I'm throwing away my diapers so my parents won't find them when I kill myself. I'm not sure why I care. I'll be dead, after all. Not like anyone can shame a corpse. It's not even like they will have great memories of me that will be ruined. I barely even like my parents. I guess at the end of the day it's just my nature to be secretive and avoid even the concept of shame, even if it never materializes. >inb4 why didn't you post this in the diaperfag threadThey r already tired of my bitching >inb4 we don't care about your life I know, I just use this place as a journal
>>85483380Wait why do you have diapers
>>85483415Oh wait you poop and pee in them because you have a fetish shit man that was kind of dismissing and invalidating I didn't mean it like that but it is what it was either way What's going on what's lead you to making this decision
>>85483430This made me genuinely laugh >What's going on what's lead you to making this decisionUh everything ig You mean like killing myself? My life is terrible there's no reason not to kill myself
i was about to make a similar post but without the diapers (i don't wear them) so i'll just reply here. i'm sorry you feel this way. i cannot not tell you to please not do it for my own sense of responsibility, but damn do i feel you. i'm so lonely and depressed that i'm becoming one of those old ladies who go to the doctor just to have a chat because they have no one else.
>>85483568Yeah there's basically no point to keep going through the trouble of living even if you understand conceptually that killing yourself is bad
>>85483500I'm glad I could make you laugh if I did I'm sorry for you that you're going through and have been through some hard shit man if you're going just try and make it not painful at least you don't deserve that but I hope maybe something could happen before you make that final irreversible decision that could help you find some meaning and purpose that brings you happiness
Don't. Just don't do it. Go to bed
>>85483849Why. >>85483730Nothing like that has even come close to happening yet
>>85484003Yet it could
>>85483380I always thought that if I did it, I would do everything I could to make a clean break with life. I would get rid of all my stuff and clean my apartment so no one else had to. I would get a cashier's check for everything in my bank account and send it to my sister. The only thing that would be left is myself and the clothes I was wearing when I did it.
Go outside to the beach wearing nothing but a diaper like you don't give a fuck. Seriously, do it you big baby, what do you have to lose. All your life you were ruled by shame, you cared what people think of you and your weird habits. Here is your chance to finally be yourself, let everything go, let the world know you're a freak with a diaper fetish.
