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>>85591108Going to bars with my non-druggie friends tomorrow. Should I just stick to kratom (which is way less likely to get me judged) or get barred out? Never tried Xanax before but I've needed to seriously let loose since my personal life started having trouble. Also are benzos really as hard to resist as people say? I've been pretty reluctant to try it up to this point.
>>85591108do we fud chainlink here now
>>85591108does anyone know if there are any new rc dissos out? last i checked mxpcp and 2fxipr were new but haven't heard of anything else since then.
>>85591579I took one of those 2 days ago, but they're fake bromazolam presses. I basically got barred out. Actually I had taken .5mg clonazepam, took 3 tabs and then as the comedown was hitting I was like ill take the bar and then sleep. But actually I was like all disinhibited, then drove to meet a dealer and brought 3 more tabs and 250mg of mdma, took that and candy flipped even though I was still basically tripping off the 3 tabs. Eventually slept for ages woke up feeling like death but still kind of barred out. Ended up meeting another dealer and brought a half g of mdma, took 900mg of pregabalin as well, bombed 250mg (eyeballed) at my house then I was feeling sexual as fuck, drove to a gay bathhouse, bombed another 250mg of MD and was rolling, had a bunch of degenerate sex went home, took my last .5mg of clonazepam and slept again. Woke up today broke, literally spent over 3 hunna on drugs these past couple days, and now I'm scared I have aids. Thank God I have enough pregabalin to last to next Wednesday when I get paid again. I took 900mg today to cope with my mdma binge comedown. But I have no benzos left, and no money. And probably have aids now. What a life.
>>85591781>I took one of those 2 days ago, but they're fake bromazolam presses.that picrel was actually just an example image pulled of google. My actual pills are directly sourced from a buddy's grandma.>And probably have aids now. What a life.Well if you don't have aids next time try pitching instead of catching. infection risk is considerably lower.
>>85591879>Well if you don't have aids next time try pitching instead of catching. infection risk is considerably lower.I tried that a few times with some trannies, but deep down I'm just a faggot who likes to get fucked. Aids is my destiny I should just kms now. Or just stop taking drugs, but thats not gonna happen. I get so sort of desperate for lsd, but the problem is it takes like 2 weeks for tolerance to drop. Then I take like 3-5 tabs, but it's kind of never truly satisfying. I need to TRIP like hardcore. Shrooms do it when you take a huge dose but it's utterly disgusting on your digestive system, and utterly terrifying. LSD is way more recreational, shrooms (in high dose) is like insane. Totally not enjoyable either. Pic is the bar and tabs I took.
whatsup robots? haven't been posting all spring/summer.been waking up early these past days kinda feeling like i'm in opioid withdrawals from my methadone dose but i KNOW i'm not since all i have to do is drink my dose and then literally 5 seconds later i feel fine which would be more or less pharmakinetically impossible for an orally administered compund. (might be that the syrup directly coats the mu receptors in the gut almost immedietly and that's why the nervous system instantly regulates itself but i'm still unsure it would work this fast either way)but yeah i woke up, smoke the last of my hash spliff from yesterday, took my 70mg of methadone syrup, smoked a camel yellow. i had a complete mental breakdown 2 week, i was so unhappy, i didn't know if i wanted to live where i live, keep on my studies to become a chemist, be with my gf, i felt so lonely and so fucking sorry for myself but eventually i realized my gf was right when she basically called me a retarded pussy ass bitch and that i should just go off cold turkey and take it.so anyway i did, i did the fucking lock in of the century and i have slept under 10 hours since the previous monday.but now i'm through the physical withdrawal and now my gf writes to me several times per day begging me to come over and fuck her. saying she's so horny now since we haven't met for awhile since i had to lock the fuck in like i said that she wants to be tied down to the bed and just be used and came on all over and it's making me hard as hell obviously but it's almost making me harder keeping her like this for a while longer and not fucking her. it's that she's so starved for my attention/sexual attention that she's saying anything and is ready to submit to anything. i fucking love this freak so much, i would probably shoot myself if i had a vanilla npc ahh bitch as a gf. but then again i'm a literal magnet for these doe eyed, petite and cute bpd/autistic sex freaks and i wouldn't have it any other way.
>>85591918you could also just get on prep too. Its pretty damn cheap.>I need to TRIP like hardcore.there's always saliva and DMT>>85591919lucky bastard. I was a bit too irritable on weed and now the girl I was messing with wants to be left alone.
>>85591919I cold turkeyed 110mg lol. Methadone is a trap dude, just get off it and go sober. Also fuck you for having a freak gf.
I have a bottle of 15mg adderall xr capsules. What should I do with this for maximum funsies?
>>85592045well i do kinda believe i deserve to be, i was completely single with barely any action for almost 6 years during the time i was shooting heroin (i mean obviously but still) but it was during what we're all told are our "best years" so when i eventually stopped when i got on methadone at 27, i cleaned myself up, far on my way to a masters in chemistry and i'm an actually nice person and can be cerebrally stimulating to talk to at least that's what people always told me but i percieve myself as very much a midwit.i'm 30 now and people can't believe it when i tell them i used to literally shoot h and i also look like i'm in my early 20's and i got the skinny/lean, piercing green eyes, europoor and curly haired twink build that these types of women just want to break and suck dry completely.what i mean is i really put in the effort so i think i do deserve my petite 24 year old freak gf because honestly i'm a fucking freak too.
>>85592070i didn't cold turkey of the methadone though that's like insanely retarded if you're prescribed it, i cold turkeyed off of mostly pregabalin (~1200mg per day) but also alprazolam sporadically but high doses, plenty of alcohol, plenty of ketamine and the last 2 weeks before i cut everything but the hash i got a hold of 150 25mg phenobarbital and 1g of 3-ho-pcp and that's when it really went of the rails.but yeah i do however agree with the sentiment of your post, i hate it, i can't travel anywhere, i sweat like i mean holy fuck. wouldn't be on it at all if i didn't have full takehomes like i have now, but i've still asked them to start lowering me 5mg every 2 weeks.i haven't done, had any cravings or even had no issues with people literally shooting heroin in front of me for the past 3 years. i'm not interested in it any longer, it doesn't do for me anymore why i started in the first place and this is such a core belief in me now that i just simply don't want to do or even want to be able to do opioids anymore, so i don't even want to take the methadone either, i mean aside from every other perfectly valid reason i mentioned but it just doesn't feel necessary anymore for me.i 've already reached the end of how liberally they are prepared to prescribe it to you anyway and it's starting to hurt my life and relationships.
>>85592290It's a trap. You're binded to the pharmacy and basically free government heroin. It rota your teeth and keeps you in a haze. The human body is not healthy when it constantly ingests large doses of opiates. Opiate dependence is no life dude. Even if it's subs or methadone. Yeah maybe it's better than shooting heroin but really, what is the actual difference? It's still a constant ingestion and dependence on opiates. You're still facing severe sickness if you miss your supply. You're still a drug addict. Just fucking cold turkey the shit dude. The pain and misery you will suffer will be a good lesson not to get addicted to opiates again. You probably already know but there's ways to ease it. Fuck that slow tapering shit it's torturous. It just slowly drags out the suffering and in the end when you take your final dose, you still have to totally withdraw. Fuck that just stop, megadose loperamide, get some benzos or zopiclone, paracetamol, pregabalin anything. Lock yourself in a room for a week. Take plenty of showers or baths. That's how I did it. Anyway what are barbiturates like? I've always wanted to try them but there's none in my country. Is it like benzos?
just keep making new /drugfeel/ when it dies.
>>85592468huge difference, i can go to school, i gym, i have a healthy sexual appetite again, i eat healthy i don't have to wake first thing thinking about how i can scam someone i know out of some money. i don't wake up everyday wanting to die?idgaf about being an "addict" or not i measure my life in functionality and pleasure derived out of it. i'm way past caring about anything else. going cold turkey is just a recipe for just relapsing shooting h again and going back and forth i've seen it a hundred times and who the fuck do think i am? someone who can just fuck off from all of lifes responsibilities to go retardedly go cold turkey for over a month on methadone which i suppose you knew. like i said i'm 30 and i have a full life involving both close relationships, family and uni people depend on me. going against proven science where tapering extremely slowly off your dose basically reduces recidivism by over 60% AND it keeps you practically functional during. i hate big pharma in late stage capitalism as much as the next guy but this is retarded level rhetoric. no one's winning doing that except the already status quo of fuelling the drug war through a huge flux of unmitigated addicts.you're not cucked goy for using the help that'a available, how subpar it may be. as long as their services align with my goals i will use it.
>>85592468forgot to add this part. i honestly found them kinda sketchy/scary.i already had like i said a pretty high tolerance to sedatives and esp. gaba oriented so i asked the guy "how many do i start with?" he said 2 so i took 2 which is 50mg phenobarbital along with 2mg alprazolam and my daily 1200mg of pregabalin and 70mg methadone.was on my way to a pair dinner with my best friend, his bf and my gf so the point was to be relaxed not fucking barred out but withing 20 min i'm like "i don't think i'm gonna fucking make it home" came home to her collapse inside her apartment as they catch me and the only thing i can get out of my mouth is "i took waaaaay too much" and then theres a blackout for 2 weeks but i ate them all.done right however and not like this i suppose they're slightly more recreational than benzo in that they make you feel better not just calm.
Dead thread so I'll post a quick blogpost as a bumpFound these rosin edibles 9 bucks for 100mg of THC which is an incredible deal for NYC so naturally I bought 10 packs for $103Although I have to quit using THC on October 1st because I'm trying to enter a job field that drug tests, I will basically be high as fuck all day long for 2 weeks as a final send-offI'll probably keep using mitragynine seltzers though
About halfway through this half pound of hybrid.I'm having the time of my life
