when i look at pictures from a year or two ago i believe i am happy but in truth i know i wasnt . so why do i think i was . what was different back then compared to now where i believed i was happy . even a part of me believes i was happier 3 years ago despite being doxxed and dealing with lots in my life . so much things hurt my head and yet i want to go back because compared to now - i feel nothing. i am nothing. i have almost nobody some days. i feel like i am not a human, i dont know how to feel better.
>>85630425>what was different back thenyounger
kek i know where this photo was taken.
>>85630475i was already 20 not much change in that regard
>>85630487got fatter
>>85630487now you're almost 23the past increases, the future decreases each dayopportunities will begin to dwindlethe years will begin to pass quicker and quickerand one day you'll wake up and you're 30+, still playing league and writing notes on 4chanI implore you to find the folly in your actions and close this chapter in your life so that you may start a new oneI will unironically pray for you tonight, have a good one squeaks
>>85630487something about a fat loser in a hotel
