I've come to realize that I legitimately don't actually give a fuck about love or being loved. I don't care about the interests or history of the person. I desire nothing more than the experience of carnal desire and obsession.
>>85456426>I desire nothing more than the experience of carnal desire and obsessiondon't worry, you'll eventually stop caring about that and just feel nothing when you see couples irl or any depiction of romance in fiction
you do care you're just coping to shield your ego from pain by being intellectually dishonest with yourself
youtu.be/6DYgImG1CKo?Obsession and carnal desire are keys to / symptoms of early relationship desire. The long term attachment takes time to build anyway.
>>85456426>carnal desire and obsessionWouldn't you rather feel comfortable and loved? The above drives you crazy
>>85456433>romance in fictionWhat unironically made me have this realization was the depiction of Winston and Julia in 1984.
>>85456460>Wouldn't you rather feel comfortable and loved?I would say I'm indifferent