I have no delusions that a woman will ever truly want me.Despite this, I have the desire to be an excellent example of a man anyway.Some petty part of me feels like I want to do it as a form of punishment for women, like "look at the man you could have had but were not interested in."But that also makes me feel pathetic in some way
>>85456488The only pathetic thing here is bettering yourself for others. Do it for yourself. Having a healthy, fit body is reward in itself and actually useful irl. Same with improving other skills. Operating on a higher level is simply more fun than the alternative. Getting mired by foids stuck in unsatisfying relationships is just the cherry on top.
Reminds me of that one image I've seen floating around here about the 2 paths forward for an outcast. Turning the anger outward and turning the anger inward. Turning the anger inward led further down the path of being a fat NEET neckbeard, where as turning anger outward was about showing those who outcast you that you're their superior.
one of the reasons i like being kind and helping others irl is because i get to mentally rub in people's faces that i'm better than them.
>>85456488Same but I don't feel pathetic about it.I already feel superior to most people around me. I'm high IQ, have no debt, savings/investments, 6'2", slim/fit, look way younger than my age. Not having a gf makes becoming rich a lot easier and leaves me with time to exercise and enjoy my hobbies. And with such a safety net of money, I can afford to not give a shit at work and bully my manager into giving me what I want, since I'm not afraid of getting fired.The older I get, the more this "no gf" thing looks like an advantage to me.
>>85456821That's the reason employers pressure their single emoyees to pair up and have kids. It makes them more likely to accept being treated like shit for fear of losing their job - much easier to control them and exploit them to a much higher degree than the competent ones who can just walk out if they get mistreated.