29. 30 in a few months. There nothing worth living for anymore. None of the copes make me feel anything. Is this normal? What the fuck do you do when this happens? My wage slave goy cuck job is literally the only thing I get up for. Not even the money I make seems to have a purpose.
>>85579936yeah its normal. youll get used to it. when the light in your eyes goes out its smooth sailing to retirement
>>85579936Life past 30 is pointless if you dont have kids, yes.
>>85579936All I can say is if you still have any attractiveness and youth left in you, it will never get easier than your mid-30s. Put yourself out there at that point for sure. If you're still in this place mentally and in your love life at 40+ though, yeahhhh... doesn't get much better and you should probably look into McNutting. I have a cat and friends I don't want to devastate. I also got sex pretty recently; not from someone I want, but I got it. I don't think I can handle getting old-old and not having a woman or casual sex in my life. At that point I think I will have seen enough.
Wait a little more, you'll get the>HOLY SHIT WHY WAS I SO STUPID ALL THESE YEARS, TIME TO LIVE NOWwakeup call
>>85580004Not OP but I don't know what you mean by time to live. You want me to do drugs or engage in promiscuous behavior?
>>85580004I have sort of felt this, but a big part of how I turned out is being born with a crippled foot, so I tend to just realize "Oh, I was never going to be able to experience the things I would jave wanted to". I often think about how my mother should have aborted me. I feel this way about most congenital deformities. It is cruel to force the dysgenic to live. Yet they call the opposite such.
>>85579936if you have a job you can get a gf and friends
>>85580044>javeI need to end it immediately.
>>85580051I am a long haul trucker on the road for months at a time.
