and to think everytime i've been proud of myself growing up has been a false illusion. i've always produced sub-optimal quality results compared to those around me yet i've maintained a superiority complex throughout my youth as if i wasn't a lowly tard who would shit himself like the restit's not like i ever positioned myself higher than any of my peers. it's the fact i would put myself besides them when i'm so far beneath them no matter how hard i try to act and behave like themthere's millions and possibly even billions of us who are just the street-swept garbage who shall fester alone in death and nothing more in the end. we deserve nothing because we are a net negative who suck down resources via just existingi am what's wrong with the world, i will live on, but it's such a cold existence
what a cute, little boy. you know, i was always the best artist at my school. i can't stand art.
