with the skybox so ir doesn't look wierdhm. maybe you should watch some bob ross streams. i'm not sure how applicable 2d painting techniques are for 3d mapping, but what sells the illusion of depths in those painting are differently detailes layers and the further away those layers are the more difuse and foggy they get. >>85446268>there's a guy who makes yaku pancakesthat's a dedicated fanbase right there. can't fake that kind of engagement.>there's a guy from japan who translates posts from the threads and posts them on youtube and japanese people discuss and make little comments about usthat's funny. usually it's the other way around.
>>85446448>do you want to go someday?It would be fun. But I'll go to the Victorian falls before. That's where my mother wanted to go.I would play the maps if I had half life 2. They seem fine, it's a big step in making the game and if you made a game in roblox, with some mechanics, maybe you could have lot's of views and even money. My friend did that.Did you know Kaiba ? It's a japanese series about how modernity homogenizes memories as commodities
>>85446572>what happened?Chilling and studying. Not taking any stress
>>85446866>Chilling and studying. Not taking any stressthat's the right way of going about it what are you studying for?
>>85446572gaah didn't get a (you) sorry D:>cheesecake and a bit of plum caketwo cakes :oI should get some cakewhat's your fav?>mapping and anime?exactly! ^^watched some watamote again >layers are the more difuse and foggy they get.yepalso trying to look at things how other people do itin their maps>dedicated fanbaseye 4chan is pretty fun ^^>usually it's the other way around.yep maybe things are changing?>>85446813>Victorian falls beforesounds like a pretty place>could have lot's of views and even money. hm I don't really care about thatIf I had to do it for money I'd be very unhappy It's just for me to enjoy >Did you know Kaiba ?nope nopenever heard of it
>>85447069I'm studying to be a government worker and will finish the subject I have left from artificial intelligence and machine learning.What are you working on now ?
>>85447181In life, people do things for money besides doing things for enjoyment. I'm worried that you feel that way. Did you enjoyed anything at school ?
>>85447181>I should get some cake what's your fav?you should. the ones i had were kinda mid. my favorites are new york cheese cake and apple pie.>watched some watamote againhow many epiaodes are there?>also trying to look at things how other people do itprobably the way to go. so you'll do bigger maps next?>4chan is pretty fun ^^at least most of the time>maybe things are changing?not sure if they should. those guys so their best work when they think no one is watching.>>85447376>studying to be a government workerthat's a position with a lot of responsiblities. good luck with your studies>What are you working on now ?nothing. it's bed time for me now. can't keep my eyes open anymore.good night, everyone
>>85447434I meant what were you working in the morning. Good night though. Sleep well you deserve it uwu.
>>85437473>>How are you doing today?I've been fluctuating wildly lately. Tonight I'm fine. Had a little alcohol. It keeps my spirits up. >>Any plans for today?I got caught up on chainsmoker cat. I made a request for a mental health appoinment.And now I'm gonna work on my book before bed.>>Is there anything bothering you right now?My job sucks more and more each week. the commute sucks. and everyone says I should ignore the rule that you shouldn't quit. Just quit and enter the bottom of the job list. It doesn't feel like the union is doing much collective bargaining. I don't think the company is following their end of the contract either. >>85445097hi cat>pic relit's a ballon!>>85446572hi yu>can't focus on open world games for a long period and need a break here and there.Yeah I just get up to do something else after an hour or two.
>>85447398>things for money besides doing things for enjoymentyep but in this case I wouldn't like to do something I enjoy for money >enjoyed anything at school ?eeh not really >>85447434>had were kinda midbetter than none!>epiaodes are there?I think 12I got through 4 >you'll do bigger maps next?idk, maaabye>they think no one is watchingI saw that sentiment a bunch >>85447771hello !>been fluctuating wildly latelyhm that doesn't sound great Is stress making you unstable?>keeps my spirits up.just don't make this a habbit>caught up on chainsmoker cat.enjoying it?>request for a mental health appoinmentdo you know when ur gonna get it?>work on my book beforehope it goes smoothly ^^>job sucks more and moreD:>ignore the rule that you shouldn't quithas ir worked out for other ppl?>it's a ballon!yep like in one of those eye exam thingsyou ever got those done?
time to cut
>>85448068Are you studying anything ?? Would you enjoy if more players used your mods ???
>>85447771What are you working on ? OoO
Are these generals usually this dead? Or only when I post?
>>85449451It often dies at night and then revives in another post around 20:00 hours in Spain
>>85448510you should fuck off
>>85449572That's not my profile. Impersonation
hello everyone, morning >>85449031>studying anything ??nope wbu?>if more players used your mods ???probably a little bit But I wouldn't wanna tie my motivation to make the maps to if people play them>>85448510hello why?>>85449451nope it's just that everyone was asleep when you posted
gonna try playing around and setting up sven coop server and plugins so we can play togethe r:D
>>85451183>setting up sven coop server and pluginsSounds fun :3. I'll play that ty. Once you get the server name say it here please. If you can't I can try to make a server too to play together.
lol I never knew there is a general thread in 4chan for cutting rope. I'm in gng
>>85451183I initialized a server
>>85451183Ok I'll leave the game yet if you respond I'll come back!!
