holidaying! reinforces what i thought about myself. that i have a trash worthless life with nothing left except death to wait for. and that if i had even a shred of value to a soul on this planet then i wouldve had the happiest, most fulfilling life of all. one factor couldve changed everything, ill die having never experienced so much
>>85562674nice art.>reinforces what i thought about myself.Why would it, can't feel the Good Hormones when you're out holidaying?
>>85562674Welcome to the club buddy ol pal ol chum.
anon this sounds incredibly borderlinesadly worthless males like us are not desired by equally worthless girls
>>85562674If youre not a tranny or fag idc
>>85562685i cannot feel enjoyment in anything when alone and seeing couples and families causes me intense mental stress. i am too old and ugly to find any hope of changing that
>>85562692Women deserve to die but male presenting heterosexual cucks deserve it
>>85562698this is so reali live in a postcommie village with only old people and hobbos but when i visit a nearby uni town my suicidal thoughts become ten times stronger. too many young pretty happy succesful couples
>>85562698Oh you're that anon that posted about feeling lonely in a crowd yesterday(?) weren't you?I mean, such is life my niggy. You either try to find somewhere you can fit in, or you're fated to just eat yourself with that envy. If you can't stop that enviousness, that is.Some (a lot) of people die alone, what you want won't just fall into your lap like that.But I know you don't post these threads to look for advice, I hope the venting helps though~
>>85562719there is absolutely no advice to give here. i have never found the home in which i belong. and a home is not always a place, it can be a person. i will die alone. i have the power to enforce that as soon as i want.
bro i am a 26 lvl neet and i havent been on holiday for the last 7 yearsi wish i had a gf (unlikely) but id rather get a job that doesnt make me suicidal (impossible)
>>85562777you will get a job and buy a few things and realize nothing matters without someone to share those moments with>>85562717seeing people enjoy what i never couldi want to die knowing i cannot have it no matter how hard i tried
>>85562789the things i will buy is fixing my teeth, having a cat, having a computer, eating pistachiosoh and buying clothes. all my clothes are rags from my highschoop dayshave you tried drugs? id like to.
>>85562789The only people that will let a person couch hop are men with women even though women hate themAnd gays and trannies with their own kindLike I saidHeterocucks like you deserve itKeep crying about fags when you are in love with a species that hates you
>>85562807why on earth do you seem to think i am couch hopping? i make enough to travel in comfort.>>85562806you can clear out all those needs within months of having income and then you have the rest of your life alone existentially bearing down on you. i dont see escapism in drugs to replace the happiness you get from holding a hand to be enough justifying existence
Most miserable fuck award
