She loves another man. He doesn't care about her that much. He doesn't even think she's pretty. She is always upset that she's not enough for him and how much he's asking of her. To be pretty for him, to do sexual things, to do what he wants with him. She can't sleep or eat some days because he doesn't love her as much as she does, as she says. He doesn't give her enough attention and is probably lying to her all the hime. I don't understand it. I'd give her so much more and treat her so much better, but she doesn't even want to spend time with me. I hate this life, I hate this bastard and I hate myself. Can't hate her for some reason.
>>85708834Maybe you should cut ties with her explaining how you feel because what's going on currently is clearly not healthy for you because it's negatively affecting your mental health and therefore well-being
>>85708883She already doesn't want to have much in common with me. I don't even know why she let me be around for so long. I'm clearly nothing important.
Legit can't grasp people like you. At the first sign of rejection and such derisive treatment I get mad as hell at the woman.
>>85708954Are you open to the possibility that your idea of her and her idea of you are completely inaccurate assumptions based upon specific behavioral traits shown during interaction
>>85708834>Can't hate her for some reason.
>>85709103I think I just see her as some perfect girl. I don't think I deserve that anyways. I can't imagine her crying over me and doing everything I tell her like she has it with her boyfriend.
>>85709141What do you mean by that? We know each other pretty well.