I don't want to become my father >People started to tell me that they see the resemblance >My anger issues escalated and are getting worse with age Please tell me It's not over for me.
>>85437929I realized I'd become my father one day when I was on the toilet taking a poop, drinking a beer, and reading a bookIt's not over for you, but the hard part is just beginning
you share genetics thoughfrom my experience most people become their parents unless they are severely traumatized or mistreated in childhood
>>85437929The anger thing is something I relate to. Sometimes I lose my shit even though I'm trying to be better. I've spat on my sister before just because of a stupid argument she was having with our mom. I can't take it dude, relatives on the phone will literally adress me by my dad's name until I clarify that I'm his son and not him, I don't wanna become my dad.
My father was a trannyI'm ready to 41% before I ever go down that road
>>85437950>My father was a trannywaht? but how?
>>85437950for real? Since you were young, or did he do it later in life? What was that like?
>>85437929Same but I trooned out so now I'm like this weird hybrid between my father and mother. have the same anger problems and short fused dumb blue collar mindset like my kike day but activated my mothers genes so just look like her instead. At least I'm not as stupid as those niggers.
>>85437965>>85437960He abandoned the family when I was 6. As a man. Then never contacted us again or provided any support. We were still on good terms with his family, so we always knew what was happening with him.He came out as a tranny years later. A few years ago, he got a back-alley tranny surgery in Mexico, then died later from the complications. S
>>85437943I can see our similarities but I feel we are still incompatible, he seeks external validation and he's pretty social and people pleaser, while I'm anti social, he is closed minded and refuses to change his mind compared to me who is pretty open minded and usually argue for any position that would make the debate or conversation interesting and funny, he's also serious while I try to jester Maxx to mask the autism.All of these differences and I'm still terrified of becoming him
>>85437976thats fucked up dude, my condolences
>>85437988I'm well past it. I consider his death to be a symbolic and fitting end to his waste of a life.Chopped off his manhood, then died of blood poisoning.
I think I subconsciously refused to get stronger and get to the gym because my mom noticed how when I get angry at someone weaker than my I immediately go for the neck shock with eyes of a killer, power will be horrible at my hands
>>85437982>he is closed minded and refuses to change his mind compared to me who is pretty open minded and usually argue for any position that would make the debate or conversation interesting and funnyThis just means that he, as an older guy, has actual formed values and beliefs and you do not. You're not "open-minded" and he isn't "closed-minded", he just has more life experience than you and you haven't observed enough in the world to form solid beliefs yet.
>>85437929My father was a psychopath who married more women than I know of. He was always married to a new woman in a different country. I'm 30 and haven't had any women interested, because I'm not psychopathic like him.
>>85438165He literally never went outside of his bubble, hasn't changed his job for the last thirty years and we're only afloat because my sister is hard carrying us, because u want to know why? He only spends money to flex and look like a good brother to his sibling and maybe just maybe, my grandma will say I love you.I'm not talking about political or ideological values, he has none, he doesn't vote, he's close minded as when you tell him, dad, you can't use x in y, he refuses to listen, dad you can't paint on the wall directly he doesn't listen, etc Oh and God forbid you drive with him, what the hell is going through the gears according to your speed transition points?
