Another sad morning. It feels like the end of summer now. Not cold but a bit grey and melancholic. Soon there won't be any garden parties in the evening any more, and no more people swimming in the lake. But I don't do that anyway. All I did this year was spending some time at the park with friends, with beer and music. It was nice.I would like to make music. I have a small e-piano and try to learn the basics. Creating melodies can be fun, but really playing them then, with both hands and without computer, is pretty difficult. I don't know if I will have to discipline to learn that. Maybe I will just use a music software and do it the easy way.Also I want to write a book. I just don't know what it should be about. They say you can only write about your own experiences, but there isn't much interesting. And it wouldn't be much fun to write about myself. I want to write about someone else, someone with an interesting life. And there has to be some drama, of course. And maybe a political message. I will try.https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jPmA44-eBhs
>>85464091I'm in your walls staring at you.
>>85464091>another cc larper threadits all so tiresome.
>>85464095I bet that will get boring after 15 minutes.
>>85464091>Soon there won't be any garden parties in the evening any more>All I did this year was spending some time at the park with friends, with beer and music. It was nice.Normie socialites blogposting on 4chan. >*sigh*
>>85464107We can't just write about suicidal thoughts and misanthropic hate all the time, Anon. There must be more in life.
>>85464116Thank you for condescending to come down here and regale us with nothing Marie Antoinette. If there's one thing i've learned in my life is that there aren't enough Emma Bovaries in the world to make me wish it ended sooner.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Vcldfw1ULCk
>>85464091I live in LAGUNA BEACH BITCH! IT'S SUMMER YEAR ROUND
>>85464152You know what I find cringe here? That people with chronic depression, who are not normies at all, come here and then get attacked for having friends. Like, serious? Everyone who isn't a total hikki with no life is a normie and should not come here? Maybe you should look for another place where the antisocial loser elite isn't bothered by the plebs.
>>85464170Hm, I don't know if I would like that.
>>85464091>I would like to make musicGood luck with that nona. Writing music is the hardest thing I've ever done in my life.
>>85464239Can you play real instruments or you're doing it at the computer?
>>85464192>who are not normies at allthat's where you're wrongyou are a normie, because you have normal relationshipswe are not the same. You deserve all the mean words you get here.
>>85464091fucking kys normalfag. wtf is this shit >>>/tumblr/
>>85464272>you have normal relationshipsWhen social misfits with depression interact with normies it doesn't mean that they become normies because of that. You should reflect a bit to realize how cringe it is to reject people who live at the edge of society just because they have friends. Ok, you're bitter, but do you really think it's a smart reaction to hate everyone here who's not as lonely and isolated as you are? That's so childish.
>>85464308this is the schizoid NEET board, please fuck off and never post here again
>>85464317This isn't your board and no one asked for your opinion, dumbass. Now get the fuck out of this thread.
>>85464308yes it is, because you niggers pretend that you have it oh so badtry to live in isolation for 25 years being rejected by literally everyone then come back to me. You are not a "social misfit". If you were one you wouldn't have a friend group to speak of.
>>85464329HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHnoi will keep ruining your thread
>chad won't fuck me so I asked chatgpt to write some sad stuff
>>85464199>no allergies>no winter>70-80 degree weather year round >roads don't go shit and don't have to be salted>low gas mileage on cars >no one smokes >dolphins some times>hardly ever rains>almost never humid>no bullshit seasonal changes.
It's strange somehow that I even go on posting here. 90% of reactions are negative. But I guess that's why. With a depression positive people are the most exhausting and make me feel so disconnected. You fuckers are rude, toxic, racist, and hate women, but still I can somehow relax here. It's a strange thing. I can't say that I like this board but I always come back.
>>85464367i know you're 15 years old and think this is le deep, but it aint
>>85464367your "depression" is literally the kind that is catered to by big pharmaget meds and a therapist and you'll be cured from it in no time
>>85464367do you enjoy masturbating your brain thinking you are smart? read book retard.
>>85464091>It feels like the end of summer nownona...IT IS THE END OF SUMMER. SEPTEMBER STARTS LITERALLY TOMORROW ARE YOU FUCKED IN THE HEAD?
>>85464192>people with chronic depression, who are not normies at all, come here and then get attacked for having friends. Like, serious?it's hard to feel bad for people who have it better than you. i have depression too bitch. mine is actually suicidal levels. i have attempted it several times. it is not simply "chronic". at least you have friends. But I dont expect a normie to understand that some people have it worse than you and it makes them resentful. What next, gonna go bitch to a homeless man how you skipped lunch and now you're hungry? gonna go bitch to a virgin that you havent had sex in weeks and it's making you a little irritated?>Everyone who isn't a total hikki with no life is a normie and should not come here?YES. there are genuine losers and failures here trying to find some level of companionship and understanding. they dont want to be reminded that some basic white girl is sad :( go fuck your boyfriend or whatever you do to experience jo while the rest of us wonder why God even bothered cursing us with existence. i hate this world. i hate you. i hate humanity. i hate myself. i hate that others have it better than me. i hate that it's so unfair. i hate that you've never worked a day in your life for any of the happiness you have, but most of all i HATE that you insist on reminding me of it. go kill yourself. maybe then you'll be one of us.>>85464192>Maybe you should look for another place where the antisocial loser elite isn't bothered by the plebs.Why? so you can follow us there too? you're on fucking 4chan. the website frequently called the asshole of the internet and you're telling me it isn't niche enough? I'm sorry tumblr went bankrupt but maybe take it to twitter or some other normie shit. we were here first. YOU leave.
>Nona's sadpost>All I did this year was spending some time at the park with friends, with beer and music.wow, life is so difficult when you are instantly accepted into the normy social pecking order just for being a wombbearer
