Ever since I turned 22, I have never thought of killing myself anymore. I might think of making my life better or killing someone in the worst crisis but never of killing myself. Why would I just kill myself? Its so pathetic. I feel ashamed of trying it twice when I was young.
>>85717597are you the guy in the picture?
>>85717607See filename
Cute tranny pov kissing (she is inexperienced and doesn't know to close her eyes)
>>85717619Lmao I remember that my first kiss was atrocious because we both clashed our teeth together
>>85717597nomost suicides are committed by people in their 70s and older
>>85717597you're just not struggling enough.there's a chance that i might be homeless next month. if i'm about to be evicted i'm 100% killing myself before that happens.now stop being a moralizing piece of shit.
I'm 26 and I've thought about killing myself daily since like age 14. My shame is that I pussied out and couldn't take that last step over the edge.
>>85717597if that isn't you then post a pic of yourself.
>>85717638This is the teenage mindset Im talking about. If you are being evicted, you can call someone from your family or a friend, get a drug addict partner, get a job (oh the horror) or pretend to believe in some Muslim/Catholic/related church so they help you. You can also get government help. You can even just live in a car and be happy. The problem is that you are an adult stuck with a teenage "I hate my life" mindset. Grow up. I can almost guarantee my life was worse than yours (ohhh but the horrors of being evicted) and Im still here.
>>85717644literally some people just get fucked in the brain. nothing to do with teenage mentality. im pathetic
>>85717597I've wanted to kill myself since turning 20. 24 now.It doesn't get better :(
>>85717677none of those options are open to me or i would obviously have done that. i'm doing everything i can, it may still not work.you are not struggling enough and are not capable of imagining it.
>>85717597soulless brown bug eyes
>>85717677Go back to whatever app you found out about this website from.
>>85717702>>85717735>>85717644You are pathetic. Thats why you are stuck in a teenage "everybody hates me, I hate the world, I hate myself" loop. The real problem here (besides most anons being fat/not sleeping well/not eating well/not being social) is that depressed people are living in the easiest time on earth to be alive. You can run from the responsibilities of your life all you want; sadly, your great grandpa who went through two wars didnt, so thats why he didnt kill himself and had children.>>85717742>ohh no everybody hates me i hate the world i hate myself Grow up. There is a lot of homeless shelters too.
>>85717770I have been here since I was a depressed dumb suicidal teenager.
>>85717772if it's any consolation, if i end up not killing myself and manage to make a decent living, i now know that i'll be allowed to shit on people who are struggling all i want.
>>85717772my great grandparents had something worth fighting for, they had purpose, we inhabit a spiritually empty world
>>85717807I promise that when you get out of the dark situation, you will look back and see how pathetic everything was. For me, it came with time and maturity but some people get older and still stay in the same mentality. Talking with older parents may also help. Wisdom is an incredible thing.
>>85717772I don't think everyone hates me. I can't run from rent, but mainly I can't find meaning for myself. My grandfather did kill himself as soon as he felt he wasn't needed. You can call it pathetic if you want, I guess.
>>85717644i made my first (proper) attempt when i was 27 and i was also depressed since i was a teenager, so never day never anon !
>>85717897Cry harder. Your grandfather killing himself because he wasnt needed doesnt make your lack of meaning deep, it makes it a pathetic family cycle you are choosing to continue. Rent is a real adult problem and instead of finding meaning by actually dealing with it (get a better job, cut expenses, move, whatever), you are sitting here romanticizing emptiness. Break the cycle. Stop being a functional child in an adult body.
>>85717873>pathetici still think you're mindraped by social darwinism, but fine, okay, like i said, if i make it out i'll be extra grateful and tell myself "man i'm glad i'm winning right now".>parents>wisdomone is retarded and the other doesn't give a shit.you're not struggling enough.
>>85717923I don't really know what you think you're arguing with here, but I don't think it's anything to do with me. I'm happy for you that you stopped feeling that way, I guess.
>>85717925Yeah, maybe I wasnt struggling enough. I tried to kill myself twice before because I was abused as a child (and for what? Why would killing myself help anything? The abuse already happened). But what is struggling enough? I dont think being evicted is struggling enough, like just get a job or a shelter. Maybe if you were a captured Ukrainian soldier in the Russian army it would be an example of struggling enough to kill yourself but other than that I cant think of killing yourself as a good alternative for anything.
>>85717597heh heh hehI am telling you right now that the depths of your despair are nothing compared to the heights of your mental chaos when you get absolutely fucking stoned OUT OF YOUR GOD DAMN MIND on... WEED! AHAHAhA ayeah man It's me!! I'm high as fuck right now, Boombadoop! AHhaha oh my fucking god guys I need to go to /soc/ and try to be normal for a while maybe I'll make a friend but right fucking now I'm fucking B L A S T E D FOSDAJKHfl;osadjfnhg;ldkfmvb
>>85717979I have never tried weed or any type of drug. I dont really like alcohol. I think drugs (even natural ones) can fuck you up so much that if you have ever had any depressive episode you shouldnt mess with them. Like those guys who go crazy after ayahuasca.
>>85718013HAhah I'm here to tell you right now that you're absolutely fucking.....RIGHT!!!! Drughs absolutely WILL fuck you up and anything that has GOOD effects has BAD effects or it has NO effects but in the end getting screwed out of your gourd on weed you can buy from the corner weed store is pretty good right? Like you gotta get high and jack off ok
>>85717597i would never commit suicide out of fear of reincarnation as a non White nigger. at least until my body wears out or gets a fatal illness.
>>85718076Whatever floats your boat i guess
>>85718103shut the fuck up you creepy little fag
>>85717749idk about soulless
