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Other than weed what drugs are easily available in Krautland? Something you don't need to get off black market
Rolling on pregabalin. Gonna buy 3 tabs in about an hour when my govt bennies come in. Last week did the same thing, 4 tabs they were strong as well. I was hallucinating wildly, thinking about my own death, my suicide. Tried to write my thoughts but when you're that deep in lsd it's hard to concentrate. Honestly you kind of forget a lot of the trip. I was trying to watch survivorman on my phone but i was hallucinating like crazy it looked incredible. Like this beautiful painting moving and floating and eyes everywhere.Today with my pregabalin I just went and laid on the beach lol. Like laid down and went into a sort of fetal position and had a nice little meditative state. I was playing like that yoga style meditative music on my phone, eyes closed just hearing the ocean, birds, kids playing. Then I went into the sand dunes and read buddhist suttas for ages. It gets a bit wack when they start discussing psychic powers but the negative diagnoses of human life is what attracts me to Buddhism. Actually I'm a pessimist and think it's better to die. I just made a post on this but nobody cared. I'll post it here and see what you nihilistic drug users think:
>>85576335Is it better for the human body to be lifeless?Is it better to be a corpse? I assume everyone here makes a value judgment that it would be better to have never been born. Everyone has their own reasons for this but generally it's due to the structurally negative nature of the human organism we have come to exist as -> as this body that needs, that pains, that is vulnerable to sickness and injury, and is afflicted by an inevitable wearing down and aging process that will degrade our organism until we become a lifeless corspe. The organism stops functioning and feeling and are no more. Just a corpse remains.But the question is, when our organism is living, we are subject to need and harm, the burden of being a living body that must eat and find warmth, and navigate a society with rules and powers, and must struggle to survive - but none of this afflicts a non feeling corpse. A corpse cannot feel pain or be burdened by the miseries of human existence.So isn't it better for a human body to be lifeless? It feels no pain, it suffers no more, it is invulnerable to harm. Only the living suffer, whereas the corpses are at peace. Instincually dying and dead bodies horrifies us, but rationally is it not better for the human body to be lifeless - to be a corpse? It is our inescapable fate regardless - all human bodies will die. So why struggle against your own inevitable death, when rationally it is the end of burden and suffering?What do you think my fellow junkies?
I'm dabbing
>>85576344I would take the suffering of human life over non-existence. Even if it is our inescapable fate, I would never choose to welcome it early. I enjoy living, experiencing, even with all the shit you have to deal with that comes as a package deal.
>>85576801See responses and value judgments like yours make me doubt myself and think perhaps I just have some sort of abberhant brain chemistry or I'm living incorrectly or something. If people are glad and grateful to be born, why aren't I? It's like I've either figured out the valuelessness of existence, or there's just something deeply wrong with me. I made a video recently about this:https://youtu.be/fxDnb0dn6nI?si=UWlZGplUk5CP8fVwMaybe I'll just take my tabs soon and have some sort of ephefiny about how great life is, lol. Or I'll reinforce my own beliefs and values about the negative worth of human life.
My boy came through. 3 tabs and I got a "xanax" press. I think its bromazolam or some shit. Idgaf I'll take it about 4-5 hours after the tabs when I start feeling like death.
how to get drugs as a loser who knows no body and does not leave the house??
Lets go boys 3 tabs down
me high and watch movie : )
Ever since I started doing reta I can barely sleep. I just woke up and managed to sleep only 2 hours, this is so fucked, my brain hurts. Not even high doses of ambien can put me to sleep.
>>85576905DNMs are the robot approved method but it depends on what you want and in what quantities
I'm disabled now with a bad spine but I remember 5 years prior to my spine going bad I did shrooms and felt the exact pain I feel now, it was as if the shrooms were telling me what was about to come before it did. Always makes me think. I want to do shroom again but I'm scared it would just give me excruciating lower back pain like that day, especially now that my spine is in a worst position than before. I heard it could be because of the way blood flow works while on shrooms, I remember not even being able to get up from the pain while I was on shrooms, maybe I should try LSD instead?
>>85575543>Since I started using opioids three or four times a weekI've been using like that for about 2 months now, I'm in love with them again and that's kinda dangerous but i'm just obsessed with the feeling of peace and no care that they give you, falling asleep on your chair if you get a good nod is also nice, i'm planning on taking a break somewhat soon, as I also want to relapse on other drugs now.https://youtu.be/UQWXETKmPVA
>>85575543Scenario: You haven't done your favorite drug for over a year, what movie do you watch when you finally get back into it? I haven't smoked weed in a year, and I'm going to watch Kung Pow: Enter the Fist.
>>85576905Work in a shitty kitchen. Line cooks are always on something.
Jesus I took my xanax bar. I think it's bromazolam or something? Fuck I'm barred out. I was on 3 tabs and 900 of pregab. I tried to get some gear but nobody was dropping? So I'm buying 250mg of md and 3 proper tabs. Might go to the beach but it's raining. I'm fucking barred out I legit need like some gear or at least md or something
>>85578537My boy came through
Ambien is legitimately ruining my life. I just found out I've been leaving odd comments on other people's profiles, and even harrassing girls with my fake profile, it's starting to creep me the fuck out, I don't remember most of it, I just had to delete a couple comments, I'm so embarrassed.
>>85578602Bro stop that. Last time I brought 10 zopiclone just to try and sleep. I full on blacked out, took all of them, was driving, stole a cask of wine from the supermarket, went home and awoke to wine stains everywhere all over the carpet, all these spilled drinks. I don't even drink I dunno what happened. Vague memories of brazen theft, then nothing. I was full on black out driving. These z-drugs are absolutely toxic dude
>>85578670I know but it's the only way I can sleep. I've already crashed my car on ambien once, thank god it was minor so I drove back home. The comment thing is embarrassing though, I was getting along with this girl and now she probably thinks I'm a weirdo, it's so over.
>>85578687NTA but you're deluding yourself. There's other depressant combos to try.
Are any of you in Lithuania/baltic region? How would you get opioids and other hard drugs here? I tried deep web but all i found was weed and coke
>>85575543I've tried 3 different antihistamines now: hydroxyzine, alimemazine, and promethazine. None of them does fuck all, Doesnt help the anxiety or even make me drowsy. I try to keep the dosage the doctors prescribe. Is my brain really that fucked up that it doesn't even react to any of these?
>>85579594Anti histamine is for allergies reaction retard. If I take em a day I don't have allergies nothing happens. When I'm leaking snot everywhere they put me in a zombie brainfog.
>>85579651I got them prescribed as PRN anxiety meds. I assume the doctors here dont want to get in trouble by prescribing actual medicine.
>>85578687Stay healthy my dude those z-drigs will ruin your life
>>85576761Me toOoOoO!!!!!I shall now write a sentence that has never been writen before, ant it may be becos of the speling erorOrs
