since my boyfriend broke up with me my friends told me to get a hobby to try to forget about it. so i got a new hobby and it is shibari. i love tying myself up and learning new knots but it's kinda hard sometimes!
>>85561681I thought shabari was like some Japanese arts and crafts thing but then I looked it up and it was BDSM but with geometric patterns
at least god haneke and more specifically the piano teacher and more specifically erika kohut and more specifically isabelle huppert got mentioned ???!!!!!!! i can die in PEACE, my god this is literally the film of MY LIFE i've loved it ever since i was 12
>>85561700i love the piano teacher! i'm gonna see it in theaters soon! :)
>>85561699yas it's so cool!!! have so many patterns is crazy
>>85561712AT LEAST GOD THE LUCK YOU HAVE?!!!!!!! I WOULD LOVE TO SEE IT IN A BIG THEATER TOO OH MY GOD BUT WHERE DO YOU LIVE PLEASE I NEED TO KNOW
>>85561681>Frequency posterdude that fucking movie never fails to pull at my heartstrings
>>85561681you really couldnt have picked a more retarded goyslave fetish hobby, could you?
>>85561740but i'm just a girl!
my girlfriend broke up with me. i needed something to distract myself from the nagging gnawing feelings. all those dark dirty things breeding in my head. i hated her. cancer black hate oh yes Lord did i ever hate her. but i found something. a new game to play. a better song to sing. and it kept my mind away. and on to better things. you see. every single night. every cursed night when i start getting dark and my mind starts drifting and i start thinking what did that bitch have to go and do that shit for. every single night. i take a little pushpin. a little thumbtack. and i place the point right dead center under the nail of my index finger on my left hand. and i give it. a little. Smack! and it hurts me. it hurts me bad. and i pull it out. and place that point right dead center under the nail of my middle finger on my left hand. and i smack smack until all my fingers are nice and bloody. and all my thoughts run away. and i'm back to blessed equanimity. and you know what? i kind of like it. it's kind of growing on me. maybe one day these feelings will fade away. maybe that bitch won't be eating at my mind every single night. and maybe i'll still be sitting here. bloody fingers smacking away.
no one cares that you're a woman, anon
>>85561753what an odd, perplexing, strange thing for a """girl""" to say...
>>85561761hope u feel better soon anon :( pain can be really good and help you forget things sometimes but don't hurt yourself so much <3
>>85561681do you have safe rope, how do you know what rope is not painful to use for a long time, is it hard to tie and untie yourself
I want to be tied up and pegged UwU
>>85561729the cinema arts centre in long island will have screenings of haneke films at the end of the month :)
>>85561681that sounds cool ngl but the idea of sexualizing myself (even if only to myself) i would go mad and shoot myself in the head
>>85561829the rope i'm using isn't really the most suitable for shibari but it's cotton so it's not uncomfortable. it is kind of hard to tie yourself up yeah but there are tons of tutorials on youtube and it's pretty fun!!! i can do the foot and leg ties by myself :)
>>85561902there is something particularly evil about a foid bragging about doing something sexual on a board that is primarily made up of lonely men
>>85561681I don't really buy the "get a hobby" thing. >just fritter your life away on distractions instead of trying to replace what made you whole as a human, getting older and missing opportunities as time marches onNo. I have no choice but to seek my next person, especially at my age.
>>85561877oh i totally understand :( i don't see this as being exactly sexual, i just really love being restrained and feeling my body contained!!! ^^
>>85561949it doesn't have to be i agree!! i just have brainworms and the concept of sexualizing myself makes me squirm. eepmore power to u tho. it always looks super artsy and cool
>>85561924to be honest i don't really get this idea either. i don't think the best way to get over someone is just getting new hobbies and keeping yourself busy with that. i think people just need to accept it and fully move on but i'm only 22 so i have timeeee
>>85561961thank uuuu <33
will you use the knowledge to tie up your future bf so he never leaves?
>>85561681Technically a dog boner is called a knot, but why am i saying, i bet you know that already.
>>85562470maybe yes if i need to but i really hope he ties me up!!!
>>85562544oh didn't know that. thank you for sharing your knowledge anon!
>>85562560You can tie each other up! Either taking turns or tying him to you literally!
>>85562664that's a good idea!!!! love it thank u
>>85562699i wonder if there are positions where neither of you can untie yourself but you can untie the other person, sounds very romantic
>>85562770stoppp i'm gonna cry this is so romantic
