i dont really know where else to post this.im severely autistic, and everything has become completely overwhelming lately. school, people, noise, being required to speak, being required to explain, constantly doing things wrong without knowing what they are. everything gets piled on top of each other until i simply shut down.i rarely leave my room now. i dont have many friends and whenever i try communicating with people, it just always feels like im speaking an entirely different language from everybody else.lately, ive been thinking about suicide. and im posting this not because it sounds edgy and because im craving attention, but because it scares me how hard it is becoming to ignore them.i dont want to die. this is something that nobody understands. i just want it all to be over.has anybody here ever gotten professional help for being severely autistic and feeling like this? therapy, doctors, anything. what do you do when you cant even explain anything in your head without completely shutting down?seriously asking.
whaddare you running from?i once did something horrible and didn't get caught but got really depressed because i knew what i did was bad and it could ruin me if someone found out
autistic burnoutyou were masking for normies then got nothing for itfigure out who you are before this demiurge matrix tricked you into being someone they could exploit
>>85575640i'll leave ya a weird trick for managing emotionsI gotta go though im sleepy af
>>85575647running from my own emotions i suppose.
same, except the noiseand i'm only sad sometimes
>>85575696thank you saar. i will be using this..
how old are you? I feel the same but im holding onto the hope it will get better
