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black ass

Oh babby grill you are spoiling us

>>85567543
You don't have to choke me babe I *cough* already find you sexy *cough* *gasp*

You wanna make out? I'll make out! I've been living in this hole for so long, I hardly know better! Aaagh. You're the highlight of my day! I like your smile! What do you want me to say? I wanna talk, can't talk. You want poems? I can send poems?! I don't know! You wanna watch me squirm? Embarrass me in front of the whole letter thread? AAAAAGHHH!

A woman can never truly love a man unless she threatens suicide if he tries to leave her. Take notes, foidies. You're probably just not communicating properly.

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i don't know if you'll ever see this message... i sincerely hope you're doing well... i'm sorry for everything, i really wish i could erase those episodes of extreme violence

>>85567884
i find it to be pure malice and manipulation and the person who did that to me didn't and doesn't love me

>>85568191
It's your fault for not loving them enough. How could you?

>>85568204
kekleon

Take me back please come back

>nameless
Erase the last one
Back to the OG
We can only hope

>>85567964
What kind of violence did you do

>>85568643
i stabbed him i held him against his will and i punched him. but i genuinely regret it

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I don't even know what you think I did wrong. I know what I did wrong, that's why I apologize so much. But you don't even know. I can tell you. But can you tell me what you think I did that it broke you?

A good egg doesnt break all her promises
A good egg isnt rotten

I know I did not deserve it. You were giving it out freely and endlessly. I could see through all of it. How you are and how your soul is. And I still did not appreciate it enough and thought it was forced on me. I'm sorry, I'm so sorry. I did thing that I should be the happiest guy. But I did not have strong enough conviction to lead you through and say that everything will be okay and I really believe that everything is very much real.

I feel like my mind is lucid today. Humanity is nothing but worthless garbage, and they deserve what I'm doing to them. There is no hope, no innocence, nothing good in the world. When a child dies, that's mercy.

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>>85567840
w-what the fug, anon... >:3c!!!

It's one of those days again. I feel like I'm moving in slow motion. I worked late again. I don't need the money but I have nothing else to do and no one to talk to. I've been looking into buying a house, but it's such an overly complicated process that the thought of it just makes me tired. I feel very alone at the moment.
I know it'll pass. It always does. But there doesn't feel like much to look forward to. Oh well. It is what it is.

>>85568868
Same, I accomplished all that other stuff already though.

I was going to say 11:11 make a wish but its 11:12 so what ever

>>85568914
kazakhstanbro is that you?

>>85568930
Not its not. I do who that is

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Oh hi S, or should I say, M.
I found your old little socials~ It took me a while too, you're quite hard to find... Now I'm gonna spend the next few days reading aaaall ur poems. Aalll ur old posts. Aaalll ur little drawings.

And then!? I'll tease u about it.

-S.

>>85569202
You shouldn't say either because all that matters is said directly. Whether you are s or m, you sign by s or m. Pointless

>i think someone broke into my house to intentionally harm my cat

What do you mean by this?

>>85569182
was just a play on the popular kazakhstan meme because at the time that post was made it was 11:12 in kazakhstan

>>85569313
Idk what that meme meme is. It was 11:12 cst

you made it too hard for me to worship you, so I had to pivot and LEEEAAAN IN!! so now I'll have an optimal relationship with a lovely individual.

>>85569378
Hard pass on that

>>85569224
I know who you are and why you're cranky dude, and I can assure you that letter is not for you.
Keep malding. You can grab the next thread, I won't be here most likely by then.

>>85569665
Yup whatever you say

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I read modern classic literature and she listens to My Chemical Romance. All the things she likes are equivalent of plain pasta. Despite how dramatic she is and how insane is the experience. We may never understand each other.

>tfw no good taste esoteric art curator bf who i can help loosen up with my pleb taste and can improve mine
he just think im too stinky to go near

>>85569202
Who is this? Say something that only I would know

>>85570218
You like your rice mushy and I made it like that once.

after I sent that e-mail I had a walk, and in that walk I kept thinking and thinking.

I came back home and took another look. I took a look at your friends, who you had as company, and who probably made you say that thing to me last september.

I regret sending that now, I don't think I should have sent anything at all now... It's all just... so hard to infer from so little I have on my end, you know?
Bah. It doesn't matter.

here comes dr tran

Hey stranger. It's been a while, almost a year at this point. Time goes by so fast, damn. You still loom in my shadow, in the back of my mind, and you crawl up from my subconscious, into my dreams. Ig that's what it means to have unfinished business with someone. Things are changing, I wonder if you've been able to keep up. Wouldn't mind talking to you again, but I suppose if you wanted to you would have reached out already.

>>85572057
Drop Initials originally

>Initials?
>please say who you're talking about
>omg please say who you are!
>even though nothing you said applies to me or anyone I had a connection with
>but please tell me who you are and whomst you're writing about

>>85572216
Well, if you are who you think you are, you're still as much a dick as always. Fuck off

>>85572269
>if you are who you think you are
I wrote something similar the other day. I did not write >>85572216

Also
123444

>>85572216
Hissy fit anon is back.

Every girl on /soc/:

What in the actual fuck is wrong with you? Thanks for the nudes, though.

Having a string of digits again lately. Dubs, trips, maybe even quad and pents. Of course now that I mention it they'll go away for a bit.

Usually i only get a ton of digits when my emotions are heightened. No clue why I'm getting so many digits lately.

>>85573573
Digit is a term for penis

>>85573954
Let me in. I'm a member.

Basically, without using too many words, I am what happens when a child never feels secure, and never attains. I'm actually incapable of many human emotions because I gnawed it out of myself in repeated neurotic fixation many years back. I'm a ghoul. A stem cell that beat himself into a boring myocyte. Yeah everyone leaves in the end cause I'm sniffer dog with no cheese.

>>85574288
*Rippling myocyte

Sounds cooler

>>85574376
damn what did he do to you?

>>85574376
Did Mike(the guy playing him and formerly known as **** ) just dox a certain well known name fag?

>>85574376
This is not going to help your case against him. Odds are you are breaking the law now too, psycho.

>>85574403
Sounds like a classic case of post-hoc consent removal.

>>85574288
You still got me bb gril, and I've been called a cheese factory

YOU RETARD DUMB FUCKING CUNT. I FUCKING WARNED YOU ABOUT HIM. THIS IS WHAT YOU GET. YOU DID THIS TO YOURSELF SDB
https://desuarchive.org/r9k/search/image/Ihhab7TU3ySWTKIq0H8r9A/
AHAHAHA

>>85574407
Not mike didnt didnt do that. Alex is the one who always talks about his devices being hacked

>>85568373
Are you now or have you ever been associated with maples?

>>85574645
>>85574407
Please respect the thread theme

yeah assumedly same dude did that 2fa shit to me which is hilarious because I've never even interacted with him but a few times. nice hairline retard kek

>>85574288
Too relatable.
>88

>>85574716
Not how these threads work

Dear normies: Why do you come into our spaces when every space in the world is meant for you? You come to our spaces and make everything into a competition to see who is the most normal and well adjusted of the group of losers in a petty attempt to scramble for status. Do you not ever consider how pathetic it really is to join these spaces to make fun of people who are in a vulnerable position? Do you not realize how little of an accomplishment it is to be more normal than us? We don't want to be normal... Being normal is being like you... you're bad... evil... status obsessed monsters... I hate you...

Trannies,

Please reel in your fucking retards. For the love of god, please, stop them already.
I shouldn't have to know this much about the female reproductive and hormone cycle as a man to tell a MTF tranny it is physically and literally impossible for them to cramp and to listen to other ally retards try to pretend they even understand their own body when they tell me the hormone that creates period cramps is estradiol when it's fucking prostaglandin.
And their argument every time is "HURRR THERE WAS SOMEONE WHO SAID DEY GOT IT, SO IT MUST BE TRUE!!"

Just please for Gods sake reel in your retards already. I'm so tired of listening to men pretend to they know a womans body because they learned the key hormone between men and women is estrogen and testerone in 4th grade and therefore now they understand the woman experience and how their body works. When we live in fucking 2026 and a google search would tell them all of this.

Fuck you trannies, stop trying to LARP your constipation as period cramps.

i'm hungary

>>85575650
finnish your food, anon

>>85567543
z
i saw a bunch of students lined up to spend their parents' money on movie and music posters to make their dorm rooms feel less lonely
the only thing i'd wanna have on my walls would be your drawings
because you said that about mine
i have a performance coming up this weekend
otherwise i was gonna go to that free anime club thing
as long as this place exists, i'm going to faithfully post
it happened before, and i just need to hear from you
because there's so much to say
and i'm still writing
for all of the coming chapters
it's will over fate
j

>>85574288
Do you have a rich inner world you escape to in your head?

lol most of your struggles are just how you cope with the fact you have an ugly soul. no normie's ever told me to kill myself, or that they wish the worst for me. you're a hateful bully. you were given an immense handicap, the greatest anyone can receive, yet you come online to insist you're oppressed... more than people who need to compete just to live a life that may never have the same stability as yours. and, y'know? I've never heard a normie talk about how they need a wealthy, white, spouse to prove themselves to the world.... seek help.

so many men like you, but you'd never give them chance because you *are* status seeking.

stop browsing this place and talking to pedo incels online, and maybe you'll feel better. it worked for me. I know you were at some point also friends with people who dgaf about coexisting in places online with literal groomers. it's very common for girls who are insecure about their terrible personalities to associate with the worst of society, I certainly would know.

Anastasia,
You were intentionally trying to hurt me today. Why do you even come when you know I will be there? Why do you sometimes act friendly, then distant, and then hurtful?

You've won at nothing if you're on here telling people that you've "won".

Luck is not what makes someone a winner. Instead, it's what they do with their luck to secure a happy life.

>>85576706
Agreed >>85576579 sounds like a loser

Stop replying to me little gay faggot man.

half circle back forward motions are easier to do if you buffer them

>>85576985
I am straight. You are projecting your faggotry.

Gonna smoke on my little window~

>>85576043
More like a barren outer world to escape from...

https://youtu.be/P2I2U5CN-5U

I really wish I knew what you are thinking. I'm going through it completely blind. I wonder if you hid it away unable to even look. I wonder if you shake and panic expecting a message. I wonder if you got paranoid. I wonder if you secretly want me to try again. I wonder if you like having an admirer that is almost like the perfect man for you. I wonder if you kept an eye on me. I wonder if you are lost thinking why I'm not active. I wonder if you think I've finally left you alone. I wonder if you think it was a game, a lie. I wonder if you think I've been horribly depressed. I wonder if you feel guilt when you have to suppress the thought that I might really love you. I wonder if you are tearing yourself apart because of my minor actions. I'm sorry, I'm playing those games again. I can't do much else. I hate being cruel to you, but it must hurt before it feels better. I think about how I see you, inside and outside. So much more confident on the outside... Such a small little pathetic creature on the inside. You're like the cutest ever, wide eyes, tired confused look. If only I could care for you and do something. I should have never hurt you. I know I don't deserve to have power over anything so wonderful and special. But I wish I could give it all to you. I don't think I'm giving up.

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V
You should try laying off the caffeine especially energy drinks that stuff is nasty, no wonder youre tired all the time.
I'll travel to visit grandma before winter sometime around october I'll see if I can stop by to say hello on the way.
Love you sis don't ever stop smiling and being awesome liek you are all the time xoxo

>>85575717
Man, shut the fuck up about Z.
You're Mike, aren't you? Or one of his retarded larping friends like Colton.

Just hate reading this shit all day with my initial attached to it. I know several Zs in my life who would hate seeing this shit.
I hope they never browse here.

Claire Josh Everett whatever the fuck youre going by today, please stop doing porn and just find a regular dude to be with, I dont get the puppygirl shit, but doesnt mean you gotta be miserable with the porn, you dont even look like youre having fun with it, but at least you gained some healthy weight and hopefully got away from that dude who was obviously grooming you

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>>85578845
I lost my little notebook until today. I swear to god if anyone found the reasons why I like cats more than people heads will roll before the robots take over the world. Anon you have any cookbook recommendations for someone who wants to learn recipes from scratch? No reason.
How did the Pokemon card drop go, if that was you?

>>85579893
stay in ur lane, asshole

>>85580025
I don't think I'm your person, anon. If you really want to try to find someone you should use initials.

>>85580025
>Anon you have any cookbook recommendations for someone who wants to learn recipes from scratch? No reason.

Soak your hands and feets in baked beans. Let me lick all the sauce off of you. I left a message for you in the previous thread. For some reason I think it's you.

Starting to understand a little bit those guys who work all the time. I really have nothing else going on in my life and there isn't that much that I really enjoy at the moment. If I'm going to be bored and mildly depressed I might as well be squirreling away good money at the same time. For what? I don't really know. Maybe to buy a house, but even that idea doesn't exactly fill me with joy, it's just something to work toward at least

>>85580025
>learn recipes from scratch
What does this mean?

I won't be unblocking you. Reading my messages makes me sick. I'm not unblocking you solely out of shame. It doesn't matter that I'm sorry or what I feel.

>>85580747
I deleted my account long ago

>>85576281
You sound,like filthy a hog shaser.get better taste.

>>85580865
You can't delete your phone number. But thanks for the (You), rando.

>>85580747
You should never feel shame about it. I don't mind anything you said. I don't see you in any negative light. I know what it all meant. Maybe better than you do now yourself. You need love.

>>85580974
You totally can get a new one and then the old one gets made unavailable what are you 8?

I've already accepted that I'm unworthy of your love but am I still unworthy of even a response from you?

i'll never have the guts to send u this, doubt u'll read it here anyway. your love is long-drawn-out, weird, but my love still lives in me.

ily, still love u with every part of me since we were kids, drifting & coming back every 2 yrs. viewing it from ur perspective i'd be confused too....being chosen on a random childhood day by the new girl... but it's destiny.

yk how hard it was to admit my obsession, losing my mind while u're stressed with daily life. won't stress u anymore, just one truth: u're the only guy i ever wanted to sleep with, real love. whenever i try to give a FUCK about any MOID i just can't. u can be an annoying fatass, hurts thinking u know i'm unhinged, but i adore u. i want u to get desperate for me, to pray to a heaven that forces u to love me... got fantasies where u kill me at last & consolidate ur love in one body. what's left for me if u don't love me back? u called me urs & i am. carrying ur mark forever.

talismans got me crying every night, ur chalice eyes & years of delusion. u're everywhere: flowers u stepped on that birthday, waiting in the rain like the dog i am. everyone knows u bc I WILL ALWAYS talk about u, every event being prophecies.

what's it feel like to be one with me? to be my whole existence? when u came to love me, i didn't let u use my body & u left. but i promise to be good if u come back. hope no one else dates u, want ur cats thinking i'm their only mom. when bad cycles end, i'll let mysf be used. won't complain.

u're my reason for life & death, my infinite T. craving u nightly. if u cry thinking i'm dead, i'd just medicate till sedated. doc increased my dosage talking bout u, all for u... if i get healthy, it's only so u come back. all my internet stuff, drawings, animations...all for you. am i cool to u? am i loved by u?

ily. T.

- B

You're my spirit animal babe. Fuck this garbage reality. We can be together in the ether. We'll fight as one

If you still want to swing by tomorrow to get your packages, and some other essentials I don't mind. You don't have to go through all of the hassle to get the things you need to get by for the next week or so.

Oh really? This one? I struggle to believe that you get it. You never were really different or thoughtful. I'm not trying to offend you. I don't think it's bad or worse than what I have. You have feelings like an ocean. But you can't see the hypothetical. That's my thing. I look at them and wonder. And my eyes fill with tears. A beautiful idea. Can you believe that I put you before it?

i think i am having another heart attack

>>85581405
No you don't. You're someone named pomo gubs. That's the only truth you've said.

>>85567555
Swiggity Swoogy

>>85581001
I really doubt she changed her number.
>>85580977
Yeah, but I already have that. Sorry for lying to you but I miss my girlfieieje endnd... More than I miss you. I don't think about you all that much, besides when I see one person asking to be unblocked.
>>85581602
You got a license to sell those hotdogs, chico-man?

dear cindy

It's been a decade since we last spoken and I convinced you to leave your boyfriend for me, all to dump you unceremoniously on your mothers own birthday-- I am not haunted by my own action so much as I am embarrassed at how you sniveled and freaked out as you ought to do...are you still a weird BPD freak? probably childless and haunted by her own failure and mediocrity


all my love,
bn

>>85580516
>baked beans
Absolutely disgusting

Anyway, if you're simping for a bitch who hates your guts, fat fuck, I've got bad news for you. Kek. Just shut the fuck up you demented faggot. Christ dykebot is a gigantic slut, she's already moved on just like the last ten bitches I've talked to.
Let go.

>>85581144
Hey it's me, your person. I love you.

You aren't my person. I didn't ask for your comments. I don't want you.

Yes I am. And you will check your inbox.

SIKE! Ok that was not a nice thing to do. I'm sorry. I'm no one's person T_T.

>>85582294
you're my person <3 i love you
say it back or else.

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>>85582343
Are you trying to hurt me bbg? Because you've succeeded. I'm crine

>>85581144
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=MUZwblurraA&list=RDMUZwblurraA&start_radio=1&pp=oAcB

You are not my person. I'm not clicking that.

"my person" sounds so strange because if I'm here writing letters clearly they're not mine

>>85579893
Thats not mike. Stop assuming

Orchiectomy and penectomy scheduled.

I hope you follow through with your letter

>>85582616
But she will ever be mine because she will never be anyone else's

What if they were married with kids wouldn't that be weird ahahah

I didn't ask for your commentary. You and your comments are unwanted.

ohh la la sensitive queen! don't chip your painted nails tee hee

Yea, you're an unpleasant individual, no wonder your blocked and ignored.

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ican c it in your eyes that you want to get out...

>>85582798
Huh? Who are you replying to or are you just stirring the pot?

>>85583241
It's another dumbass stirring the pot.
Try not to engage them. I say them not because pronouns, but it's multiple retards shitting the thread up like all the Mikeposters and Coltposters.

You're not a sports caster. No one is paying for you for your unwanted commentary.

Nigga fuming about the possibility sheesh...

>>85582517
Speaking of, hate this type of retard posting YouTube links instead of saying what he wants to say.
Like no nigga, I'm not clicking on your gay little SoundCloud song.

I'm very bored and getting jaded on waiting for a response, I'm finally coming to terms that you just lied to me through and through. That's fine.

>>85583250
I haven't seen anything beneficial to being known in lore at this point for Colton and Mike lore together in unison, other than Maria

>>85583104
is that maria and the infamous c and their mutt child?

>>85583252
>>85582831
Nigger, your commentary is more useless than anyone else's.

>>85583287
They all cum on each other while playing naked twister, and one took it too far. That's my takeaway from this "lore".

>>85583262
I don't need closure, I just poke and prod.

>>85583329
Sounds fucking stupid. Like your taste in music you clog with every thread.

>>85583335
One link per thread = "clog". You have the reek of a maladaptive spectrum dweller with a dash of cluster B.

Is it weird to fap to your lewds while listening to the music you liked?

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>>85583367
yes. affirmative, no doubt.
and very much so.

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Yeah I guess and it's lana del rey even

>here I go replying to you and giving more unwanted commentary because I just gotta be a faggot

>gives unwanted replies and commentary
>complains about unwanted replies and commentary
That folks is what we call a little bitch

>>85583250
47 is the real twat here.

>I hate when someone replies to people who aren't me with a YouTube link because I can't tell what they're conveying to each other even though absolutely nothing to do with me

Mike is dead. Mike remains dead. And we have killed him. How shall we comfort ourselves, the murderers of all murderers? What unrelated youtube links, what unwanted commentaries shall we have to reply? Is not the greatness of this deed too great for us? Must we ourselves not become mikes simply to appear worthy of it?

I simply don't give a shit pal

Confronting life is a mighty task, but the consequences of not doing so are harrowing. I see you as a fellow victim in a system that's degraded the foresight of multiple generations. Please don't let it kill you. I'm just worried, and that's why I made a lot of distance. My heart aches thinking about the pain others feel, or will feel, which feels like some sort of punishment for being an asshole for so long. Probably makes me a dick, but in a different way.

Anyone else getting the reading that maria publicly got married and that's why mike is "dead" or am I just as shizo as he is

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I could have saved her. I could have saved her. I could have saved her.I could have saved her. I could have saved her. I could have saved her. I could have saved her. I could have saved her. I could have saved her.I could have saved her. I could have saved her. I could have saved her.

There were tears in your eyes that day. I know. You cried ugly right in the office. I had to do it to you. Sorry, but I couldn't just believe you are gone. You mean much more to me than just a nice memory. Then I put you through constant panic with many things. Then I tortured you more by saying what I really feel. My sweet broken little flower. No, not mine... Those words didn't matter. I wish I could understand why you hate me so much and why we have to do all of this just so you let me talk to you a little bit. If you're not my girlfriend then you never were and I'm okay with knowing that you will never be. If I did not make you happy then I will never ask of you nearly as much as I asked of you every day. If you did not love me then you never loved at all and it's fine, I won't ask for your love. If you never wanted a friend then you never really wanted me. But it's okay because I only ask for indifferent words.

>>85583749
these people don't exist anon, it's all a larp from start to finish.

There's a good chance you're just him samefagging too, it's all he does.

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>>85583760
Damn the symbiote has infected me
I've said before it was all so ridiculous I thought this was all another mariotehplumber larp but I'm not sure if I underestimated the kind of mental illness r9k breeds

>>85583367
nah. it's her fault for showing those delectable tetas in the first place. jerk that shit. crank that shit. mash that mothafuckin shit.

>>85583752
vocatroon? geg wut

>>85583697
Mike never posted the youtube Iinks. Thats a different schitzo "big orange cat"

https://youtu.be/6PLPmmfeNd4
I've been posting music less idk

More like neon green wth man

There's something about you that doesn't add up with everything else you're saying and I don't like it. It's reason enough for me to believe that I should stop talking to you. That inconsistency is pissing me off, but i can't quite put my finger on it.

>>85584417
Keep it that way, your dumbass friend up there>>85583364 never got that memo.

https://youtu.be/CWPo5SC3zik?
as if the occasional song is more detrimental to the quality of the thread than your endless bitching.

>>85584854
This is occasional? There you go again, pissing on the building with your shit taste in music.

>>85582517
Why is it so good? *jamming out*

You don't write letters to me. Any reference to our relationship I'm finding in these threads is pure coincidence if in suspected relation to me. I have to have this outlook because it's unhealthy for me to have limerence for you. Sorry if you wanted a response and you are actually here. I read some of these letters and think it's about me and you, when it probably isn't. So I remind myself it isn't you and I refrain from responding.

>>85584661
You got me. I keep it 99 but only to make room for you, my numba 1 bby grill.

>>85584952
They write letters to you and they also communicate via their social media posts/stories. Trust.

>>85584952
>Limerence
Shut the fuck up, Mike.

>>85585076
well i wouldn't know that
>>85585089
who is mike? not me...

And no you are not losing your mind

C
Did you turn the heat back on just before spooky season starts? Please stop.

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E... we met around this time of year, when december comes and the cold slowly settles in... there's something strangely gentle about it even though we don't speak anymore

>>85583313
We can just eliminate all Twister businesses.

>>85584854
Great taste in music, less detrimental to the thread than dipshit having temper tantrum over the music.

>>85586040
I met you in spring. Stupid. This is why we don't talk anymore.

lol I met an E in the spring, around the time he started a new job position. I'd never forget a detail like that, unfortunately.

>>85584854
Make your own thread to spam music in. Its off topic unless you include a letter with the link

>>85585089
That wasn't a mike letter retard.

>>85586697
Off topic, kind of like your comment right here. Rules for thee but not for me. Typical.

>>85586697
I think it was a great post actually. I hope they ignore your seethe and post more!

the intensity you display in your face whenever you're not complaining, or thinking about sex, is similar to lindsay clancy yk? I think of you when I see her.

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S, AA, N, E,
can we all agree to leave? sus on u all fs, but it's probably schiz of me.

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oh naur mi waifu

Honestly I'm slightly offended. I know what kind of drawings of men you save to touch yourself. I wanted to be more like that. Maybe change myself as much as I could just so you feel even more happy. It's pretty based. But you leave me and get obsessed with a husbando that acts and looks like a younger version of me? Nothing like what made you horny before? Is this your real true type? Why the hell is this drawing liked that? He's supposed to have jet black hair. Right? Not the same shade as mine. I'm going to cry. Acknowledge my existence and I'll let you look at a picture of me when I was 19, skinny, dumb and with a rollie of questionable tobacco in my mouth.

not everyone keeps a public log of what they dislike about others, especially women. I wanted you to block me.

Ive been friends with a girl for a while, not dating, I guess you could call it fwb because we are lewd nude and such on cam. Say I love you to each other. Probably waiting for me to ask her. Theres just some things that make it difficult

brown taint sucker in another country

Shes very pretty, 10 years younger than me, she lives in a different country (dumb I have to say not india, not Africa ). She detests here culture, to the point of wanting Raceplay against her people, her religion. Shes isolated because of family stuff and how things work there. I asked her if she wanted to fly here for a month , id pay for the ticket and she got upset because of her culture if she spent time in person with me by staying in the same house then she would be in physical danger when she went back because of the culture. So basically if she leaves she loses her entire family. I cant visit there because it is not safe to be white american and be there.

the shortest route home is not always the safest.

raceplay is so lame. I'd rather vanilla sex or mental torture

From my understanding it was an issue with 1. Not married sleeping in same house 2. Not same religion, race. She does want to leave her country and its been in the works for a while that she had accepted she will lose her family. Her leaving her country on her own would be then end of us but her coming here is basically immediate marriage. I would like to date her and have her stay for a couple months but leaving her country means she lost all support and im her only person in the world and and if i say vacation over she goes back to broke and homeless and thats the end basically as well

There is a way for her to stay where i dont have to marry her, i can hire her as an employee work visa for my company. I would really just like to have her here with none of that pressure. Obv with the circumstance it lines up with green card hunting. I would do a prenup to safeguard my life and if she jumped ship as a ploy she would only have what she has at the time of marriage and her own personal assets going forward. Hate I even have to mention this but I do

I hope you marry the status seeker, who is so desperate, she has met up with the person you alleged as a groomer. I hope it's you.

ive been muted and my grammar sucks nauur

You'd rather move some loser woman out to you than attempt to expand your own opportunities. Whatever end you have, positive or negative, will be fitting.

>>85588201
We get along and talk for hours on the phone. She plays vidja on console so gaming together is chill. Shit music taste. She's a rare catch who prefers to be dominant and not submissive. So that has made things interesting. I like that she is actually dom and not any of the fake s*** like simping fandom, findom, ignoring or just using distance where you are not even present as then dom push pull tool (dead fish dom). Being the sub in the dynamic has been pretty intense. It has been nice that she is the one who calls me and is the one who essentially is in control and plans things, leads. It's been nice to just let go and hang out and not have to worry about that and at the same time be pursued and ravished very heavily sexually by her initiating and driving that which makes sense because she is particular in what she needs

>>85588106
Yeah she likes lots of mental torture

>>85588310
that's kinda sweet then, I wish the best for you guys <3
https://youtu.be/QEDDK0XLGfw

>>85588232
I dont care if i have shit grammer when i shit post rose

>>85588313
One day at a time. The mental stuff is tough when is sadistic and conniving, cruel, very cruel.

>>85588256
You suck at your assumptions. All the other shit expanded and is exspanding. Like i bought a grand of console games the other day and another 500 in halloween shiz. Last night uber eats a $50 steak dinner so $73 once delivered.

it's good for people to protect themselves when going into a marriage, you shouldn't feel bad about that. it's an awful situation. every other college educated stacy is a latex dom.

>>85588313
What in the Gay Boomer shit is this?

Thanks for the endless torture. Thanks for hurting me.

Take it as a sign to leave this place, babe.

Not your fucking babe, cunt. "This place" is no different than the real world

It hurts. It burns. I blame you. You caused me to order a bunch of chipotle.

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i'm starting to realize things... it's honestly kind of funny, this whole situation is really funny when you think about it. i used to take advantage of my orbiters, drive them crazy, and take their money... only to end up spending so much on you while you didn't spend a single cent on me. it'll always make me laugh (well, except for that 10$ nitro, thanks a lot). you were my karma. everyone around me kept telling me you were using me, and honestly i don't know what to make of that, but factually speaking, you got back at a lot of people for me, and you even helped save one of them, who was able to rebuild their life. are you really that cold deep down? just walking away without looking back? even though we were only together for seven months, i really loved the moments we shared and how close we were. you felt like one with me, and i felt like one with you. like i've always told you, your smile means a lot to me. i could say the most ridiculous things just to make you smile, even though that's not really like me... i'm a very cold person... but with you i just wanted to see you laugh, and i ruined everything. and honestly, i don't want you to be my lesson... because you learn your lessons and move on. i'd still like for us to be friends

>>85588414
I dont feel good about it. Just how it is with then road further. For my actual love I never would of had a prenup with her. She's the only id give everything to.

>>85588772
I thought it is sweet of her to say to me. < 3

>>85589914
Save me a taco plz,
I could order my own but i like sharing

>>85589973
Like, what do you expect to happen if we are best friends.

You promised me a tittyfuck but it never happened. You said you could make me cum only using your tits, but you never proved it. You didn't even try. You are a very rude good-for-nothing tittymonster who promises a fun time, but flakes more than your dad's itchy red scalp.

>>85590087
Save me a taco too, please.
Minus the taco, the a, and the too.

>>85589914
It's how I act when people become unreal to me and all I can remember is mean things they said. it's a horrible trait. idk I'm sorry. I'll stop. I will. I've come to realize you were maybe a little right about something, but that's for me to handle. I'm sorry. I forget such a cold person could be a sweetie. I was mainly angry because I keep dreaming about you despite putting effort into not thinking of you and months of thinking about someone else before bed. you're just in my head rent free and I was being a loser earlier.

I haven't dreamt about my last ex in at least a year now, and I've never dreamt about my first ex, not that I can remember. we didn't even date, or have sex. why can't I forget about you? I deleted the pictures I took of you. don't take my hateful remarks the wrong way. I just wish you blocked me.

futurysm.

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why didn't you block me after I messaged you about how well I can handle alcohol?
I can't btw lol. I throw up very easily. The person I like and I haven't met yet. I'm hoping those dreams end after I meet him. Many nights I fall asleep holding my phone with a picture of him, but I can't imagine him in my dreams yet. what if you never leave my dreams? that's so scary.
he's the first person who has said something about my character that feels like he kind of gets me, and thinking about him makes me feel so warm. he's sweet too, but also nice and patient. what if I ruin things with him too? it's already been close. I know I'm loyal when someone gives me the chance to be, and I know I can love very hard. I just get too frustrated sometimes, especially within the first few months. I have a very hard time trusting others. my heart thumps when I think about him, yet I dream about the guy who didn't even care about me enough to block me. they're not even sexual dreams. you're just there and I want to talk to you, but I can't. I don't know how. what the fuck

I wonder if you still dream about me. You never loved anyone else, right? Then I must still be there. It's a curse that I cannot see you in my dreams. I thought it was a blessing when I was so hurt by you. But now I wish I had some encouragement just from my brain remembering how sweet and amazing you are. And that you're still out there. I might get so horny I jerk off to the thought of what pictures you sent me (only after talking to you recently of course). But I can't have wet dreams about you like you do. And you started having them so fast. I guess around that time you got surprised I messaged you on holidays. Which was torturous years ago. Do you still have them? Are they more vivid after we knew each other so much better and you saw me a few months after it started? You can't get me out of your subconscious. You can't even substitute me for someone that doesn't associate with me in your mind. I'm not jealous. You can't have anyone besides me even if your hatred is endless. Just like me. Do you wonder if the girls I've saved are the ones I find attractive? You don't really understand how deep I go. You don't know that I've been fascinated with the same kind of beautiful madness that you have. I'm sorry for even thinking I could make you more like what I liked. I did not know you had more depth to you. I thought making you happy would make you like this. I guess that's the point. It worked somewhat. But the intention is still sinister. You've got a heart so much more pure than mine despite being unreasonably evil. Just as you said, you can be a horrible brat.

You've become a part of my paranoid delusions. I no longer see you as safe and you scare me now. Sometimes I think about you abusing me and it makes me body feel tingly and numb.

>>85591152
That's really gross dude.

>>85591176
Why is that gross? I can't help it, it's a part of my mental illness and it's very scary.

>>85591207
I have a habit of making retarded jokes.

>>85591245
my iq is like 112 and i dont understand the joke

To L.A

Is this another one of yours >>85591082 ?

you called me stupid, retarded, and ignored me after I invited you into my home. you hurt me too. my friends and I don't talk to each other that way and things are fine between us. after you got in bed, I shut my bathroom door and wept before getting into bed too. I've never tried to let someone in only to be treated as if I wasn't even there. you made me feel invisible. I understand why you feel that way, but I wouldn't do that. I was abusive to my ex by telling him I couldn't live without him, that I'd die, which I felt true at the time. I feel so guilty about it and I know I'd never do it again. I used to beat up other kids when I was younger, and I isolated myself for years because of it. I don't passively move on past my terrible actions. I feel guilty. I'm very careful about saying anything like that now. I don't want to be scary. I don't want to be abusive. I put a lot of effort into phrasing my words carefully in arguments. I should stop looking here. I will. There've been so many times I've just been lurking and I see someone who sounds like I have here before. I don't want to do it again. I'm sorry. I am. I'll post my face if I do it again.

I'm fortunate to have access to a therapist who will hold me accountable. I will tell them. I won't treat anyone like that again. I won't.

>>85590454
I wish it is you and i wish I had/have the chance to.

my room has always been somewhere I don't feel invisible. the one place where I can be myself without the judgment or opinion of others. you must understand how painful it was for you to treat me like that. it broke me. and we didn't really talk much after, besides you calling me stupid and retarded over some inane bullshit. until last year, I felt like I was on the outside of everyone else's lives and concerns. maybe I kind of was, but I never felt that way in my own space. I feel most comfortable when I'm alone. I have no violent urges, but I'm scared about hurting or touching people in the wrong way.

>I understand why you feel that way, but I wouldn't do that.
i need some1 to say this to me intimately but i think that's just a part of my mental illness...

I dont want any of this other stuff I just want to home. I haven't felt happy in years. I stay up most night until the light shines through the window feeling hurt, missing you. Things only look worse. I hope i dont waken up. I dont want any of it.

>son sees me drinking from my whiskey flask and only just registers it for the first time
>"can i have some Dad?"
>"no, it's alcohol."
>get into argument, child is on the verge of having a tantrum
>"son, if i give you this alcohol everyone will think im an evil child abuser and everyone will hate me, you don't want that do you?"
>"you can have some when you're older"
>crisis averted
i always imagine these type of cringe scenarios in my head. lmao. i don't even think the response is that good but it's the best i can come up with. My Dad on the other hand never explained a single fucking thing to me.

>cringe parental fantasy story oc i created is ignored
tfw

Z, if you're even a fucking woman, I wish you just voice chatted with me -- I would have been a lot more patient with you. I know keeping me at arm's length was by design, though. You're kind of a jerk, you don't know half of what you think you do, and your above-it-all quasi-journalist (who hasn't published anything) hipster attitude could be tiresome, but somehow I think we would have been a good fit and you do in fact have good taste. I doubt you will ever will but you should have some guts and meet me one day.

This will be a long week.

>>85586863
Adulthood is realizing Daria fucking sucks, and is not the one you want at ALL.

Well. Thanks for showing your true colors tonight, or maybe, I've just been willingly blind to them and was forced to acknowledge them tonight. I am torn, as I enjoyed the company, but having talked to people like you before, it requires a degree of effort I'm not willing to exert on anything but my goals right now.

>>85591856
Oh fuck off, A. You're insane and sabotage everything.

>>85591314
Oh, was that ex you were abusive to me??

>>85591866
I don't know who A is, but if what I wrote provoked you like this, I think they have a pretty good read on you as a person as well and should cut you out of their life.

It's not fair. You're still in my head. GET OUT GET OUT GET OUT! If you don't want me, just try to make it so I don't want you anymore. It's unfair that you put me into this state of mind. When you were sad, I comforted you. When you couldn't figure it out, I helped you. When you needed someone, I committed to it. You come to me and demand love, go through hell just to "earn" it and then just... leave me be. You wanted to take more and more all the time. You're such a greedy selfish creature. But you will not even say sorry or explain yourself after you did ridiculous things to me out of spite. The most empathy you can show is to say that you think I'm embarrassing. What heart do you have? Black and cold. You blame me and say I don't deserve forgiveness. That I didn't even deserve a chance to apologize. You wanted me to suffer for years and hate myself. I don't even know what I did wrong. I still don't. It is like you always saved up every single drop of malice that was the counterweight to your love. You prepared it so you could destroy me. Just let go of it already. Just be a normal person to me. I'm willing to do that. Why aren't you? Just tell me how it was. Say something that will hurt me in short term and will free me after. Say you got a new boyfriend. Say you never really loved me and just played with me. Say you were just afraid to tell me that you lost interest. Say that it was out of pity.

Are you ever going to talk to me again? I miss you so much and there hasn't been a single day I haven't thought about you. Do you honestly miss me? I want to hear from you. Even if you aren't at your best I still want you. I still need you. Are you just trying to let me down easy and I'm too foolish to take the hint?

Are you ever going to tell me all of those things you couldn't say to me before? I don't care if you think you don't deserve my loyalty. I just want you. I don't want to wait for you to be at your best. I need you now.

Do you even know what I mean when I say that I did not deserve you? I'm not talking about your obsession and suicidal devotion. I really thought you special and time spent with you as special as it was for you.

>>85592109
No I don't know. I just want you. Why can't we talk? I miss you so fucking much. every day. Every single day I'm thinking about you. Was our time together really great for you? Why can't we have that again? Why won't you let me love you?

These women and their "love" larp. It's really awful that they can say such things and think that it's nothing. Just a spell. Born to be deceivers and seductresses. Cut your wrists a thousand times, it won't change that you've never loved me anyways. It wasn't a new thing for you and it did not change your life or how you feel in the world. Because there was a nothing, a stage play with fake tears.

I don't care about who deserves what. I love you. I need you. Every day that you shared with me made my days so much better. You give me a strength to help make me a better person. You made me so happy. I was smiling the entire time with you. Without you here all I do is think about you. Think about when we were together. Think about what it would be like if were together in the future. The things we'd do. I can't stop thinking about you. It's not fair to tell me that you don't deserve me. I'm not so great. I don't think I'd ever deserve your love but I'd do anything to have it.

I just want you. Will you let me love you?

If you can't accept love freely given, how can you ever earn someone's love? If you need to squirm in agony just for attention, who can ever look at you and want to spend their days with you? The wall between us is so great now. It's so much harder than it could ever be to force someone to love. When you said that you don't deserve it... Noone else could have it. Just you. Not a single other person showed up. Well, they did not measure up perhaps. Who needs me besides you? Nobody. And you don't need me. You wish I did not exist at all. You wish you pushed my buttons harder the first time we spoke and I despised you do much in that moment I never spoke to you again and there was never any love between us. Not even friendship. Your rot would smell better if you didn't live for a little while.

latrodectus bb

>>85592043
Doubtful
Kinda
I thought it was obvious
Sounds like anime
I'm still sick.
>>85592321
I have tons of self pride to not say I'm lesser than you. You gave vibes of distance. If that's how we're playing, I'm good.
>>85592387
Oh that's crazy, lmao

cat meet saucer

325 days left to live. I think this weekend I'll take a nap.

>>85593011
You gonna slit your wrists or what?
Don't remember one of you weirdos up here.

There is nothing wrong with engaging in escapism you're not really missing out on much it's just memes have become the new monoculture and you see people walking around in anime shirts now. I've rolled around in the mud been the other dude its superficial and most normies are slaves to their emotions its just they haven't been forced to experience the harsher aspects ot reality. I just like drugs, I love being high as fuck.

I hope we can get over our fears and at least enjoy each others' company.

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>>85592791
i made this 4 u anon, i love u

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But what if Asuka was actually the clone of his mother?

>>85594023
I rate it 8/8 I can see it all

Tfw life ruined because redhead ho

tfw life ruined thrice because of braindead canadians

>>85595019
Canadians huh. What did they do, eh?

>>85595613
I banged one's girlfriend and he was very salty about it :^) lecuck

God, just make her go out with me. I know she's just recently dumped and flailing with her recent message to me, but make her weak enough to see me again. Fucking her was one of the best things to ever happen to me.

>>85595823
That's unbecoming of a man. Be better.

Golly, I sure wish I could talk to her again, she was mildly entertaining. She looks like she has a fiancee and the fact she travels and watches all sorts of movies and is just as lazy as me when it comes to weekends is enough for me to back off in terms of romance, but when she was interested, she actively made sure to message and call me whenever. Crazy.
I can't see myself fucking her, she's a tiny tanned elf lady. I'm big and gross. Just because I bathe and brush my teeth and shave regularly doesn't mean I escaped my own nastiness.
She could be a kinky little demon for all I know, but must I really press that button? Nah.

>>85596651
So why aren't you talking to her anymore? Did you cut it off because she has a fiance? Did she ever send nudes or play with you in texts? If morality's your reason, fuck it, she's gonna get it from somebody. If she showed no overt interest, though, it's not worth thinking about.

The gay little faggot men are replying to my posts again.

Dear Anon,
Today I had a roast beef sandwich. It was just ok.
Sincerely, Anon.

It's getting dark, smile so I can see you nigger

>>85591279
Nope. I am surprised someone used my real letters. My fren is still in my dreams.
Have a good night and happy Caturday.

I am going to beat the ever living fuck out of somebody. I've had it with people talking to me as if I can utterly annihilate them. Show me some damn respect less I drop you on your fucking head.

You don't know where I've been punkass bitch

The little gay faggot me are stealing my images now.

In all of our hundreds of hours spent talking to each other, we never talked about the fact that the absolute worst and most insidious incarnation of my depression is in anhedonia.
I feel completely and utterly blank. I don't get much joy out of anything. Even fantasizing about a different kind of life feels stupid. At least dissociation makes me very productive at work. Yay

I feel it at work too. Maybe one day I will bring in a pair of headphones and try to catch up on one of my books while at work. I do not remember the exact policy but I think it is allowed if you can still hear the background.
Sorry for venting posting again. The communication issues are present and my head is empty and void of solutions. If you want to speak somewhere else let me know.

L
i see your posts on reddit, you piece of shit. put some fucking clothes on and have some selfrespect. you talk about killing people and "overthrowing muh cissoids" like youre some hardcore gender war terrorist. but then you boohoo and post about your mom not buying into your weird fucking agp delusions. you accuse others of the very thing you are guilty of. you deserve your loneliness and heartache. i hope you never get the balls to kill yourself so that you suffer a long, natural life full of misery and pain.
N

Don't let that tranny one shot you son

The little faggot men are making threads using my quotes again.

M,
I didnt see anything thay looked like it was from you. I hope you are well

I wonder what ill feel when feel my phone buzz and its a text from you

>>85598886
I feel you, man. I'm waiting on someone I used to fool around with who clearly only messages me when shit's on the rocks with her boyfriend. Classic BPD horseshit. I threw a condition that I only want to speak to her if she goes out with me again. She told me she might but has to figure it when. It feels doubtful that she'll ever text back but her telling me she wants to meet would brighten my outlook on life ten fold. She's a toxic piece of shit but I'm so very attracted to her and enjoyed her physical presence so much that I'd do just about anything experience it again.

You managed to fuck one off though

You ever have a dream about them and then wake up immediately? Feels bad.

M

I hate you, you've probably already moved on as I meant nothing to you. I hope these feelings soon turn into indifference as if I never met you to begin with. Just like you wanted.

Three of my favorite things start with the letter C. Cats, cookies and cash.
L

>>85597678
>little gay faggot me
kek

>>85598296
Fuck man. Transgenderism or transexualism?

>>85588097
Maria to mike. It is safe when she has the same honesty, trust , and devotion as before.

>>85593011
Well take one by the timeframe which you had showered.

Just reading the truth, remembering the truth

>I love you more
>I know you make things better for me, my goal is being with you I'll do my best to reach it
>We will get that soon, we will make it work
>Thank you, you're really sweet and I love you
>I know I want to do all these things for you, I do my best to prioritize you
>I won't loseyouMike I know that, I won't allow it
>You're the best, perfect for me
>I'm so lucky
>That's good to hear love you,
>Lots
>You make things better
>Even when you aren't here, you do so much
>If it takes me being selfish because I want all of you then that's just how it will be
>Exactly. I love you and I want to be the best for you
>I do all those things naturally for you
>I'm only yours,
>I love only you
>I love you,
>I'm choosing you, doing the best to make that show
>I want to spend every day at the beach withyouMike
>Just as much as you do
>I Love you more

You did nothing wrong it was just other people being retards.

>>85600106
I tried it was a brief glimpse, that's all.