at what age did you realize that you're a genetic abomination and simply don't deserve female affection?
>>85578967around the age of 13 when my disgusting profile was developing. I remember seeing my recessed chin and nose for the first time. It borderline traumatized me lol
>>8557896711 or 12 was when i realised there was something off about me that made me inferior
>>85578967I realized something went horribly wrong with my development at around 15 or 16 years old. I wasnt reaching developmental milestones that my friends had already reached and wasnt getting any attention from girls where even the nerdy kids were getting some play.
>>85578967I was 9 when I realized I was incapable of talking to girls I thought were cute. At 13 I did the "guess who's getting a gf this year" thing in the mirror and instantly realized it wasn't going to be me.
>>85578967I accepted it for the last time at 28. Now I'm gunning for ugly girls to breed new abominations. Humanity will evolve into orcs under my bloodline
>>85578967when i was in elementary school my girl classmates used to come up to me and tell me one of their friends had a crush on me in order to prank the other and this happened more than three times iirc.even when i cleaned my spergy act up and put in effort to be sociable over the course of 3 years in the middle of high school all i ever got was a BPD roastie from hell so even when I tried my best I got my sense of love flipped over ass backwardsi knew for a while now i really don't deserve female affection because i'm manchildish no matter how hard i try
>>85580461>crush on me in order to prank the other and this happened more than three times iirc.This genuinely happened to me so often that I lost count. It got to the point where I feared every time some girl went to talk to me. (And I was right everytime).
>>85580461>tfw never even got prankedi think this is worse
>>85580507Nah, that just makes you a normie. They always picked the most shameful one that would piss the other one off.
>>85580517Normies get gfs. That just means I was/am completely invisible, which is how I feel when I go outside.
>>85580477it's like foids are subconsciously conditioned to crush your soul right before anything even begins and then act like your soft shit when it makes you a cynical adult. just born to be ruthless from the start
>>85580535I think I might've been too harsh with you. It's likely you seemed intimidating so they didn't start shit with you. If you're meek/weak, they love playing social humiliation rituals with you. They will make you an inside joke in their circle. Trust me man, this is very unpleasant. Bring ignored is limbo, being weak and pathetic is the 7th ring of hell.>>85580546Unironically
>>85578967Around 8. I don't believe genetics is a good metric for determining things. It's an experiment the universe conducted to see if molecules could perpetuate happiness and regulate against suffering through complex interactions, and it has failed. We're at the end of the genetic era of life, it has become unaligned with the goals of the cosmos.
