I am too weird so I can't connect to people easily. My best friend of years left me. I try to make friends here but people don't like talking or I just happen to not connect to them cause i am peculiar.My r9k boyfriend is mentally unstable so I can't be too close to him since he is really emotional. Just cried again cause he hang up and is not responding for a day for disagreeing with him again, he is probably going to break up with me again. He always does this, i disagree with him, he gets immediately upset, hangs up, breaks up with me, comes back. He has broken up with me 8 times. I can't leave him because i am too loyal. Yes I know call me a chad only slut I know you can tell meI wish I knew how to cope with being alone
>>85565280Anonymous is my best friend. The guy I can talk about anything with.
drug abuse and suicidal idealization
>>85565280Most of my loneliness comes from being scared of being alone and not from the loneliness itself That sounds like it sucks but I wish I could want to be with a real person that much
>>85565383My issue is that my anxiety/ocd gets worse to an extreme degree when I dont socialise
>>85565280I also suffer from loneliness, I try meeting a girl online but it's not happening
>>85565426How old are ypu anon, I am sorry for that
>>85565280There are exactly zero people in the world who I can be myself around. For me, a friend is just someone I have to put on a mask for. It's exhausting. So I'm actually much happier when I'm friendless.
>>85565280"Friends" are for children. You must be 18 to post here.