I've been thinking about this a lot, and I think I'm ready to die now. I'm not suicidal, I don't want to leave behind that kind of trauma for the people in my life, but i don't really have anything that makes me yearn to keep living.
>>85456518Is this indirectly implying that you are planning to commit suicide or are you more saying as I understand it just waiting to die and passing the time until you do somehow
>>85456527It's the latter, yes.
>>85456540Have you ever had anything that brought you meaning that kept you yearning to live if so what was it
>>85456544I have people I care about, and I believe care about me. They are a major reason, though not the only one, of why I am not considering suicide. However, I am not so important that they really need me, and I am sure they would be able to get on with their lives well if I died naturally. So other than that, not really that I can think of.
>>85456558In that case I hope you manage to spend your time well in a non harmful way and even more so that you managed to find meaning within that time that reignites a spark into a flame
>>85456575Thank you, I appreciate the sentiment. I hope if do manage to find such a spark, it won't be when I have little life left, though I would not be surprised if my life ends up like that.
