Holy shit I want to neck so fucking bad but my mom instilled in me Christianity as a kid, she mentioned if I an hero she couldn't take it and follow suite. What a bitch, I can't risk her being eternally tormented in hell because of my depression and situation, it would be selfish of me. I need to find God again and renew my faith before I go postal, I don't relate with normalfags at all
hate to be that guy but you are already in hell
>>85713932I've got uncle harry I've ordered coming in tomorrow, I don't plan to OD but I'm going to nod like a mother fucker, fuck this gay earth
fascinating how you can be aware of the causal chain (mother instilled it) but also still believe it
>>85713926You could read the Gospel of John and 1 John (the letter), but you shouldn't read the old testament (pic rel).https://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=John%201&version=NIVhttps://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=1%20John%201&version=NIV(this is a short text and doesn't take long)