I hate myself for running people off because of my stupid emotions. Wish I were dead
>>85573683Your emotions are normal and you are just expressing yourself. I hope you find people who can mirror you and fully accept you
>I hate myself for running people off because of my stupid emotions.Like youre too volatile?
>>85573704I'm a weepy suicidal ideating freak who scares off the people who care about him. Wish I could just have a normal brain.
>>85573683im the same the torment will never end unfortunately
>>85573727Girl me too
>>85573780What are you currently dealing with?
>>85573785Emotional dysregulation over rigid thinking about something from the past. Browsing this board again has been helping, since the abundance of people have made it feel less stuck.
>>85573807How long has it been since you've been on here?I just feel no matter what I do I'll always screw it up. I just feel I'll end up completely alone.
>>85573838Sorry to hear that, people can be judgmental. Do you find this happens mostly online or in-person? I know online people can be very fickle and there's less trust or commitment. On the other hand, I feel like online you can express yourself more. I personally am trying to make more friends online. I have made friends through participating in leadership of a school club. It gives you something to work towards together with someoneI have been browsing regularly since around 2018 and stopped browsing from 2023-now.
>>85573727Wdym? Did you threaten suicide on your parents or something? Or did people abandon you after finding out about your suicidal history? If it's the latter, it's not on you bud, those people are just shitty.
