a cocktail of psychedelics and opioids would be nice, but all that's available to me is weed on the dark web. What should I do?
>>85484466I did a slew of research chemical psychedelics in 2014 including 2cb 4acodmt and a whole bunch of other shit I can't remember. Please, don't. You will have to ride the short bus for life.
>>85484487>You will have to ride the short bus for life.I'm hoping that i won't have to ride any bus anymore after everythingdo you have to do anything with the chemicals? How much is too much?
>>85484466dmt is very easy to make, fed-kun.
>>85484506Any one much is too much. Treat it like the tenets of anti goofing. Never Goon.
>>85484525i really, and i emphasize this, really don't care about my health. I just wanna get smacked before i end it all>>85484516i love it when you niggers vaguepost
Has anyone ever done Bromo dragonfly?
>>85484561>i really, and i emphasize this, really don't care about my health. I just wanna get smacked before i end it allHaha well then research chemical psychedelics like the fucked up shit I did and mixed up will make you wish you were dead. White rabbit you didn't go deep enough yet to know that. If you come out the other side and you're not dead I will promise you wish you were. For your sake just don't bother. It's retarded. If you want to go out choose something likd heroin. You should try to live though. Love.
>>85484577>If you want to go out choose something likd heroinwell i can't because all that's available is weed as i stated earlier>You should try to live though. Love.25 years of this shit is enough for me, why would i want to live 50 more?
>>85484561>i love it when you niggers vaguepostits like 2 ingredients you fucking spaz. some plant and an acid/base i cant remember. check out PiHKAL and just look up a recipe its not that hard. faggot
>>85484598and you suppose i can just google this shit? retardand how would i even get the plant?
>>85484586You could be double that age with the same anxieties, I will say quit while you're ahead and like get a job or something. I'm way older than you and have 20/20 on this. You don't have to listen but I'll guarantee you'll be happier if you at least try like I did.
>>85484609>get a jobyes i should be a slave for 12 hours a day in some shitty ass factory, great idea!>You could be double that age with the same anxietieswhy would i want to though?
>>85484606yes you can just "google this shit" no one cares what you do on the internet unless its childporn or something. if you are afraid to google drug recipes dont even bother trying to buy them online, you will fuck it up somehow.
>>85484620and i'm supposed to just shit out the plant somehow then?
>>85484627some of these plants literally grow in your backyard if you live in the usa. why am i choosing to suffer fools? am i retarded? honestly atp im giving you advice in the hopes you fuck it up and fry your brain.
>>85484631well if you were paying attention, you would know that I AM NOT FUCKING AMERICAN
>>85484487I did a lot of psychedelics and all it did was make me even more incredibly apathetic to all of this because it's all an illusion (still gotta pay taxes so I'm just even more depressed)
>>85484635even better, in fact, dmt plants mainly grow in south america or australia. maybe work with me you fucking faggot and you will get what you want.
>>85484641I live in north eastern europefuck all grows here
>>85484637i havent done psychadelics besides weed, and the illusion conclusion doesnt make much sense to me. seems that this is the realist it gets. i have come to the same understanding through reasoning, such that the world is a material construct which is interpreted through our brain's, which would make it an illusion in the literal sense since it relies on our sense processing organs which can malfunction or be removed, or be fed incomplete data, or data which is warped. like how we look at art and see a 3d image despite it being 2d, but it seems as if moving towards higher understanding of the world around us is the key to "breaking" the illusion so to speak, and therefore what we have and iterate upon (the human animal) is not an illusion, but an incomplete tool for understanding of reality.
>>85484646shrooms maybe? idk just go buy heroin off the street if you wanna die.
>>85484669i don't know anyonehow would i get heroin if i don't know anyone?
>>85484679every junkie was in your position at one point, luckily, you live in a region of the world where it cant be THAT hard to get your hands on some.
>>85484688most junkies know peoplei don't know anyonei have no friends
>>85484692I don't even feel the pain when I crush cans in my hand or light fire on my skin. Quit while you're ahead for your own sake.
>>85484735have you been listening to me at all? I want to kill myself. I literally couldn't care less.
>>85484466I don't want psychedelics, just the opioids
>>85484814you dont want it bad enough if you live in north eastern europe and cant get your hands on heroin. cmon man dont they sell that at corner stores or something?
>>85484874>cmon man dont they sell that at corner stores or something?they don't