How did August go for you guys?
...august is gone?fuuuck
>>85454980That's how it goes. It'll be 2027 soon
>>85454949this is by far the best version of this meme(?) i've seen yetaugust was fine, it rained a lot where i live so i was spared from the ridiculous heat we usually get at the end of summer. very ready for fall.
>>85454949I quit smoking weed this month. That was very hard for me but I'm doing much better at work now, sleeping better, and I don't have the stomach problems it was causing anymore.
>>85455035How is it hard to not smoke weed?
Relapsed on alcohol, porn, and my social media addiction. Even though I'm now 2 months into being a neet if I am not at the gym I am honestly just been mindlessly wandering around my apartment. I also have been taking anti-depressants which has been a mixed experience. Hopefully in September I can go through with detoxing from my vices and finally go through with handling tasks I've been avoiding. This summer overall has been a bad experience.
>>85455238How are you paying the bills?
>>85455209I was smoking 5+ times a day every day. It's not a chemical dependency like nicotine but it's a habit nonetheless.
Im pretty sure August went by suicide.
>>85454949Meh, I guess it's normal. There's always something bad going on, like now my group of friends knows I hate women. My hatred and contempt for women has increased. Now, every time I see a pretty girl, all I think about is touching her and abusing her.I masturbated to videos of girls being raped.
>>85455256I finally got disability and since I lived very frugal these past few years I have a lot in my savings to where work is optional now
this is the month Im not gonna fap this is the month I go outside more faps daily and relapse 1 to 4 days still rarely goes outside except for work or errands Maybe September will be different I will say tho that I did paint my room and that was pretty fun
>>85455360>I finally got disabilityHelp?
>>85454949it was great since I talked to (her) :3
>>85454949Got a girls number.
Well lost my job last month due to going to work on Xanax. Got the job back last week due to passing the drug test that day somehow. Got payed to be off for a month. Mostly rotted in bed fucked up on drugs missing my piece of shit ex. Overall could be worse ig.
>>85456142How'd you lose your job if you passed the drug test?
>>85454949unemployed still, got laid a couple times (jk), few thousand in the bank to hold me off for a couple more months until I feel like I have to get another job to pay my bills, played a few shows with my band, but most of the time it was spent drunk and/or high while in bed fapping and taking care of my landlords dog while hes away at work, plus the occasional day out to acquire more food, liquor and beer, or just have fun at a park or do some window shopping. fucking love being a neet, but I'm on borrowed time, I'm going to have to go back to work eventually with some shit job, but for now, its easy living and trying to undo all the bullshit my previous job gave me, including alcoholism.
>>85454949Genuinely best month I've had in over a year
>>85456352How so, friend?
>>85455362good job anon. keep thinking positive and moving forward, and don't be so hard on yourself if you relapse, the path to recovery and health often has lots of steps forward along with lots of steps back, but don't lose hope, just keep trying to be a better person everyday in little ways, and eventually those build up and make it easier for you resist temptation
>>85456354Got hired for the highest paying job I've ever had, my coworkers are awesome and I get along with them great, the job is super fun, finally paying off my debts, getting my own place, etc.Exactly two months ago I was unemployed, showering every other day, and eating ramen for every meal. A year ago my irl gf ghosted me and I got evicted
>>85456366fucking love this. you deserve it. hope it continues working out for you and you'll just keep experiencing better and better things
>>85456366That's awesome! Keep it up and it'll only get better
>>85455360>finally got disabilityWhat do i need to do?
Pretty shit. As the saying goes: when it rain, it pours. And it was a month long.
