How do you think your family would handle a suecide?
>>85628442They probably expect it or me coming out as gay by now.
i think they would be really performatively sad for a bit but secretly be relieved that they don't have to worry about the rest of my life trajectory
>>85628442Most of them wouldn't care that much but damn the face my mom will make will be priceless, one of the things that make me feel at ease is knowing I will get the revenge of my dreams a day.
>>85628459This, and honestly i think it's a more common sentiment than most people realize. There's tons of family members i wouldn't feel sad if they suddenly died. Having someone who cares for you this much is unfortunately rare
>>85628442I'm not sure they would care. they didn't care much when i was alive
>>85628492How is hell? Do they play 100gecs in loop 24/7 like everyone says?
>>85628442I think they'd be relieved. One less drain on the family. They deserved better tbf I'm such a complete fuckup I honestly wish I never existed for them to instead have an actual normal kid who will have a normal life instead of litteral excess biomass.Hopefully everyone forgets me fast once i kms
>>85628442I feel sorry for my parents, they wasted so much time, energy and money trying to raise a litteral piece of garbage. They wanted a kid and they got trash. I wish I was never born.
>>85628492Spooky post
>>85628442Not well, especially my mom, probably one of the biggest reasons I havent killed myself.
>>85628459>>85628533>>85628513Your parents brought you into this world and were supposed to guide you through it. It's also a failure on their part.
>>85628558Its not. Ive been thinking about it for a long time and its 100% my fault. They tried everything and always helped me when I was in trouble. Was just a defect from the beginning.
>>85628503>>85628534I'm not dead. i just phrased it badly
PoorlyI'm very lucky we are all close and in a decent enough spot
>>85628442i'd hope they finally realize i was never joking about how depressed i am and that my fucked up upbringing in which i didnt feel loved did in fact have consequences
They'd loot my stuff before the cops got there
>>85628442my family told me to kill myself lol
>>85628442My family are Catholic so it's pretty much the worst thing that could happen.
>>85628442A quiet relief to them all
