I've had a recurring dream that follows a horrible murder that I commit in the dream. (This isn't a real murder retards, it's a common nightmare. I just want to vent.)>first dream starts with me walking in the dark around my city>see this young Asian girl and for no reason at all I just chase her then pin her down>she screams and begs for help and I strangle her>I watch the literal life exit out of her body>for the rest of the dream I have this sick pain in my stomach >realise that I'm fucked and quickly smuggle her body back home>cut her up in my bathtub and keep her body parts under my bedI had to force myself to wake up after that. Then today after I don't know how long that first dream happened it branched further.>second dream starts with me waiting to be arrested>my family doesn't notice the smell of the body rotting underneath my bed>I see no news or stories about the murder online or on tv>I'm pacing around my house on the verge of breaking down>realise if I dump her body it will be found eventually and tie me to the murder>the dream ends with me on the verge of puking When I woke up, I still smelled the rot. I checked under my bed and opened the boxes underneath to see if I ACTUALLY killed someone. This fucking dream feels like an actual memory now.
I don't ever have dreams of murdering people, but it's common for me to be running from danger. Do you have murderous thoughts outside the dreams?
