I don't even bother fantasizing about a better life anymore.
God. Because I've arranged a series of surprises that will leave you needing more
>>85593159Yeah, it gets to a point where even daydreaming about a better life feels wrong, as if it isn't meant to happen to you. Sorry anon, let's get TOPPED on Grindr together
>>85593159No one cares what you fantasize about.
>>85593159You sound like a virgin, what the fuck is wrong with you.
>>85593159GM SAAR FROGPOSTER
>>85593159The blackpill comes before the whitepill.You're almost there.
>>85593200What they don't tell you is that you can get stuck on the blackpill because pilledness is entirely subjective. Most people naturally tend to gravitate toward the whitepill because it's human nature to not want to feel bad but those who get stuck in blackmode are virtually destined for suicide.
>>85593229>those who get stuck in blackmode are virtually destined for suicideMight be. I wish for them to find a spiritual path.I could not live with atheism, it's just too bad of a worldview.
>>85593429>it's just too bad of a worldview.Why?
>>85593429Someone convinced you the perfection exists but in an unreachable, unknowable metaphysical realm. Literally anything else must look terrible in comparison.>>85593465See above. Nothing compares to perfection.
>>85593465>atheism>it's just too bad of a worldview>Why?It's the belief that nothing has a reason, purpose, goal, or destination. It all came from nothing and will end in nothing, and whatever happens in between doesn't matter in any way. And all the pain and misery is just random without justice in the end. There is no hope in this view.
>>85593512I don't think it's inherently true that atheism necessitates nihilism, but even if it were, it doesn't feel (to me) that nihilism is such a bad thing. It feels like a huge load off my shoulders actually. Only positive effect.
>>85593159Day 30 of bed rotting: I don't even know what to say anymore.
>>85593564A spiritual world view shows you a light at the end of the tunnel, no matter how dark your situation is.It's the belief that it all will be good for something in the end, it all has a reason.With atheism you just don't have this. When your life is bad it just goes on...and then it ends and then just nothing.Existence is meaningless in atheism.
>>85593609Yeah but a spiritual worldview doesn't inherently nullify the negative, partially because not all spiritualities employ this 'light at the end of the tunnel' mechanic (some spiritualities even prioritize suffering as an ultimate good and promise eternal suffering for all no matter what) but also because what you care about is up to you, which is why you can be Christian and still be nihilist. Yes, you believe that you may experience paradise or eternal damnation after death, but why should you care? What if you don't give a shit about where you go?Also atheism isn't necessarily solely compatible with nihilism. It's also compatible with absurdism and existentialism, which are modalities of thought that reject the meaninglessness of existence even on a materialist basis.
>>85593179im so blackpilled by modern women they turned me off so bad it gave me erectile dysfunction i need to be teleported back to the start of 1900 or even before that...before women became whores
>>85593609Didn't Nietzsche argue that Christianity is inherently nihilistic because it removes value from life itself or something?
>>85593738Nigga, women were always whores what do you even mean
>>85593687there's also optimistic nihilism which frames existential meaninglessness as a good thing, which i would imagine helps a lot when you are suffering.
