do you remember when you studied for SAT? I miss that time because it was the time where everything was possible. I could have gone to Harvard or MIT if I stuided hard enoughNow I am old(22) I live with absolutely no passion in my life I just want to go back to that time
>>85456199im 26 and i have the same thought everyday. theres no hope or future feels like. just sitting here, waiting to die. i wanted to be an astronaut when i was a kid.
>>85456199>Now I am old (22)
>>85456199>I could have gone to Harvard or MITNo you couldn't. your income decides if you get to those instytution not hard work. you never had a chance
I barely studied for my entrance exams. I spent the days using 4chan, binge eating and playing games. I often felt anxious at school, in that last year. It wasn't a great time, but in the end I got lucky and entered the university I wanted doing the bare minimum.
>>85456199I didn't study, got a great score, and ended up a neet anyway.
>>85456199> I live with absolutely no passion in my lifegetting to university wouldn't help with that. and going back in time while you had a dream also wouldn't fix that.
i didn't study and got good enough scores to get into any program of my country's beat universities and i did and it made me want to kill myself because it all feels so unengaging and uninteresting. i'd drop out now again for like the fourth time at age 26 if it didn't mean homelessness.if i could go back i'd have gone for something practical leading to relatively simple but guaranteed and ok paid work with my hands. welding, i think.
